How Taking Down Legacy Failed

After my encounter with Cody and Ted, I went back to John's locker. He was in there. He turned around as I walked in and straight away pulled me into a hug. I let him, I didn't push him away, I just let him hug me. I didn't understand why I couldn't do anything, I had gone through my head so many times what I wanted to say to him, but seeing him, I just didn't want to anymore.

"Mickie, I'm so sorry" He said to me. "I've just been in a bad mood because of what happened last week, I won't force you like that again" He pulled away from me and kissed me softly on the lips, not roughly like he did earlier.

"It's ok, just don't do it again" I replied. I can't believe I was letting him off the hook, but what else could I do? I didn't want to be single; I didn't want to be alone. John made one mistake; I won't keep punishing him for it.

"Don't worry, I won't" He kissed my forehead. I gave him John a last smile before leaving his locker room, I can't believe I let him get away with it, but what else could I do?

I didn't know where I was going I just wanted to get a way. I saw DX down the corridor, I headed towards them.

"Hey guys" I smiled at them.

"Hey Mickie" They both greeted me.

"So any recent plans on taking down Legacy, we haven't done anything for ages" I chuckled, they sent each other a look, I knew something was wrong.

"Listen Mick, we going to have to put off taking Legacy down" Hunter started, I was confused.

"We've just got other things on our plate right now" Shawn continued from Hunter. When we first started this, everyone seemed so keen to get rid of them for good, now no one is bothering.

"That's fine, I've got a lot to focus on anyway so I was hoping you would say that, listen I got to go, but we'll catch up later" I sent them a smile before walking off. That took away my chance to put my hands on Sam, her being the new Legacy member and all.

I looked at my watch, Randy's match started now, my match was straight after. I decided to go watch it. I went to my own locker room instead of John's, I knew John wouldn't want to watch it, he would probably want to have some 'fun' before he goes out to confront Sheamus, well if he did want that then he was going to be disappointed. I turned on the TV to see Kofi making his way down to the ring. As he was walking down Cody came and ambushed him from behind, I should have figured Randy wouldn't play fairly. I was thankful when the referees pushed Cody backstage. It was then Randy's music played, but I couldn't see Randy, then my baby Ted, entered the ring and took down Kofi from behind. I couldn't hate Ted; he was just following Randy's orders! After Ted was pushed backstage by the referees, Randy finally came down and finished the job. He won his match.

I got up and went to the gorilla position, I passed Randy on my way, we both just looked at each other for what seemed like forever, I felt sick in the pit of my stomach, but I needed to shake it off for the match. I heard my music play and I ran out.

*10 minutes later*

I had won my match and I was about to leave the ring when I heard a loud Cuckoo. I looked up on the screen to see Sam dressed in a farm out fit. I was confused, I stood in the ring. Country music played in the background.

"Hey piggy, piggy, piggy James" She called out, she was mocking me. She knew I was raised on a farm, I don't know how, I certainly didn't tell her, but she was mocking my background. She had gone too fast.

"Over here! Oh sorry, I meant Mickie" She squealed in her normal voice. I felt my eyes stinging. Hold on, why was I going to cry? Oh god, this is embarrassing. I kept looking up to the tears from falling. It wasn't just this taunting video which was making me cry, it was everything. I bit my lip, don't cry Mickie, don't listen to her, even though she has the one thing that you want, that's what hurt the most. Like I said before, how could he pick her over me? She's a bitch.

"I've got something for you" Sam said, I looked around, why was she doing this? Especially in front of everyone, what is the point?

"Sam ORTON" She emphasised, they aren't even married yet! "Had a farm eee-yi-eee-yi-oh and on that farm she had a pig" As she said that, a pig came on the screen with my face on it. Oh what a bitch. I couldn't go attack her as it's a video, but I swear as soon as this is over I'm going to demand a match against her, she has messed with the wrong bitch. Why the hell am I crying?! This is so embarrassing, I hate crying in front of people and here I am crying in front of millions, even Randy is probably watching this.

She continued to sing her stupid little song and every oink seemed to affect me in a big way. I squeeze my eyes closed; I wanted to be anywhere, but here right now. Why is she doing this to me? I haven't done anything to her except insult her a few times, this was uncalled for.

When the singing finally stopped Sam appeared on the screen, not only was the world watching me cry, even she was.

"Sorry piggy James" She taunted in a fake voice. The video stopped playing; all eyes were on me in the centre of the ring, crying like some stupid little girl. I got out of the ring and walked up the ramp, she made me feel ashamed, but she wasn't going to get away with it. I stood still when I got backstage and instead of staying upset, I got angry. I rushed to see Vince, I was going to go to the guest host, but I didn't want to take anything out on him. I got to Vince and stormed into his office.

"Mickie, I know you're upset…" He started standing, but I cut him off.

"Upset? I am more then upset, I am furious, I want Sam in a match" I yelled, I would never normally start like this on Vince, but I couldn't control my anger. She was going to get what coming to her.

"I'm afraid I can't do that" He replied, I wanted to cry even more because I was so angry.

"Why not!?" I cried out.

"Because…"

"BECAUSE WHAT" I practically screamed.

"Because she's pregnant" That hit me hard. It was like a slap across the face. She's pregnant? Does Randy know? Oh of course Randy knows. I can't believe it. I nodded my head and without a word I just left his office. I turned to his portrait outside his office and I saw my reflection, my mascara was smudged and I was just looking at myself thinking, what have I become? I looked at a mess and my life was a mess. None of what has happened to me now would have affected me a few months ago. If someone would have done what Sam did just then I wouldn't have cried, I would have gotten even. I kept walking, my eyes wandering everywhere, I was looking for something to distract me. I was walking, but for some reason, I started running, I just kept running, people yelled after me, but I kept running. I could feel myself crying, I just needed to get back to my locker room.

"Mickie" I heard calls. I shook my head trying to ignore them.

"Mickie" I heard again and I felt myself being pulled back, the force was so heavy that I felt myself falling backwards. I closed my eyes and waited for the pain. That never happened. I felt a strong hand go around my waist pulling me up, pulling me towards them.

"Mickie" I heard them whispered, I opened my eyes and it was Randy. I pushed him away as soon as I saw it was him, I tried to run again, but he wouldn't let me, he grabbed me and held me in a hug even though I struggled. I was punching him, I was kicking him, I was scratching, but he wouldn't let me go. I then ended up sobbing in his chest. Everything was going so wrong, this wasn't how my life was suppose to be. I was suppose to find Mr perfect and I'd live happily ever after, that's what my grand Papa told me. I gave in and just let him hold me, I ended up falling towards the ground, he sat down next to me and just put his arms around me. I wanted to shake this pain in my chest, this pain that I call my life. I wasn't happy, I was miserable. I was with a guy I didn't love, let alone like, the guy I did love was due to be married and have kids and live my happily ever after.

"I'm so sorry Mickie" His voice was sympathising, but I didn't want his sympathy, I just wanted to be on my own. I was sobbing and shaking. I just wanted the pain to end, I just wish none of this had ever of happened. No one was around and I was thankful of that. If Sam would have seen me and Randy like this, she would make my life even more like hell.

"Shh" He whispered stroking my hair, he didn't know that I knew. "I had no idea what she was going to do" He reassured me, I shook my head which was still in his arms. He put his hand under my chin and lifted my head up face him. He leaned in and kissed my lips softly as soon as he did, I leaned out and pushed him away.

"Don't Randy, just don't" He looked hurt that I had pushed him away. I stood up and brushed myself down.

"I know" I hissed at him. He looked shocked, but quickly covered it, he stood up too.

"You know what?" He questioned. I laughed looking away, I don't even know why I was laughing, maybe for the fact that he was treating me like I was some kind of idiot, did he think I would never have found out, was he even going to tell me.

"That she's pregnant" He fell quiet, he gave me look that just read 'I was going to tell you' My faced scrunched up. It answered my question that he did know.

"Your pathetic" Were my last words to him before walking off, I went back to John's, I know Randy wouldn't follow me if he saw that. John rushed to hug me when I walked in.

"Mickie I'm so sorry, she's a bitch, she'll get what is coming to her" He said to me, I just nodded and sat down.

"I wish I could stay, but I have to go in the ring, I will be back as soon as I can ok?" I didn't reply. He turned the TV on so I could watch him and then left. I laid down on the sofa and just starred at the TV. I can't believe all this was happening, especially so quickly. Everything just hurts so badly. I never want to be around people anymore, I just want to be alone, no one can hurt me that way. If I had known what my life was going to become months ago I would never of started this whole thing with Randy, I wish I'd never of got too involved. My phone on the table started vibrating, I sat up to see Randy was ringing me, did he really think I would answer? I pressed reject and laid back down. I was basically cuddling myself as if I was blocking out anyone from hurting me again.

I just hated it feeling like this, I felt so hopeless, it felt like this feeling would never go away, it felt like I couldn't take anymore. I needed him, I've always needed him. I always ask myself, what was so special about him?

Poor Mickie, she now knows that Sam is pregnant, Will she ever find out about John and Sam? Will Randy? Will they find out before Sam and Randy actually get married?
Sorry for the delay of updating, been busy with the first two weeks of school, so much coursework and shit happening with the ex :/ but if i get enough reviews, i will be updating Sunday night so review :D
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