How Taking Down Legacy Down

It was morning, I had woken up an hour ago, I was now sitting on the edge of the bed starring at John asleep. My thoughts drift back to last night. How he treated me. I don't even know why I let him treat me like that, why didn't I just go out? Why did I obey him like some kind of dog? Ever since we have started dating, I have been seeing a different side to him and the question keep replaying in my head, why don't you break up with him? I don't even know the answer to that. I'm not happy with him, so why am I pretending to be? I suppose I will be even more miserable if I was alone. If he ever tells me I can't go out again, I'm not going to take it like last time, I will just walk out and he will be the one to come back to me and apologise. No one treats Mickie James like that.

It was hard enough last night, when John went to sleep, I just laid next to him, crying, thinking of Randy and what we once had. It was probably last night that it finally hit me, that things would never be the same between us again. I think of all the memories and then I think if we did become friends, things would be different. I don't want things to change between us, I love it how it once was and I would give anything to make it go back to how it once was. After he marries Sam, he is going to want nothing to do with me. I'm going to have to sit back and watch him play happy families. Seeing him with Sam, week after week, I don't know how I'm going to bear it. This all feels just so unreal, it still feels like we're best friends, it still feels like he is a part of me, and HUGE part of me. I don't want him to become someone I know to someone I knew. I know whether I like it or not, things are going to change. I'm scared; I don't know what I'm even scared of because the worst has already happened. I thought about whether I'm scared of loosing him, but then I realised, I've already lost him.

I hate going into detail about it because it makes me cry and it's just so stupid to think while laying next to my sleeping boyfriend, I'm crying about my ex. All my love should be going to John, not crying over Randy.

Tonight was Raw and I don't know whether to look forward to it or dread it. I'm looking forward to it because I get to see Randy; I always get excited when I have the chance to see him. I used to see him and talk to him everyday and now I barely get anything. But then again, I'm dreading it as I know I'm going to have to see him and Sam together and I'm going to have to act like I'm ok with it. It's not the easier thing to put a smile on your face when you're dying inside.

John started to stir; he sat up, rubbed his eyes and then turned to me.

"Hey babe" He slipped his arm around my waist and pulled me towards him. He completely ignored what happened last night.

"Morning" I replied, he laid me down and leaned down to kiss me. His hand went down to my ass and pulled my leg around his waist, he then put my arms around his next. After five minutes of making out with the WWE champ, he pulled away; he pressed one last kiss to my lips before leaving the bed. I sat back up and wiped my lips.

I grabbed my phone first thing. I had a message from Ted, I smiled. I love Ted, he was my best friend! Not anything John could say would change that.

"Who texted you?" John asked me. I looked at him, then back at my phone.

"No one" I replied, he came over and took the phone from me.

"Ted" He mumbled, then looked back at me, I got up and snatched phone from him. "I thought we agreed you weren't seeing him again?"

"No, I agreed to stay in, but I never said anything about not talking to Ted" I replied.

"I don't want you seeing him anymore" John said to me sternly. What gave him the right to control me? He doesn't own me.

"No" I replied, he looked shocked that I didn't do as he said.

"Mickie.." His voice sounding warning.

"No, don't, nothing you say will make me stop being friends with Ted" I stood my ground, he couldn't decide what I can and cannot do.

"Fine, just don't come cry back tome when you find out the truth about him" John growled at me before storming into the bathroom. I rolled my eyes and opened my text from Ted.

Morning beautiful! I've ordered pancakes to my room! Fancy joining me and Melina?

Him and Melina?! Did they get together last night!!!

Morning Theodore

You and Melina?

YOU FINALLY GOT TOGETHER?! ALL IS RIGHT WITH THE WORLD!

I raced to get changed as I was joining my two best friends for breakfast. I needed a break away from John anyway. It was a way to show him that I was definitely not going to follow his orders and not see Ted, it shows him that he can't control me. I came back to find a text from Ted.

Theodore?! Never call me that again! Why do you think I introduce myself as Ted!

Come on over Mickie darling!

I left John a note, I wasn't in the mood to talk to him for him only to start an argument. I wasn't going to feel guilty about going, Ted is my friend, I don't care whether John approves or not.

I arrived in five minutes at Ted's.

"Baby!" Ted said as he answered the door and pulled me into a hug. I could see Melina from behind him with the biggest smile on her face. I kind of envied her at that point, I saw how happy she was and I miss smiling like that after I just had another playful fight with Randy. It's hard to see someone else happy with a boyfriend and can't but think, that could be me, that should be me, that was me.

"So where are the pancakes?!" I asked running into the room.

"Room service is bringing them up" Ted sat on the bed and put his arm around Melina. I poked my tongue out at her and she looked away, obviously blushing. She never blushed before Ted. I am happy for her, honestly I am, I just can't help but wish it was me being that happy, blushing over something Randy said.

"So! How did this happen?!" I asked them, they looked at each other.

"Well, after you couldn't come round last night, I rang Ted and one thing led to another" Melina told me, I looked over at Ted who wiggled his eyebrows at me.

"I should not be able to come out more often!" I joked. I don't know whether this was going to change things or not. I hope not. I really need Ted and Melina right now and the thought of them meeting up in secret and I just don't want to be the third wheel. That's why I wish I had Randy. If I did, I wouldn't feel so left out. I mean, Melina's had boyfriends, but I've never really been as close with them as I am Ted. He has just come in my life and I don't want to loose him.

"Room Service" We heard from outside. Ted jumped up and ran to the door to get his pancakes.

"Oh no, the pancake robber isn't going to get them this time" I called out, I also ran to the door and before Ted had the chance to open the door, I jumped on him and he fell to the ground.

"Nothing stands in the way of me and my pancakes woman!!" We wrestled on the floor, while this was going on, Melina went and opened the door and got the pancakes.

"PANCAKES" Ted shoved me off and ran towards the pancakes, once again I ran at him and tackled him.

"You're the worst kind of person!" Ted cried, trying to reach for his pancakes.

"My pancakes Theodore!" I grabbed the pancake and shoved it into my mouth.

"Oh that's attractive" Ted joked, I swallowed and stuck my tongue out at him.

"Shut up Theodore" I taunted, he hated being called Theodore. He glared at me.

"That tears it" He lunged at me, I closed my eyes and kicked, I heard a clicking noise, I looked up to see I was hand cuffed to the wardrobe.

"Mwahhaha" Ted laughed evilly, going over to the pancakes which were now out of my reach.

"You've won this round asshole" I sneered at him. He sat in front of me, eating the pancakes slowly. This wasn't fair!

"Where did you even get these?!" I asked Ted gesturing to the handcuffs. He looked at Melina and it was then that I understood.

"Oh Theodore" I shook my head.

"Whatever Mickster, you are chained to the wardrobe and these pancakes are all mine!"

"I will escape these handcuffs, but your name will always be Theodore" I taunted. He glared at me. See? How could I give up Ted? John was asking for the impossible! There was then a knock at the door. Melina answered it and in walked Cody.

"CODY!!!!!" I screamed. I went to run towards him, but didn't get far as I was chained to the wardrobe.

"Ted, uncuff me so I can give my main man a hug!" I looked over at Ted, he looked shocked.

"I thought I was your main man!" Ted whined.

"You were until you cuffed me to the wardrobe" I pointed out.

"We can work through it!" Ted got the keys out.

"No amount of marriage counselling can take away the pain of watching you eat my pancake in front of me, it's over!" I faked cried. Ted went to unlock me, but Cody stopped him.

"Ted, no! Don't unlock her!" Cody yelled out. I looked at Cody in shock.

"How could you do this to me! I left Theodore for you!" I yelled at Cody. Cody rolled his eyes and Ted gasped.

"You're leaving me for him!?" Ted started yelling too.

"I will feel free to explain when you uncuff me" I said in a rational voice.

"No chance, I'm too broken hearted right now!" Ted put the key out of my reach and walked over to the bed.

"You can't just leave me here! Theodore! Please don't leave me! I always say how I don't need you, but its always going to come right back to this, please unlock me!" I sang to him, changing some of the words from please don't leave me by Pink.

"Just walk away, oh and don't look back, because if my heart breaks it's going to hurt so bad" Ted sang back to me. I looked at him strangely.

"What?" He asked.

"You watched high school musical?" I asked him trying not to laugh. Both Melina and Cody looked at him.

"I um, can explain!" Ted replied.

I love having these moments with my friends, but I also couldn't help, but wish Randy was here too. I would have to see him tonight, but I knew I would have my friends behind me, to help face it. It just can't sink in that things would never be the same again. Everything feels so helpless, but there is a part of me that just won't give up. I keep thinking what could happen in a year. Will I be over him this time next year? Will we be talking this time next year? Or would I still be in love with him, but how to watch Randy junior running around the place. Who knows. I wish I did. The thought of us never being friends again, I just can't get my head around it. Our friendship was amazing, I just wish it didn't have to end.

I found myself jealous of Melina while reading this! I love Ted! He is growing on big time! Whenever I see Legacy in the ring, I always picture the Ted in this story!
Oh and sorry if the Sam and John repetitive bits, they aren't getting found out anytime soon, but they will eventually, but the way they get found is going to be big!
John seems to be getting increasingly violent! Will he eventually lash out?Just finished watching the Royal rumble! It was amazing! Edge is back! :D I don't want Legacy to split up!!! Nooo! I'm glad Mickie finally got some revenge on Michelle McCool!
Thanks for the reviews! Keep them coming!

LivHardy x