When I wake up I feel arms around my waist. I look down to see Carl's arms around me. And I look up to see his face in the nook of my neck. I just stay there and let him sleep. He is so adorable no wonder Beth wants him. No wonder I want him. But sadly I cant just tell him to go out with me after knowing him 2 days. Do you know how creepy that would be. Well I am adorable aren't I. But I bet you Carl doesn't see that. Calm down I mean look at him arms around your waist, Head in you neck, calling you his princess, and well that's about it. But I have solid reasons why he just wants to be friends. 1 He just need to be warm so he used me for warmth. 2 He just fell asleep like that. 3 He nicknamed me princess so he said that I am his nickname. Yeah that works. Right. I just want to pee that's all. I just want to get up but I know I will wake him up and I don't want to do that. But I really have to pee. So I do what anyone would do I just sit there. I then just take my hand on his I feel I little firework. No just my head playing tricks on me. I move his hands and move my head a little and vola I am free to go pee. Hey that rhymed. I walk up and walk out the door. To see Daryl, Glenn, Beth, Carol, Rick, and Maggie. They are all in a circle. Me still unnoticed sneak over to them and try to hear their conversation. I don't hear anything so I just walk back to the place I came and walk in like I never saw anything. I chose it would be the best decision. So I walk over to them they all look up at me. "Hi so I need to know a very important question." They all look at me. "And that is ?" Maggie asks. "I need to know where the bathroom is." I say as if it the most important thing in the world. "You are something but let Maggie show you where it is." Glenn said. I smile at him. "so am I good something or bad something?" I ask knowing the answer already. "Good something." Glenn answered "So is that all what you think?" I ask the rest of them all of the nod but Beth she shakes her head. "Beth I hope you know I am relived you don't like me." I say looking her dead in the eye. "Okay I know you know and tell anyone and I will kill you." She said smiling. I roll my eyes. " 14 and 17 that's gonna work out perfectly." I say looking at her. "Now can you Maggie show me the bathroom?" I ask. " Okay. I will be right back." She said to them and me. She gets up and starts to walk. I follow her and she takes me into a room and stops. "I have a question may I ask you it?" She asks. "You just did but go ahead." I answer her. "what did you mean by '14 and 17 that's gonna work out perfectly'." she asks I trust her enough to tell her even though this is the first actual conversation we ever had. "Beth told me to not talk to Carl because Carl is hers. And I told her I don't like Carl and he doesn't like me but she wont listen and when I was walking down the steps she threw the diaper at me. And well she told Carl I hate him just to get him not to talk to me but I me hate her and she told Carl the we were really close but I hate her and I really just want someone to spill this out to so thank you and I like a lot better than Beth. I know I just met you but I feel like telling you this I really like Carl. And I don't know what to do and I just want to tell him but I just met his yesterday and when I got up Carl had his arms around me waist and head in my neck and I just don't know what to do. But I touched his hand and I felt a little flame. And I just really need a sister right now but you cant tell anyone about this or I will kill myself." I say all at once but it is still understandable. She has a smile a million miles long. She then squealed and hugged me. "This is so awesome." she said "Oh and the bathroom is right there." she said pointing to the bathroom. "thanks Maggie. I knew I would like you." I say running in the direction of the bathroom. I have my red hair dye with me so I am going to change my hair color but before I do that I must pee. I go to the bathroom. Once I finish I then take out the dye. I do all of the instructions. And my hair came out like this (POLYVORE POLYVORE MOMENT IT IS RED.) I really like it. I hope the all like it. I mean they don't have to but I hope they kinda like it. But I know I like it and that is all that matters. (I have what she looks like it is called Twilight on Polyvore) I really like my hair. But hey I will have in green in a month. If you are wondering I am very smart and picked up many colors so my hair can be the color I please. When I walk out I see Maggie standing there. She looked worried. "Maggie is everything okay?" I ask her. Her look of worry fades away when she sees my hair. "Is that why you were in there forever?" she asks. "Yeah you like?" I ask. "No love." she answered. "And so will Carl." She adds. "You think he will actually like the red?" I ask hope beaming in my voice. "Oh yes he will love it." I hear someone say from behind us. I turn and there stands Carl. "Oh you think he will like it I don't think he will." I said. "well why don't you ask him." he said/asked. "Okay Carl what do you think?" I ask twirling. "It is really pretty just like you." He said playing with it. "It is even softer than usual. " he said. I raise my eyebrow at him. He knows that it is softer than usual how would he know does he play with my hair. "Not that I play with your hair it is just that I pet your head that one time and now it just seems softer. " he said scathing the back of his neck. He lied he never pet my head. "Well when did you pet me because I do not know when that happened. Are you sure you don't play with my hair?" I ask/say. "Yeah I did you just don't remember it was a long time ago though." he said. "We just met yesterday Carl." I say. "Oh then I guess I did it during the movie and you just forgot. Because it was most likely during The last song. Which may I remind you that you were bawling your eyes out and snuggling into me. Which is where I felt your hair. Which you really are in need of a shower. I know I am in need of a shower to. Don't remind me. Please I already smelled myself. I really need a shower to. But the point is I do not play with your hair." he said. "Well okay then this just got awkward." Maggie said. I completely forget that she was there. "Yeah Maggie come into my room with me I have to talk to you." Carl said pointing toward the way out. Oh k then i will just hang out in my room. I walk back into my room and turn on my iphone I play the music and i see that Hey there Delilah is next. So I sit there and listen to it. I love this song it could be my favorite song but I love so many songs but this song always spoke to me. Many reasons actually well back story time. My Mom is still out there I hope. I was born in Cali. And when I was 10 I moved to Atlanta and then boom this hell came in the world. I really miss my sister well we were just getting comfortable in our new house when my older sister by 2 years got a sickness. And she got all feverish and then she looked all dead and old and shit but she wasn't She was attacking my dad he got a bite on his arm he killed my sister. Then my dad got infected and tried to attack my older sister who is now 5 years older than me. I grabbed my baby sister she is 4 and my mom. We all ran for our life I was the only one who ever took it for real. I got the guns I taught them to shoot to hunt and everything. I taught them everything I knew. But my mom went out to use the bathroom and came back as a brainless zombie. I had to kill her it was the hardest thing I ever had to do. I mean not most people have to say I shot my mom in order to keep others safe. I mean before you would be in jail but now you just get shunned. I just want to rewind time to save my mom and my sister and my father. I just want this nightmare to end. And my little sister went out with my older sister. I trusted her with the little cargo. But no i walk out in the woods to use the bathroom and then I see no sign of them and I get really worried. I looked everywhere for them but there was no sign of them anywhere but i did find my little sisters shoe. I almost had a heart attack at the sight of it. I never got attached to anyone ever again but I did bring my boyfriend along but he said he was going to the bathroom but he never came back but I found his shirt. I cried for days on end this is my sister ( Go to polyvore it is set Emma's features And then A little sister looks like this set Untitled 106. Hope you like it) I still want him to this day. I mean he could walk though that door and I would take him back. He could show up as a geek (zombie) and I would hug him. I god I miss that smile. His name is Devin. ( It is set Untitled 107) ( yes it is Corey feldman as teddy Duchamp) I really really miss him. I need to get him off my mind somehow. Well yolo no not really. Well I hear a knock on my door. There stands ...