How Taking Down Legacy Failed

This week, has not been a good week. Randy hasn't spoken to me once. Every time I passed him, he acted as if I wasn't there and even when he called his name out; he just looked at me coldly and continued to walk passed. I wish I could forget about him and be completely over it so when he sees that I've moved on, he will see how I suffered. I've texted him, I've tried calling, but nothing. I wanted to do a pregnancy test with him, I didn't want to do it alone, but he was the only one I wanted to do it with. Didn't he even care that I could be pregnant? I ended up asking Melina to help me. I tried to do it alone, but I couldn't, I was too scared, no way could I picture myself being a mother. The pregnancy test was negative. I wasn't pregnant. Even though I knew I didn't want to be pregnant, I kind of felt sad to hear I wasn't. Maybe I thought this was my last chance to get Randy back into my life. Because Randy has been ignoring me all week I haven't been able to tell him I'm not pregnant. I've been in a bad mood all week because of just everything and it doesn't help that John has been trying to get me into bed every second.

Today was Raw and I would see Randy. Whether we will talk or not. I don't know. I don't even know if I want to talk to him right now. He has made it clear he wants nothing to do with me. He has shut me out and I can't keep waiting around for him especially as I don't even know what I'm waiting for anymore. I know he isn't going to turn around and go 'you know what, I don't love Sam! I want to be with you Mickie James and nothing else'

Oh I wish.

Doesn't any girl?

Me and John arrived at the arena; he got our bags out from the back seat and slipped his arm around my waist. I hated walking when his arm was around me, I felt like I couldn't move, if I wanted to see my friends his arm would always move along with me. We went straight to his locker room, he threw his bag down and then shoved me up against the wall and pinned my arms above my head.

"John" I said struggling to get out of his grip. "Stop" He ignored me and planted rough kisses up my neck.

"John, get off me" I said a little louder. I wasn't in the mood. Once again he ignored me, he threw my shirt off.

"JOHN" I yelled and with all the force I shoved him away. I ran to get my top again; I knew John was frustrated; I had been pushing him away all week.

"FOR FUCK SAKE MICKIE" He cursed and punched the wall beside me. "You been like this all week what the fuck is the matter with you?" He snapped at me. Where had the sweet John gone? I don't get how he has become a completely different person.

"I'm not in the mood" I said in a frightened voice, he was scaring me how angry he was, why did he keep pushing me when he knew I didn't want to.

"Then get your self in the mood!" He grabbed my waist and pulled me into his body and planted a rough kiss on me, I turned my head to the side. He stopped and just starred at me, I could tell he was pissed off; he just threw me to the ground and stormed out. I hit the cold ground hard and I winced when I heard the door slam. Instead of getting up, I just stayed on the floor, tears coming to my eyes. I just felt so miserable, I didn't want this, I wish I could go back to a few months ago when I was actually happy, before any of this. I felt pathetic; I was just sitting their crying. I started to get up, I didn't want to see John, I left his locker room. I had fell on my wrist so that was hurting like hell. I walked down the corridor holding my wrist looking down so no one could see that I was crying.

"Mickie" I looked up for a split second to see Randy starring at me with concern. As soon as I made eye contact with him, I looked straight down again and kept walking.

"Mickie wait!" I felt him grab my elbow and spin me round to face him; he took my wrist softly in his hands.

"What happened?" He asked me, checking if my wrist was ok.

"You ignore me for a week and now you care?" I choked on my tears.

"I always care Mickie, it's just easier this way" He pulled me in a soft hug, he stroked my hair and I sobbed into his chest. I didn't know what to do, I was so unhappy with John, but I didn't want to leave him, I don't want to be on my own again.

"Who did this?" I looked at him and then I looked down ashamed. I know if I told him it was John, he would tell me to leave him, but I couldn't tell Randy the real reason why I won't leave John.

"No one, I fell" I lied. He took my shoulders and bent down to my level, obviously not believing me. I was terrible liar. It's weird to think, here is Mickie James who took on the likes of Randy Orton and Cody, let her boyfriend push her to the ground after refusing to have sex with him, this is what Randy's done to me, a few months ago I would of told John where to stick it.

"Did John do this?" I didn't reply.

"That son of bitch" Randy let go of me and punched the wall beside me, I cringed, that what John did earlier.

"Is the baby ok? Did he hurt the baby?" He asked me, his hands rushing to my stomach, I pushed his hands away.

"There is no baby" He looked at me. "The test was negative" He sighed for a minute, was he disappointed too?

"Mickie, you can't let him get away with this" He said gesturing to John, dismissing what I had just told him.

"You are in no position to tell me what to do, you lost that right last week" I said to him as coldly as I could.

"He hurt you" He said sternly, I shook my head.

"He didn't mean to" I lied, I don't know whether he did or not, but he pushed me to the ground violently so he obviously wanted to do some damage.

"Hi Mickie" Cody sneered passing me.

"Hi Cody" I replied.

"How dare you talk to me like…? Wait. What?" He was shocked and confused that I hadn't insulted him, I was kind of too. "She didn't insult me" He looked at Randy and then back at me.

"I've got to go" I just walked off.

"She didn't insult me" I heard Cody say again to Randy. He was so shocked; I don't think there had ever been a time when I have ignore Cody's insults. I would always defend myself. Somehow I haven't been doing that lately, I feel stupid for not standing up to John earlier, for some reason I just felt so weak.

No one's P.O.V

"Yeah I miss her too man" Randy said to Cody, they just watched as a different Mickie walked away from them.

John's P.O.V

I am SO pissed off and horny. It's been happening all week, I keep trying to get her into bed, but every time she pushes me away, she's been a bitch lately, it's like she's never happy. I tried to make a move on her in the locker room, but the stupid bitch pushed me away, so I just threw her to the ground and left, hope it hurt her, serves her right, now she will think twice before disobeying me again. I went looking for Sam; I know she will satisfy my needs. I texted her to meet me, there was an empty locker room and we went there.

"What is this about?" She asked me.

"This" I smirked, I shoved her up against the wall, I put one of her legs up on my waist and I moved my hand higher up her thigh. She kissed me back which was what Mickie should have done. I pushed harder against and threw her top off; she let me, which was something Mickie should have also done.

"John, John, John" She repeated, I pulled away for a second.

"Not too rough, I'm with child" I smirked and took off my top, I pulled her into my chest, she giggled and pulled me into her more. She loved it. She pushed me down onto a chair and gave me a strip tease, I ran my hands up and down her sides, Mickie should take a leaf out of Sam's books. Sam took of my trousers and did the pleasuring myself for me. Something I had tried to get Mickie to do during the week.

"OH FUCK THAT'S GOOD" I yelled out, leaning my head back, it was even more pleasuring to know that I didn't feel guilty about cheating on Mickie, I was a man, I needed sex, if she couldn't provide it to me then she must know I will have to start looking else where. I don't know what I was going to do with Mickie, I'm not going to break up with her and I know she won't break up with me, I don't want to break up with her, I don't know, having the power to push her around, I kind of liked it, when I shoved her earlier, I just felt so powerful. The way she just let me do it, she didn't back chat or anything, she just let me shove her. I'll go find her after this and kiss and makeup, but when she disobeys me again, I'm not afraid to take further action, infact I kind of wish she would, it may be sick, but the idea of hurting her, was turning me on. I won't hurt her to much; I'm not that kind of guy, but a little pushing around won't hurt her.

Mickie's P.O.V

That's nasty, I just walked past a locker room in which I heard the screaming's of a couple having sex. I wonder who it is. I had been to Melina and I was feeling a lot better, I don't know whether I will talk to John about what happened, we still had the rest of the night to, Raw had not started yet. I didn't know what to do with myself, I was just wondering around trying to find something to keep me occupied. I walked past Cody; he starred as I walked past.

"Hey bitchface" I ignored him.

"I said hey bitchface" He repeated. I kept walking.

"Did you not hear? I just insulted you? I called you a bitch face and… You're going to do nothing?!" I didn't even look at him.

"DON'T IGNORE ME! INSULT ME! ANYTHING!" He yelled after me. Wow, I think he was actually missing me.

"Let it go Cody, let it go" I heard Ted say, I stopped, why was I trying to make myself miserable, I would of jumped at the chance to insult Cody normal. If I want Randy to see I be ok without him, I can't just go around acting so miserable, I don't want to become something I will eventually hate. I don't want to change because of one guy, I don't want to be like that, I hate girls like that. I turned around; Cody and Ted were walking away.

"Cody" I called after him, he turned around.

"Your pretty ugly" I insulted him smirking, he actually smiled at me! For the first time he smiled at me! He had missed me insulting him; I guess he was pretty used to it by now.

"Baby?" Ted asked, he started walking towards me.

"BABY" I cheered and ran towards him and lunged into a hug.

"Nice to have you back whore" Cody smiled.

"It's good to be back Assface" I smiled back at him.

Will John hurt Mickie again? Will Mickie let him? Will Sam and John get figured out? Who's baby is Sam holding? When will Randy tell Mickie that Sam is pregnant?
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