How Taking Down Legacy Failed

I looked at him, I didn't know what to do, do I stay with him? Do I leave? In the pit of my stomach I felt sick. My hand was on the door knob, but my body was facing Randy. I gripping the door knob so tightly, I was afraid of what I might do if I let go. I wanted to cry with frustration, how am I suppose to hate him when he is looking at me like that. My eyes started to burn, I didn't blind, I just couldn't, it was like I did want to miss a thing of him. My nails were digging into my wrists which caused my eyes to water up. I think he could see from the look in my eye what he has done to me. I didn't want to let go of the door as I didn't want to go anywhere, I didn't want to go any closer because I know if I did that I wouldn't be able to leave and I didn't want to go away, I didn't want to leave him. He needed me.

My chest was aching, everything seemed to last forever, he hadn't said anything else, he just stayed laying there, starring, waiting for me to make a decision. Was I staying or was I leaving? He wanted to know the answer and so did I. I took a deep breath.

"I can't" I said half choking, half sobbing. Before he could say anything I flung the door open and I started to run out. I wrapped my jacket round me tightly and started to walk the further I got from the first aid room. I saw Sam, she was walking around.

"Randy's in the first aid room, you should go see him" I said to her, as much as I hate her, I didn't want Randy to be alone, even that someone who stays with him is her, I don't care. I tried to stay un-noticed by everyone, I didn't want someone to stop me and talk, I just wanted to get to my car and then stay in my hotel room all night feeling sorry for myself.

I saw John coming round the corner; he was holding his head, who knows what happened to him! I hid in the shadows; I didn't want to deal with him at the moment. I held my breath as he went past and was unnoticed. I came out of the shadow and continued my way to the car. I was keeping it together for the moment, but all I wanted was to be under the covers, to be away from everyone.

I was still in shock, you always see in the movie the girl doing the right thing, but I never thought I could do that, I thought I would just give in and let him push me around, do whatever he says, but I took a stand. He knows now that I won't take any of shit, he has to treat me right if he wants to be with me at all.

I got in my car, I pulled out of the arena and drove, once away, I pulled up on a curb. I just needed to think for a moment. I was going to see Melina when I got back and tell her what happened. I needed to tell someone, I needed to get it out of my system, but for the moment, I needed to gather my faults so I needed to be alone. I kept glancing towards my phone, apart of me was hoping he would text me and tell me everything I want to hear. But at the back of my head I knew that wasn't going to happen.

I turned on the radio and I laid my head back.

Please don't go

Just stay

I watched with tears in my eyes

As you walked away

Miss your voice

And your touch

And if I told you I loved you could that be enough

Please don't go

Stupid radio sad songs playing. I switched it off. I don't how long I just sat there in my car for, part of me didn't want to go back to the hotel, there was a chance I would see Randy. He didn't need to go to hospital so he would probably be at the hotel.

I turned the key and started my engine and made my way to the hotel. As much as I didn't want to, I would have to face it eventually.

I made it to the hotel in ten minutes. I grabbed my stuff from the back of my car and went to check in. I waited at the desk. I was in a hurry; I didn't want to run into anyone especially..,

Too late.

"Are you sure you don't want me to hold it?" I cringed as I heard a high pitched voice; I turned my head to see Sam and Randy walk in. Sam was supporting Randy, but he looked like he was being stubborn saying he could manage everything on his own. His eyes went to me, I looked away. I heard their voices coming closer, oh shit, they need to check in. They were standing directly behind me; I couldn't have felt any more awkward.

"What do you mean your going to the club tonight!?" Sam screeched, could she be anymore annoying?

"Look I just need to sort some stuff out ok!?" He snapped at her.

"But you're injured" She whined.

"I'm fine" He growled. She was treating him like a baby. God what was taking the man so long?! I just wanted to get away from these two.

"Oh Randy, look who it is" I heard her sneer. I ignored her, normally I would tell her where to go, but I wasn't in the mood.

"Oi I'm talking to.." She started, but..

"Sam just shut up" Randy snapped at her. I turned around and my eyes widened, did he just stick up for me? Sam looked just as shocked as I was.

"Here's your key|" The man said finally coming back. I nodded and said thank you to him, I looked at Randy once more before I headed up to my room.

I didn't bother to unpack, I just threw my suitcase in and headed straight to Melina's. I told her everything that happened and finally I couldn't contain myself anymore and just burst into tears. My head was pushed into the pillow, I didn't want Melina to see me cry, I hated it when anyone saw me cry. I would have loved nothing more then anything to keep it under control and normally I pretty good at it, but I can't hold it in forever.

After awhile, things build up, like water, when you fill a glass with water, the water eventually pours out, and that's what was happening to my emotions. My eyes were starting to sting and I could feel the tears coming. I just hated what I had become, I hated sitting there, wanting to cry, I was always strong and now I was just a wreck. All because of this one guy, this one guy who I wanted to be with forever. The thought of never hugging him again, feeling his fingertips touch my skin, the thought of never lying next to him, looking into his eyes and never being able to kiss him made me want to crawl up and just cry. I made my decision to walk out on him and I don't regret, because I know the pain would have been worse if I would have stayed. Knowing that I was with him at that moment, but knowing that later he would be cuddled up in bed with that girlfriend of his. I couldn't just pretend I was ok with that and he shouldn't have expected me to.

I desperately wanted to go back and hug and to just let him hold me, but I couldn't do that, that would mean I am weak. That would prove to him that I need him and I didn't want him to know that. I wanted to hide it from him. He needed me and if I proved to him that I needed him, I would hurt myself and him.

The thought of him never talking to me again made me cry even more, the thought of him not caring about me anymore hurt like hell, but it was a risk I was willing to make, I care about him too much to hurt him and I know if I stayed I would of done just that. Eventually if I would stay I would have cracked and left him after getting his hopes up that we would stay together despite him still being with Sam. I knew I was his, I knew my heart was his and I knew that I was so in love with him and my love for him was too big, I would've done anything for him, including hurt myself.

Melina's P.O.V

I met Ted in the lobby, I hope Mickie will be ok, but I know she needed this time to be alone. I'm going to try and convince Randy to go see her, but it won't be easy because Sam would be there. I hate Sam too, she is a whiny bitch and I don't know why Randy puts up with her. I want him to know the pain he caused my best friend, she is sitting up there crying her eyes out because of him. I don't fully understand the whole reason why he can't be with Mickie, is it that hard to tell her he doesn't want to be with her? He done it to plenty of women, why not her? What makes her so special? I know he really cares for Mickie, no one can deny that.

The way she spoke about him, like he was a god, like she couldn't live without him, I knew my best friend was in love. She probably won't admit it, but by the sounds of things, she is describing everything that is love.

"Are you ok?" Ted asked me "You're quiet tonight"

"Mickie" I simply replied, he nodded. Here I am out with the man of my dreams and I can't stop thinking about my best friend.

We entered the club, we spotted Randy and Sam straight away and went over to them. I was surprised that Randy came, after what I saw earlier with him and Kofi, he had to be in some sort of pain. I wonder why he insisted in coming.

"Hey" Ted said greeting Randy and Sam.

"Hey, where's Mickie?" Randy asked

"Who cares" Sam jumped in. Stupid bitch. I wanted nothing more then to just cuss this bitch out, but I'm not as good as Mickie in the insulting thing.

"She's not coming tonight" I replied, he nodded and looked disappointed.

"You need to distract Sam" I whispered to Ted.

"Why?" He whispered back.

"Because I need to talk to Randy about Mickie" He nodded.

"Sam! You're nails look fabulous! Why don't we go over to the bar and tell me all about having them done!" Ted said to Sam. I put a hand over my mouth to hold in the laughter.

"FINALLY! I told you they would notice Randy! It was not a waste of money!" She sneered at Randy before grabbing Ted's arm and leading him to the bar. Ted turned his head to me and mouthed 'help me' I just stuck my tongue at him.

I looked up at Randy, I could see he was hurting too.

"So how is she?" He asked me, I knew he was generally concerned for her.

"Not good" I replied.

"I hate hurting her Melina, despite what you make think I hate it" He said to me, I nodded.

"I believe you" He seemed a little shocked that I understood, but was over it quickly.

"I just want to see her, to tell her despite what she thinks, I do love her"

"If you loved her, you wouldn't be with Sam" I said in a matter of fact voice.

"I would pick Mickie over Sam any day" He stated.

"Then why are you with Sam? Why don't you just end it?" I asked him confused.

"It's complicated"

"Well Mickie isn't going to be with you unless you end things with Sam" He leaned back and just looked up.

"I need to see her" He said in an almost begging voice.

"Then why don't you?" I asked him, he looked at me.

"What about Sam?"

"We will distract her" I said gesturing to Ted, who looked bored as hell, but gave a fake squeal every now and then.

"Where is she?" He asked.

"Room 435 my room" He nodded and rushed to get up.

"Thank you" He whispered before shooting out of the club.

Preview of next chapter

Mickie's P.O.V

My face was still shoved in the pillow; I was just lying there not knowing what to do. I heard the door open and someone come in. I knew Melina would come back, but she should just stay at the club and have fun with Ted!

"Melina, I said you didn't have to come back…" I kept my face in the pillow.

"It's not Melina" I shot my head up when I heard his voice.

Randy Orton.

What will Randy say to Mickie?
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