A/N: Hey guys, sorry about the wait. I have been kind of depressed about how Cory Monteith died on July 13th. If you guys don't know him, he is one of the leads in Glee and I was like in love with him:( But anyways, here is a chapter!

Chapter 6

Lily's POV

All of a sudden I could feel something below by belly-button and then I was back at the Order.

"James!" I called trying to look for him in the group of Order Members gathered around me, frantically hugging each other. I saw him and ran to him.

"Oh, James! You could have died!"

"I know Lily, but I didn't." James reassured me, hugging me back.

"I am glad you are all back, safe and sound but we need to take this seriously!" Mad-eye said walking into the room.

"Mad-eye is right. That mission was supposed to be just a couple of Death Eaters and we barely got out with our life." Frank spoke up. I looked over at him and he was holding a crying Alice in his arms. I looked over at Sirius who had shock written on his face.

"OK, OK, guys! Man up!

"I am glad you are all back, safe and sound but we need to take this seriously!" Mad-eye said walking into the room.

"Mad-eye is right. That mission was supposed to be just a couple of Death Eaters and we barely got out with our life." Frank spoke up. I looked over at him and he was holding a crying Alice in his arms. I looked over at Sirius who had shock written on his face.

"OK, OK, guys! Man up! Yes! We bumped into Voldemort but shouldn't that be a good thing?" James had let go of me and was now giving the group of pep talk. "In my mind, running into Voldemort is a good thing! That means that we know who his strongest Death eaters are and we know who he brings when he goes somewhere. That means that if we find a way to take down his most valuable Death Eaters then we are a step closer to finishing this bloody war!" I looked around the room and everyone now had a smile on confidence on their faces. James was always great at giving pep talks.

"Ok, James is right. We need to find a way to get around Bellatrix, Malfoy, Yaxley and—sorry Lily—Snape," Dumbledore had said looking at me apologetically. "Now I want you all to go home and get some rest. Please." He ordered us. I said "Goodbye" to everyone and I grabbed James' hand and we apparated home.

"That was close." James said sitting down on the couch. I walked to the kitchen to make some tea.

o.O.o

It has been about a year sense James and I got married. Nothing really has happened sense we encountered Voldemort that day in the forest. I think that it actually kind of scared him to see us there. Dumbledore hasn't really gotten any tips of Death Eaters being anywhere and if he did it was a false alarm. It is actually making me kind of nervous that we haven't heard from him at all because maybe he is planning a big outburst.

I am now nineteen and it is the spring of 1979.

I have been thinking the past couple weeks about what this house would be like with a little child running around the house. I have always wanted a kid sense I was a little girl. But is this the best time to have a kid? If James and I were to die, I wouldn't want to leave them all alone. Hopefully they would have Sirius or Marlene. But, if we weren't going to have a child now then when? Obviously Voldemort is getting stronger and if we haven't defeated him in a couple of years he will be so much stronger than he is right now. I need to talk to James.

I stood there for a good ten minutes, staring out of the window thinking.

"Lily? Are you OK?" James asked me. I turned around. He was sitting on the edge of the couch and was looking at me worriedly.

"James, we need to talk." I said to him, walking over to where he was sitting. He stood up in confusion.

"What is it?" He asked grabbing my hand.

"Let's sit down," I said to him. We walked over to the couch and sat down. "James, I have been thinkin about having a child." I said to him.

"Like, us having a kid?" He asked smiling.

"Yes, I mean if you think about it, it is the best time to have one. With Voldemort getting stronger by the minute—"

"Say no more, I agree." James interrupted me.

"W-What?" I couldn't believe what he had just said.

"I want a kid." He said with a smile on his face. I hugged him tightly with a huge smile on my face and tears slowly running down it with happiness.

James started kissing me. Next thing we knew we were in our bed with the door closed and things kept going on from there.

o.O.o

It was the day after James and I had done it. We really wanted to have a baby as soon as we could. It has been so hectic the past year with everyone dying left and right. James' parents died right after our encounter with Voldemort because they had a muggle disease called Cancer and it is very deadly. James got over it quicker than I did and I was happy about that; I hated to see him sad.

None of our friends have died yet and I am glad of that. I want to make the rest of our time together the best.

Right now I was walking down Diagon Ally to a department store that sold pregnancy texts. I was with Marlene. First she is my best friend and also I had no clue where to go and she did apparently.

"Er, Marlene, how exactly do you know that they sell them here?" I asked Marlene as we stood outside of the store.

"Oh, right after we graduated Hogwarts Sirius and I got a little excited and I thought I was pregnant but it was a false alarm." She said casually then realized what she said and quickly covered her mouth with her hands.

"Marlene! When were you going to tell me this?" I asked, shocked.

"Er, I wasn't." she said with an innocent look. I shook my head but smiled. We walked into the store. I followed Marlene to where they were and I looked at them.

"Why is it a liquid?" I asked her as I looked at them.

"How else would it be?" She looked at me confused.

"Well, in the muggle world you have to pee on this stick thing and—"

"Say no more, TMI." She interrupted me laughing. She picked one up and we walked to the counter.

"Oh, is something hoping they are expecting?" the lady at the counter asked, smiling, and looking at Marlene.

"Not me, she is." Marlene pointed to me and I smiled awkwardly.

We left the store and apparated back home. Once we walked in I saw James sitting on the couch, reading the Daily Profit. He quickly stood up when he noticed I walked in.

"James, go over to Sirius'; we don't need you here if she isn't pregnant." Marlene said pointing to the fireplace.

"But—"

"Go!" She said sternly, interrupting him. He started walking towards me; he kissed my cheek, gave me a hug and walked to the fireplace and disappeared quickly in green smoke. I looked at Marlene and she smiled. We walked over to the kitchen table and sat down.

"So I just have to drink this?" I asked her.

"Yes, and it will tell you if you are pregnant, it will tell you if it is a boy or girl, the month it is going to be born." She informed me.

I opened up the bottle and quickly drank the potion inside. I just wanted to get this over with. The bottle started to shake and when it stopped words slowly formed on the side.

Pregnant

Girl

December

We have informed the Healers at St. Mungos and you will be getting a letter by owl telling you when your appointment will be. Thank you. Congratulations.

"Oh, my, Merlin." I said with my mouth wide open.

"Are you?!" Marlene asked excitedly.

"I-I'm pregnant!" I looked up from the bottle and smiled at her. She got up and ran to me and gave me a big hug.

"Congratulations!" She exclaimed.

"I have to tell James!" I quickly got up, grabbed a handful of floo powder and stepped into the fireplace and Marlene stepped in with me.

"Sirius Black's flat." I said and we disappeared into green flames.

o.O.o

When I had told James he was so happy. That night he gave a speech to my belly before we went to bed. I had got a letter telling me that I had an appointment to see the Baby Healer in a month.

It has been a month now and I am seeing the healer today. Today's checkup was to make sure the baby was OK and nothing was wrong with her. I only had morning sickness for about three weeks after I found out I was pregnant and I was kind of nervous.

"Welcome to St. Mungo's Hospital for Magical Maladies and Injuries. How may I help you?" The lady asked at the front desk as we walked in.

"Yes, er, I am here for an appointment to see the Baby Healer." I said to her.

"Oh, how sweet," a smile grew on her face. "Well go down the hall and take the stairs down to the basement." She smiled, pointing to her left.

James and I walked down the hall and down the stairs to the basement. We sat down in the waiting room. In about ten minutes a Healer came through the door separating the waiting room and the Healer's offices. She looked down at her clipboard without looking up.

"Lily and James Potter?" Said a familiar voice. The Healer looked up and it was Mary.

"Mary!" I yelled, standing up and running to give her a hug.

"Its Healer MacDonald to you, missy." She laughed. "Hi, James." She smiled. "Well, come on back." She said waving her hand gesturing us to follow her. I took and a deep breath and James grabbed my hand.

Once we got into the room I sat down on the chair next to the monitor and James sat down in the chair next to me and Mary sat down in the chair on the other side of me. James was still holding my hand.

"Now, before we look at the baby I need to ask you some questions," She said looking down at her clipboard. "Have you been experiencing morning sickness?"

"I, er, well, the first three weeks after I found out I had it but t stopped last week and it is kind of worrying me.

"Ok, well, just because your morning sickness has stopped doesn't mean that there is anything bad. Your body may be getting used to the changes, but it also could mean that you have a miscarriage. But don't be worried." She told me seeing the look on my face.

"Have you guys had sex sense you found out you were pregnant?" She asked. I looked at James nervously. "I know it may be awkward but Lily you need to tell me."

"Yes." I said quietly.

"Ok, let's look at your baby!" She exclaimed. I could feel the grip from James' hand get tighter. Mary lifted up my shirt so my whole stomach was showing. Merlin, I was so pale.

Mary squirted some clear, green jell on my stomach and rubbed it around. She put something on it and a picture showed up on the screen. There was a small little baby in my stomach; it looked a little bit like an alien. I looked at Mary and the smile vanished on her face.

"What?" I asked her nervously. She pointed at the screen.

"You see how it's not beating like a heart beat?" She asked.

"What does that mean?" James asked standing up.

"I'm sorry guys, but Lily, you had a miscarriage." She looked at me sympathetically.

A/N: I hope you liked this chapter. I know some parts are kind of confusing. Like, I don't think they use the same monitors that we do but I didn't really know how to do that part. Also, I didn't really know how to describe their miscarriage because I don't really know how it happens haha but I hope you liked it anyways! Please don't judge :P, as always, please review!