a/n: Much love for all your reviews, shout out goes to mikabronxgirl her review really caught my attention, and as an added plus you will see a little something you requested (;
Poll is like very varied, I don't have an exact winner just yet, I have ones that are tied, but we'll see won't we?
WWE has managed to piss me off big time, yet again. They're getting married? A Punk didn't really seem to care, what is this? Hmph. And to be honest that little 'moment' she shared with Miz was like "ohhh". He actually smirked at her -to me it looked like he was impressed with her, but I don't know.
Alrighty guys, keep on voting for me and Elle, she'll be back soon. I hope. Well Enjoy. -Sammy x
Fix You
It was no secret in the wwe locker room that the sudden change in behavior that came from Punk was all due to the petite diva who had left just a month ago. He had been in such a bad mood as of late, no one really stuck around to see him break down because it wasn't really their business.
Punk looked up at the clock; 10:45, Raw had ended a couple of minutes ago and right now he just wanted to be at home but not alone, a part of him wanted that little spunky diva there waiting for him with her big belly that clearly held what belonged to Punk and no one else.
He had grown tired of people treating him like a child ever since the accident, most people never wanted to tell him anything about A.J, they just said all in good time. But Punk wasn't sure when that "good time" would come because it was starting to feel as if it would never come.
He checked his phone and finally something brought a smile onto his lips, the message was from her:
You did great tonight! Very proud of you . x -A.J
He had half a mind to go to New Jersey and find her, she had left her address in case he ever wanted to visit her as she wouldn't be back until a couple of months after the twins were born. He understood of course, being that after a woman went through labor she really wasn't up for much. He'd seen it when his mother had his little sister.
He clicked reply and smiled slightly as his fingers moved swiftly over the keys:
You like? Did my best for you. - Punk
He clicked send and hoped for the best, he hadn't really figured out where all these feelings had come from. Ever since that kiss they shared she was glued to his brain and it was hard to get her out, he'd tried everything. Even Amy said this was how it was before he lost his memory always with her and no where else.
His phone beeped and he checked his phone: Much love, take care. - A.J x
He groaned, he scared her off again. He'd done that many times while texting her over the past month, he would spill his heart on her and she would reply with a text that always ended in disappointment for Punk, he knew she was just running scared because he wasn't in the right mindset to be with her or her twins.
He replied quickly and put his phone up, he placed his shorts over his ring gear and just placed a jacket and cap on, he felt like he'd shower at the hotel that why he'd be able to just think for a second and not be rushed. He slung his bag over his shoulder when John Cena walked in, the man looked far more serious than he felt.
"Hey Cena," Punk lifted his hand up
"Oh, hey man," John greeted him
"You alright you seem down?" Punk replied
"Troubles," John shrugged
"With the wife?" Punk asked
"That's the problem, she might not be my wife for too long," he replied sitting on the bench
"What happened?" he asked looking at the man
For Punk it was strange to see John in a sort of depressing mood the man was so full of life. He was always walking around the arena singing songs to those who passed him, he especially loved singing Cody's theme to Cody himself because he thought it was a good laugh to see the man's expression.
"We're just are falling apart," John replied, "no big deal."
He knew John was like him in many ways, especially in the fact that he hated being to open with everything about his personal life. John shared his feelings as long as they weren't feelings that bothered him completely like this situation was.
"It's a huge deal," Punk told him, "do you love her?"
"That's the funny thing," John sighed, "I thought I did."
"Then maybe it's for the best?" Punk suggested
"It is,"John told him, "I'm not going to fight her for it, she's upset so I'll set her free."
"I guess that's what you do, huh?" Punk questioned
"What?" John asked looking at him
"When you love someone, you set them free?" Punk asked
"I guess that's how it goes," John replied shrugging
"Maybe that's why she's letting me go," Punk told him
"A.J?" John questioned, "don't let her go."
"Huh?" Punk asked
"I know you might have forgotten all the crazy stunts you pulled to get her, but don't ever let her go -she's the one for you," John smiled
"You think?" Punk chuckled, "she can't even tell those twins are mine."
"But you know it's true, so why do you keep trying to find it out from her?" John asked
"It makes it all the more special I guess," Punk shrugged
"I wouldn't look into it," John told him, "when she's ready she'll be back, just don't let go."
"Thanks," Punk mumbled before slipping out of the locker room and leaving John to his thoughts.
Maybe John was right, he did have every reason to leave, but maybe he only needed to find that one reason to keep him here plannted on his feet and next to her at all times. He left the arena without biding goodbye to anyone else, he was going to find her soon enough and he promised himself he would make this right even if he didn't remember a dam thing.
Kelly groaned as she carried several boxes and bags up to her room, the bellboy hadn't paid attention to her so she had to bring these up on her on and it annoyed her to no end. She carefully made her way out of the elevator as she walked towards her room.
"Need help?"
She looked to her right to see Sheamus standing there wearing a huge smile on his face, she nodded slightly and he took the boxes out of her hands. She adjusted the bags and he followed closely behind her.
"What er these for?" he asked looking at the six boxes in hands, every other box was a different color, half were a soft, pale pink and the others a pale looking blue.
"Gifts," she told him, "it's not everyday I get to be an auntie."
"Auntie, eh?" Sheamus chuckled, "would that make mi a uncle?"
"Perhaps," she smirked as they reached her room
She slipped the key out of the pocket in her dress and slipped it in the slot. She looked at him and he handed her the boxes.
"Thanks," she smirked placing them away
"No problem," he told her giving her a slight nod
"Maybe next time you can come in," she winked and left him before he had a chance to respond
Sheamus starred at the door that was now shut, he had to give it to her she knew how to get to him. He had become slightly dazed by her words to notice the trio coming his way singing the same song. He turned and starred at them, they looked so awkward a small girl and two grown me- boys.
"Boys, lovely miss," he smiled
"Uncle Sheamus," she cheered and hugged him tightly
"What er you doing with these losers?" he asked laughing at them
"Derrick and Uncle Zack have promised me ice cream if I can help them fight nanny Kaitlyn," she smiled up at him
"How come I'm not your uncle?" Derrick asked offended
"I still don't like you," Marigold told him sternly
"I don't like you either," Derrick announced
"Surprised ye haven't been kicked out," Sheamus told them as he heard the song being played in the background
"Oh please, these people BOW DOWN TO US," Derrick announced looking around
"I'll see ye around," Sheamus told them
"Bye bye, Uncle Sheamus," Marigold waved
"Bye sweetheart," Sheamus waved back
He then proceded to walk forwards until he heard Marigold laugh and he turned around to see Derrick on the floor, he chuckled and walked back over to them.
"What'd you do?" Zack panicked looking at Derrick
"I tied his shoe laces together," she cheered
Sheamus laughed and highfive'd the girl before walking off again, as he did he heard them start to sing again and he laughed. He turned to see Marigold and Zack attempt to help Derrick up.
"I summon fish to the dish, although I like the Chalet Swiss!" Derrick sang as he stood up with the help of Zack
"I like the sushi 'cause it's never touched a frying pan!" Zack continued
They whispered in Marigold's ear and she nodded, "Hot like wasabe when I bust rhymes!"
Sheamus groaned, they were teaching her to be as obnoxious as they were.
"Big like LeAnn Rimes because I'm all about value Bert Kaempfert's got the mad hits!" Zack continued the song
"You try to match wits, you try to hold me but I bust through gonna make a break and take a fake I'd like a stinkin achin shake," Derrick sang to him
"I like vanilla, it's the finest of the flavors gotta see the show, cause then you'll know," Zack continued
"The vertigo is gonna grow cause it's so dangerous, you'll have to sign a waiver!" Derrick sang
They then whispered in Marigold's ear and she laughed, "Chickity China the Chinese chicken you have a drumstick and your brain stops tickin'."
Sheamus then watched as they walked away with the small girl in tow, she was adorable but they were slowly shaping her into the very image that was 'Zateman' and Sheamus knew that only meant trouble for everyone else including himself.
A.J looked at the clock in front of her, she was growing impatient as the doctor had gone to see a few things. He came back with a smile and nodded, "you're doing just fine, the twins and yourself are as healthy as ever."
A.J smiled and with his help hoped off the hospital bed, she then walked out of his office were Justin was seated with a small kid who kept messing with his hair. He looked pretty aggravated she could only imagine how he'd be when he had his own kids.
"We can go," she smiled
Justin pried the kid off of his hair and stood up and walked towards her. She was thankful that Justin stopped searching for a relationship in her. He was often going out with girls she knew here in Union City but he never actually chose one to 'keep'. He was very good company though as he always helped her out when she needed it.
"So how you feeling?" he asked
"Perfect," she smiled
"About the whole Punk thing, you know it's been a month almost two since it happened, you copping okay?" he asked as he opened her door
After he closed it he slipped into the other side and looked at her, she ran a hand through her dark hair and shook her head. She had been holding in several feelings and tears from what happened, she didn't want to hurt him and Daniel only cause her to believe that this was her fault.
Justin had noticed it too, she was a bit more careless and hardly ever ate and it worried him. He thought the doctor would have given her bad news but all he got was that she was doing fine.
"I miss him," she whispered, "it hurts me to know he's probably with some other chick."
Justin sighed and placed his hand on her back gently, "I know Punk he wouldn't do that to you."
"The new Punk wouldn't, he's back to his old self, how do I know he won't?" A.J asked tears forming in her brown eyes
"Because even with the memories gone I know he's still got those feelings in him," Justin replied as he moved his hand up and down her back
"I want for him to remember his children," she told him, "I don't want them to grow up without a father."
"A.J, you know they will be the last children on this earth without having a role model, they have all the guys -except for Derrick and Zack- they have your father, they have me," he told her
"Thanks honest but I feel like they need their real father," she whispered
"Don't worry," Justin told her, "he'll remember."
"And if he doesn't, Justin?" she asked her voice growing louder, "what do I do then?"
"We'll cross that bridge when we get there," he told her
She sighed softly and nodded, she then heard her phone beep she took it out and saw it was a message from Punk's sister Kayla, she was a sweet person a few years younger than A.J. Punk had told her many times if she ever needed someone to confide in then she should go to Kayla.
In Union City because of work, we need to talk! Please don't ignore this, meet me in the caffee by the place you live at 2:00 tomorrow, okay? Lots of love to you and my little niece and nephew - Kayla x
She starred blankly at the phone, she had been avoiding his family for a month now. They however had been chasing after her for quite sometime, she had only ever told Kayla were she was going because she trusted Kayla like Punk trusted her. She clicked reply and sighed softly she had to get this over with.
I'll be there, see you soon . Lots of love to you too - A.J x
She clicked send and looked at Justin, "do you have plans tomorrow?"
"Yeah, I've got to fly into Cleavland, Ohio for Raw," he told her, "want to come with?"
"Can't fly, remember?" A.J told him
"Right, you're pregnant," he chuckled
A.J was thankful he wouldn't be home tomorrow otherwise seeing Kayla would be a lot harder than ever. She didn't want Kayla to assume she was dating Justin and that she had left her brother for the simple fact that he forgot her and her twins, because that wasn't the case in the slightest bit.
"The neighbor's baby sitting you," he told her laughing
"Oh thanks," A.J replied sarcastically, "but Trent and Kaitlyn are flying into Union City for the week so I'll be fine."
"Okay then I'll call her off," Justin replied
A.J laughed and continued to stare at her phone, a part of her was dying to text Punk but the other part of her -the rational part- was begging her to leave him alone and to let him be happy. Because she loved him and she had always heard and been told that when you love someone you set them free.
Right?
Author's note:
I MISS ELEANOR SO MUCH. SHE IS MY ERRTHANG. She texted me last night but that's it. See how close we've become? We're two perfect weirdo's -well she isn't weird, but you know. Once you go Sam you might as well cook ham? -Yeah no, I'll leave the slogan making to D-bry.
Don't like this chapter at all, it aggravates me. Next chapter should be better as we're having a re-union with Kayla.
This chapter sucked, I know but please review anyways. Share the love.
I'm aggravated with the fact that they are engaged, the creative writing team is getting a strongly worded letter from me soon, cause I'm really good at those - I think? Well if you haven't voted, poll is on my profile so please go vote, or your favorite name won't win! Lots of love, Elle should be back tomorrow, yay! But then she'll be here for two days and she'll be off again to California for another compatish .
Love ya -Sammy x
