How Taking Down Legacy Failed
I was sitting in my new boyfriend's locker room. That's right my new boyfriend. John Cena. I don't know what made me say yes, but there was something about John, I knew he could never hurt me. He could break up with me and it won't hurt, maybe that's why I had done it. If Randy can move on, why can't I? Maybe I could learn to love John like I loved Randy. It was quiet, John was not here, I was alone. I looked around before getting up and leaving the locker room. I was going to see Melina, that is when I past Randy Orton. I tried to walk straight past, but I heard footsteps behind me, he was following me.
"How is your new boyfriend?" Randy sneered at me; he clenched his fists and stepped closer to me as if to square me up.
"Where on earth do you have the right to comment me like that, your not exactly innocent in this either, if I recall you have a girlfriend" I snapped at him, getting into his face. He cocked his head to the side.
"Oh that was me trying to save what was left of your dignity, it's too late obviously, throwing your over the next guy you see, it's pathetic" He spat.
"Oh you are so noble and decent" I tried to walk away, but he followed me.
"Hang on, I don't recall using anyone recently and you should be honoured that I even speak to you" Was he for fucking real?! He could say that when we were on friendly terms as an arrogant joke, but he is being serious here, like I care whether he talks to me or not. I don't care. I don't.
"How dare you talk to me about honour, you were dating Sam and you still crawled into my bed" I screamed at him.
"Yeah and you let me" Now he started to walk away, I wasn't going to end it there.
"What about when you were going to punt me in the head?! That is something to be really proud of Randy" I grabbed him. He stopped and turned to face me.
"WHAT ABOUT YOU?! Knowing that John is crazy about you, telling him that you want to be with him, you slept with him you…" I cut him off.
"IT WAS ALL BECAUSE OF YOU! But unlike you John isn't vain or weak or complete self absorbed" I snapped at him, we were inches apart, both breathing heavily and both furious.
"Then go off with him" He gritted his teeth.
"Yeah well maybe I will!" I wasn't backing down.
"Then go! Even though you don't even love him THAT'S THE KIND OF TWO FACED SLAG THAT YOU ARE" He shoved me violently, my back slammed against the wall. I stared at him with such coldness. Where was the Randy I knew and loved?
"Your disgusting, you make me sick, I hate you, I didn't realise how much" I ducked under his arm and tried to storm off, he grabbed me again.
"The feeling is mutual Mickie" He spat. "You think that your way to good for me now that you have the WWE champion to protect you and well do you really want to know why I picked Sam? Because your nothing but a tragic little girl, who" Before he could even finish the sentence, I slapped him, hard.
He held his cheek, he was shaking in anger, he was red and I saw veins, but I didn't and I wouldn't back down.
"Yeah and you're a joke Randy and everyone body knows it" I yelled.
"Well at least I know what I value in a girlfriend and trust me sweetheart it's not you"
"This time when you and your fucking girlfriend going on a date, do us all a favour and don't come back" I kept smacking his chest, I was trying so hard not to cry, but it was so hard.
"YOU…" He grabbed me a shoved me against the wall, I suddenly felt him being torn away from me. I opened my eyes to see John and shoved Randy away. He looked pissed.
"You fucking stay away from her you got it?" He hissed at Randy. Randy gave me one last look and walked away. I was panting. John turned to me.
"Are you ok?" He pulled me into a hug. Randy turned his head and looked at me one last time before continuing on his way. I sighed and rested my head on John's chest. I closed my eyes for a moment and it was Randy. It's Randy who just placed a kiss on my forehead, it's Randy who is resting his hand on my lower back and it's Randy who is running his fingers through my hair. I look up and it's John.
"What did he say to you?" He asked me, he pulled me away so I was facing him.
"He…" I stopped for a moment; of course I couldn't tell him the truth. "He was calling me a whore" I said quietly.
"You're not a whore" John whispered to me. I bit my lip. I wanted to cry. Randy had kind of called me a whore, how can he be so mad about me and John when he is dating Sam. I wanted to pull myself away from Randy and be able to live my life not thinking what could have been. I don't want to think to myself what regrets I have, because then I get into detail in my head what I would change and what would have happened if I made that change. Where would I be now?
I went looking for Randy; I didn't want to leave things like that. I didn't find him, but I started to talk to Evan Bourne. I haven't spoken to him much before, but he was pretty funny, he made me laugh and I like anyone who can make me laugh! I was laughing with Evan when I turned my head to see Randy watching us, he was starring at Evan, this sick sneer was placed across his face. And it was then I was worried.
I went straight back to my locker room where my fears were confirmed. On the TV Randy was beating Evan. Why was he doing this? Can I not be around other guys?
I was pissed off. Five minutes later, Randy appeared in my door war.
"Get out" I snapped at him. He held his hands up.
"I just want to talk" He said calmly.
"I think we've done enough talking" I put my hands on his chest as if to push him out, but he wouldn't move. I sighed and took a few steps away from him.
"Why are you dating him?" He asked me. I looked at him coldly, how can he judge me when he is doing the exact same thing?
"How can you ask me that Randy, when you're doing the same…" He cut me off.
"We are not doing the same thing, I actually love Sam" He snapped at me.
"What and I can't grow to love John, unlike you, I know he won't hurt me" I was trying hard to keep my voice from breaking and my tears from falling. I kept biting my lip; it seemed to be the only thing that helped.
"I didn't mean to hurt you" He came closer and ran his hand down my cheek. His touch felt so warm, but yet his eyes seemed so cold. I took a step back.
"Why are you doing this Randy? I'm trying to get over you, why can't you just leave me alone" My voice sounded like it was almost begging.
"Because I can't leave you, I don't want you not to be in my life" He looked down. I was so confused, one minute he wants Sam and nothing to do with me and now he wants me in his life.
"I can't be in your life Randy, not when Sam's there, you can't have everything" I tried to walk out.
"Mickie" He pleaded. I felt like I was in that position again. To just walk out and leave, but that worked out so well the last time! I leaned against the door; I didn't know what to do. I wanted to be in Randy's life, but I couldn't just be his friend and I couldn't just sit there and watch him be happy with somebody else, but I also couldn't leave him. I closed the door. He came towards me and pushed me up against the wall. He brought my leg around his waist, he closed in on me. The feeling of him against me felt so great. I just wanted to stay like this, where I seemed to be the only person he cared about. He started to plant soft kisses up my neck. I leaned my head back and I let him. I placed my hands on his chest and right there, I gave him the power to hurt me again. Everytime he placed a kiss on my neck, it felt so right, it felt so perfectly fitted, it felt real. I opened my eyes and straight away it went to my TV monitor, John was in the ring, it was then I realised, I couldn't do this, I was with John. I pushed Randy away, he looked hurt.
"I can't Randy" I shook my head, my voice was breaking.
"I have John and you have Sam" He just starred at me, I was panting, pushing him away took a lot of strength.
"Mickie…" He started, I couldn't take it.
"Don't" I said harshly. "Just go" I opened the door for him. He didn't move. "Please" My voice was begging him, he took a sigh.
"Come fine me later, there is something I need to tell you" and he walked slowly out the door. I slammed the door once he was gone. I leaned up against the door. He was making this so hard.
I sat on the couch and buried my head in my hands. I heard a slam, I looked up to see John had been put through a table. I sighed; maybe spending time with him will help me move on from Randy.
I saw people helping John, taking him to the first aider's room.
"Mickie" He choked when he saw me. "Did you see what happened?" He asked me.
"Yes" I lied, helping him as well. I didn't even know who even did this! He laid down in the first aider's room and held my hand.
"Are you ok? You look sad" he asked me, squeezing my hand a little.
"I'm fine" I faked a smile. "I was just worried about you" I lied.
"I will be fine" He sat up, holding his stomach. "See! I'm fine"
"Sure sure, listen I just need fresh air, I will be back in a minute" I smiled encouragingly at him. I left the room and went in a hunt. I saw Cody, maybe I needed to get some anger out before I went to see Randy. I ran up to Cody and flung my arms around him.
"There you are Cody! I've just had the worst day ever!" I told him.
"Go away" He gritted his teeth.
"I'm in need of a snuggle" I told him again.
"Go away" He repeated trying to push me off.
"Snuggle me!" I half screamed like a psycho.
"GO AWAY" He yelled.
"WE GOTTA FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FOR THIS LOVE!" I half screamed, I half sang at him.
"You gotta fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck right off" He half screamed, half sang at me.
"You don't love me anymore!" I screamed at him, Ted ran down the hall.
"What the hell is going on?" He yelled. I ran and hugged him. I pretended to cry in his chest.
"Alright, who's ass am I kicking?" He asked me, I giggled, then pulled a serious face.
"Cody wants a divorce" I looked back to see Cody roll his eyes. "He obviously doesn't love me anymore, he makes all the wrong sex noises" I told Ted.
"What does he do?" Ted asked, Cody just stood there and waited.
"Well, it's going to get a little pornographic ok?" I told Ted, he nodded. I took a deep breath. "Get off." I simply said. Ted burst into laughter, I shoved him. "It's not funny! I'm pretty sure that's not what your suppose to say!" Cody stormed off.
"YEAH WELL YOUR FUCKING LOSS" I screamed after him, he turned around and glared at me. "I love you" I called out, he rolled his eyes and continued to walk off. I said goodbye to Ted and continued on my way to find Randy. I found him.
"What do you want?" I snapped. He asked me to come see him earlier and I just couldn't get it out of my mind what he could possibly want in which he couldn't say earlier.
"Here" He handed me something. I looked at it. It was a white envelope with silver lining. I looked at him confused. I could tell by his face that it was something bad. In a way, I think I was scared to open it. Just something about it gave me a bad vibe. I bit my lip, I gnawed hard, I was nervous, maybe it wasn't anything to be afraid of, it's properly just something stupid anyway.
"What is it?" I asked him.
"It's an invitation" He took a deep breath. "To mine and Sam's wedding"
Randy and Sam are engaged!? But he just kissed her?!
:O What will Mickie's reaction be?
There are a lot of twists next chapter!
You will be shocked!
Be prepared!
I added the Cody and Mickie thing just this morning, did you like it? :D
I watched My best friend's girl last night, how amazingly hot is Dane Cook!? The fact that he insulted Vanessa Hudgens makes him even more lovable!
School for me tomorrow :( Leave me something to read when i get back :D
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