How Taking Down Legacy Failed

Mickie's P.O.V

I was wrapped up, hiding under my covers which I had been doing for the past two days. I just couldn't work up the courage to go out there and face him, especially as I had not stopped crying since. I knew at this point, I had lost him. I felt stupid, if I had a friend who was doing the same thing I was doing now, I would tell her to get a grip.

I just kept replaying it all in my head, the harshness of his voice, the coldness of his stare, the fact he didn't believe me. I didn't see what else I could do, I just couldn't let him walk out of my life so easily, I suppose I am glad I did it because now I'm not going to be looking back thinking what if. I know Randy still feels what he feels and I know that's the reason he called us off, I just wish he'd get over his stupid ego and see that it doesn't have to be like this.

I just want my Randy back, I can't stress that enough. I keep remembering all different kind of things about him, the time we spent together, the way we felt, just being with him. I feel like now I've took it all for granted, I wish I could go back and appreciate every single moment with him, just re-live it all. I still couldn't shake that tight feeling in my chest, that feeling where you just want to throw it all up and not feel it anymore. I didn't want to stay here, just feeling sorry for myself, but I couldn't bring myself to do anything at all, just lay there.

"Baby?" Ted had poked his head around my door. I was wondering when Ted was going to turn up, they had all been in here, Becky, Cody, Melina, even Mandy trying to convince me to face my fears and come out. I needed more time, I would come out, but just not yet, I just feel so miserable.

I looked over at him, he offered me a small smile, which I returned before I went to lying back down. "Baby, c'mon" He pulled at my foot, I kicked him away. "This isn't healthy, you've been locked in this cave for the past two days, and it's not good for you or Hayden" I ignored him. "I know your hurting baby, but nothing is going to change if you don't speak to him" He went over to the curtains and pulled them over, letting in the bright sunlight that blinded me.

"Ted! " I groaned, shielding my eyes. "There is nothing left to say Ted, he doesn't remember, that's it, it's over"

"You can't give up" He sat down on the side of my bed; he placed his hand over mine.

"Why not? I've tried Ted, I've tried so hard" I pulled the covers over my head. "I'm so tired Ted, so tired of trying and not getting anywhere" Ted tried to pull the covers from me, but I slapped his hand away.

"He still cares you know" Ted held the covers up and slid in next to me. "He keeps looking towards your bedroom like he is waiting to see you"

"And what? Comment on what a pathetic loser I am?" I muttered. "He's probably laughing at me"

"I doubt it baby, I think he is just confused, it was a lot to take in" Ted stroked my hair.

"But if he believed me, he would have been in here by now"

"The doctor never said that it would be permanent" He told me.

"I know, but I just don't think I can wait any longer" I quickly moved my hand from under my arm and wiped any tear that was threatening to spill.

"You have to try, you love him"

"So what Ted? It hurts" I snapped at him. I then sighed; I didn't want to take it out on him. "I'm sorry Ted I just-" My voice broke.

"I know baby, I know" Ted sighed and hugged me. "You know he cares for you baby" He rested his head in the crook of my neck. "More than he wants to, he will try to fight the feelings, but he will find he won't be able to and will come back to you"

"But he won't act on it Ted" I sighed, snuggling into his chest. "And I don't know want that Randy, I want my one, I want him back Ted, and it feels like, I'm never going to see him again" My lip trembled and I knew I was about to start crying which I hated for anyone to see. "Cheer me up, your normally good at that"

"Well, I do have a story, that is quite embarrassing about me and Cody, but I don't know if I should tell you…"

"I think you should" I said softly, giving a little sniff.

"Ok, but don't tell Cody I told you! I swore on our brotherhood I wouldn't"

"I won't tell Co- wait, brotherhood?"

"Yes brotherhood!"

"Why haven't we ever sworn on a brotherhood before?"

"Do you want me to tell you the story or not?" I zipped my mouth as a gesture that I would stay silent. "Good, right, basically, in the early hours of the morning, I decided to make a naked dash to the bathroom, unfortunately, Cody decided to do the same thing at the exact same time"

"Oh my god!" I laughed.

"It's about time you smiled!"

"Tell me more stories Theodore" I prompted myself up.

"Right, I did the funniest thing today, I was with a girl as usual and I was about to go down on her and…"

"Please don't tell me your going to describe your intimate details because that's really not I want to hear right now" I said to him.

"If you would let me finish…" He replied through clenched teeth. One of the things I've learnt about Ted is that he hates to be interrupted, despite the fact he interrupts people way to often.

"Sorry"

"It's ok, just don't do it again" He said sternly, I nodded like a child. "Anyway as I was about to go down on her, I held my breath and said, "I'm going in!" I didn't laugh; I just starred at him oddly. "Funny, the girl had the same reaction as you…"

"Well…it is a pretty odd thing to do Ted" I laid back down and starred at the ceiling. "I don't know what I'm supposed to do" I moved my hair out of my face and brought my legs up. "I thought that if I could finally tell him, everything would change, but he's just as selfish and soulless as ever"

"It's going to be alright" Ted squeezed me into him.

I sobbed into his chest. "How can you say that?"

His eyes watered as he looked down at me. "Because you're my best friend and I love you, I don't really know what else to say, but we're your friends and we will be there for whatever you need, alright?"

Randy's P.O.V

I slammed the door making Cody in the kitchen jump. Another chance of getting over the diva failed. I don't know what was wrong with me, take this blonde, she was naked, grinding against me, moaning my name, busty one too, but I just couldn't get it up, this had been going on for two days, the only time I got the least bit excited is when I pictured Mickie but that was not the point of it, I needed to prove to myself that these feelings were nothing, but I was failing miserably.

She told me she loved me and her face, those words just kept replaying in my head; I'm not in going contemplate the idea that I may just feel the same. The other night, it was just a slip of the tongue when I said it, I just got caught up in the moment, and it didn't mean anything.

I didn't mention any of it to Runnel's, Dibiase or even my sister. I suppose I owed the diva that much not to humiliate her even further. Although, I was trying to avoid my sister because I know what she is going to say and I really don't need a lecture much less from my sister.

"I'm surprised you didn't bring another one of your girls back" Cody spoke, rolling his eyes. "Where is that brunette from yesterday?"

"Nothing happened with her" I told him through clenched teeth. I needed release, but nothing was working, I didn't know what was wrong with me, ok that's a lie, I knew, I just wish it wasn't the truth. I don't know what she has done to me and what makes her so special that I can't get her out of my head.

"Yeah right"

"Nothing happened" I repeated sterner this time. "Just like nothings been happening for the past two days" I muttered sitting down and having some coffee.

"What are you talking about? You've had different girls like every hour and you-" I gave him a look and from his return expression, he knew why nothing had happened. "No! Really?" I reluctantly nodded. "You must have tried-"

"Everything" I mumbled, shaking my head. I've never had this problem before, it was driving me crazy.

"Well it's obvious why that's happening dude" Cody grinned, I rolled my eyes. "It's because of Mickie" It sickened me that my heart actually leapt hearing her name, I looked towards her bedroom where she had been hiding out all week. I had been tempted to go in there too many times, why the hell was I feeling this way over a psycho bitch?

She tried to convince me that I lost my memory and forgot my own son, it was weird seeing that side of her and it should of turned me right off, it was the opening I needed for an excuse to get her out of my life, I planned to move out, but I found myself not being able to because even if I got a glimpse of her, it made my…. I needed to stop letting myself think like this, it's not me and it's never going to be.

"Look at me" I snapped. "I don't love, especially not her" He gave me a doubtful look. "But you do raise an interesting point" I stroked my chin. "Clearly, there is some sort of problem, maybe…." I smirked, if it's the diva that is the problem, perhaps it the diva who can fix it. I think Cody caught on to what I was thinking.

"No, Randy! You can't do that"

"One more go around, just to get some release" I stood up, "Just to get rid of the rust" but Cody blocked my path.

"No! You are not using Mickie"

"Watch me" I sneered, pushing past him. He didn't go any further to stop me, I didn't even hesitate to go into her room, I just walked in. She was standing over Hayden's crib, her jaw dropped in surprise when she saw that I was there. I gaze over her, despite the fact she had locked herself in the room for two days straight, she looked as beautiful as ever. It just took one look to get me going, this is a joke. My jeans tightened around my crotch as she crossed her arms below her cleavage giving her a further boost to show it off, not that she knew what was doing.

"What are you doing here?" I turned and shut the door behind me. When I looked back at her, her pyjamas tank top had ridden up over her stomach and I suddenly didn't want to wait anymore. I put my arm straight around her waist and pulled her into me, she was pushed into my crotch and I wanted to burst. "What are you doing?" She tried to push me away, but I didn't allow it.

"You can't tell me that being locked in this room are satisfying your needs"

"What do you know of my needs?" She leaned away from me, but I kept a firm grip around her waist. I needed release now and I was not going to leave without it.

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"You need help" I told her harshly. "You're not well"

"No" She said sternly, her voice breaking. "It's you that needs help, not me"

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