Friday, Month X, Day O

I was awoken from my nap by Italy. He was hugging me, eyes closed happily, and I realised how cold I felt. No one else will read this, so I will freely admit.

I wanted it to stay like that. The two of us together, hugging just like that. But the end of the world is still looming around us. I can't focus on it yet. Feliciano looked rejected, but nodded in agreement.

I hope I didn't ruin anything between us.

Lovino started hacking and coughing a moment later. "The G Virus…" Feliciano told me.

Gilbert began to experience dysentery an hour later, he was incapacitated too. Not long after, Feliciano froze from the exhaustion.

No boasts about awesomeness or pasta made this drive today sickeningly silent.

I let us rest for a couple hours.

Friday II, Month X, Day O

I heard Feliciano scream which jolted me awake faster than any military call. I realised there was snarling in the car, and found that Lovino turned into a zombie.

I didn't want it to get to this, but I took out my gun and shot him in the head. Feliciano looked at me with such a confused expression that was both hurt and grateful. He began to cry as I threw away the corpse.

I wanted to comfort him. Just to hold him and say we would make it, but… Someone has to drive us through a snowstorm, hunt for food, and get us through the following thunderstorm.

I'm the healthiest in the group now. Antonio is holding onto Feliciano a bit too much…

He fell over in exhaustion, and I gave him a medkit. Gilbert is trying to fight himself back from doing something. It's similar to Lovino before he turned.

I don't care if it's the G Virus. I'm not killing my brother.