A/N: Sorry for disappearing on you all. NEVER WORK IN A HOTEL! T_T. It is taking so much for me now to get back into writing as there is nothing going on in my life at the moment. I hope you enjoy this chapter.

"Christian?"

"Just..give me a minute." He tells me. I can see it on his face that he's trying to form the words to tell me about his nightmares.
"Ok. So basically they all repeat. Every night. It starts off as a normal drive. The same evening we were out with Kate and Elliot. Then it goes quiet and it's just you and I." He takes in a deep breath.

"Go on." I say softly, rubbing his hand and linking my fingers through his.

"I'm not sure how it happens but I skip the whole car hitting us. It just jumps to you lying on the ground. You were staring at me, blood coming out of your mouth and nothing. I try to pull myself to you but you seem to get further and further away. Then you close your eyes and I know...I know that...you're dead." His head drops into his hands and he sheds silent tears. I thought my nightmares were worse but I was way off.

"Oh Christian. I'm here. Don't shut me out. Let me show you I'm still here." I kneel up in front of him and hold his head to my chest. I feel his hands move around me, pulling me closer.

"It's longer than it seems. It just never ends." He states.

"Well now that you've told me it might get better."

"I hope so. I can't bare the thought of you and Blip not being in my world." He moves his head back and looks up at me. I can see his fear but also his love. I lean down and kiss his lips softly. It quickly turns desperate and urgent, but I push away.

"Wait. We can't." I breathe.

"Yes we can."

"No, Christian. You still have your casts on for a couple more weeks." I start to crawl away from him.

"But Ana..."

"No buts! I am not going to hurt you any more than you already are." With that I head to the bathroom to relieve myself. As much as I love Blip but he really doesn't have the best timing for dancing on my bladder.

Walking back into the bedroom I see Christian on his laptop. I had to give it to him in the end. He was chewing my ear off and Ros did need his help on some things.

"I'm sorry, Ana. Please come sit with me." He offers.

"Fine."

"Are you alright?" He asks, as I sit next to him again.

"I guess so. I just want Jack caught."

"Taylor!" He calls out, making me jump. Taylor enters quickly, as if he was outside the door.

"Sir?"

"Update."

"Hyde was spotted outside GP only a few hours ago. We assume he's looking for Ana. I've got someone following him as we speak and Welch is watching in too. We will get him."

"That's good to hear." I mumble.

"However he has slipped out of our sights on a few occasions. Welch is tracking all calls he makes."

"I need him on radar at all times." Christian adds, closing his laptop.

"Sir." Taylor nods and leaves the room.

"We will find him, Ana. And when we do I will rip his balls off and feed them to him." He states. I rest my head on his shoulder and I stare out the window on a busy Seattle.

We spent a good long hour in the bedroom before either of us got hungry. Christian was so miserable in the bedroom he wanted to move to the living area.

"Thanks, Taylor." He says, as Taylor helps him sit down. "Much better. Now I won't feel so alone."

"But you're never alone. And you just want to make sure I'm eating don't you?" I eye him with curiosity.

"That and I felt like I was missing out on everything." He adds.

"Dinner will be ready in 5 minutes." Gail informs us.

"There isn't a lot going on really. Everyone has been too busy finding Hyde and worrying over me and you." I say with a smile.

"Glad to hear that." Christian gives me is shy smile and starts to read the paper.

A/N: AGAIN I am soooo sorry for not updating for months. Here's just a little something to get you start. Reviews much loved!