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Jackson was so caught up in making these moments perfect for Aaron that he was in forgetting about his own wants and needs, what he was feeling was important too, so was a very important fact that he hadn't told Aaron who was at that precise moment trying to get the builder flat on his back on the duvet.

Aaron couldn't keep his hands still they roamed over the older mans body pinching and caressing, sweeping over Jackson's back before dipping down to cup his buttocks drawing him flush with the mechanics body.

So many emotions and feeling were being churned up by their bodies rubbing together that it was difficult to know who was moaning the most, Jackson felt a pressure on his shoulder as Aaron tried to get him to lie down, he knew if he did before he spoke there would be little chance of him telling the mechanic what was so important to him.

"Wait, wait" he whispered as he lifted his head his eyes taking in all of Aaron noticing particularly his lust filled eyes and swollen lips

Aaron didn't want to stop fearing that if he let rational thought in that the moment would be lost

"Jackson" he groaned as he pulled the older man forward intent on reclaiming his lips, in his own way he thought he was proving himself to Jackson, he was so lost in his own need he didn't stop to think about his boyfriend, that was until he was roughly pushed away.

Jackson watched as Aaron stumbled backwards finding it difficult to keep his feet as they got caught up in the duvet, he managed to right himself at the last second

"What the Hell"

There was anger in the younger man's voice but Jackson thought he heard confusion too

"What'd you push Me for? I thought you wanted Me? wanted this? was it all just game? get Me all turned on and then turn cold on Me?"

"NO" Then quieter "No, but I need to tell you something and it's important"

Aaron was still frustrated that Jackson had stopped them if he hadn't they be having sex by now and the mechanic wasn't happy that they weren't.

"I didn't bring any condoms"

Of all the things Jackson could have said never in a million years would Aaron have thought he'd say that

"Uh"

"I said I didn't bring any condoms"

Aaron was still confused

"You forgot them?"

"U hu"

"Jackson, what do you mean?"

"We don't need them"

"Because we're not going to have sex"

Aaron felt the tears welling up in his eyes how could Jackson play such a cruel trick on him?, he thought he meant something to the builder but he didn't he was just using him, having a laugh.

Jackson watched as Aaron started to pick his clothes up obviously intending to get dressed, he reached out snatched the clothes out of his boyfriends hands and flung them as far away as he could.

"God do you ever listen?"

"Yeah, I heard you say you didn't bring condoms, I heard you say we don't need them, must be because we're not going to have sex"

"No Aaron"

"Then What?"

"Because"

"Because why?"

"I've never been with a bloke either!" Jackson shouted this last part

Aaron stood with his mouth open, what had Jackson just said?, never been with a bloke either, but that would mean, would make him.

"You're not the only one who's been saving themself for someone special, I have been too"

Aaron's mouth continued to open and close but no sounds came out, as hard as he tried he just couldn't get his voice to work

"I'm scared Aaron"

Had Jackson just said He was scared?, Aaron thought he had but his brain could well be playing tricks on him

"Scared?, why are you scared Jackson?"

Aaron's voice was little more than a whisper

"What if it's no good, what if I'm no good!"

Aaron finally got it, for all of Jackson's show of confidence he was just as nervous, just as worried as him

"You will be" Aaron was certain "We will be" he grinned at Jackson hoping that what he'd said had helped

"How can you be so certain" Jackson asked

"Because" Aaron walked up to the builder stopping in front of him and without breaking eye contact continued "It's you Jackson, you're My one, everything so far has been leading up to this and nothing is going to spoil it" Aaron kissed him "All of these first's are our first's, so no matter what it's going to be special, magical"

Jackson had been stood enthralled litening to his boyfriend, how come he was so certain, so sure, but then he looked into deep blue eyes there was no doubt in them, he was lost in their blue depths all he could do was reach forward before latching his lips to those of the man who was his world.

Soft duvet greeted the young men as the sprawled out never losing skin contact as they rolled around indulging themselves in some deep soul searching kisses tongues duelled and hands returned to caressing whatever skin they came into contact with.

Aaron ended up on top of Jackson his hands holding the builders head as he flicked his tongue in and out of the older mans mouth, Jackson opened his legs and Aaron slipped between them allowing their full cocks to rub against each other, it was so sensous that the mechanic gasped as he twisted his hips to allow them to rub together again.

"Do you wanna be top or bottom?"

Jackson asked before nuzzling his boyfriends neck.

Aaron stilled, all of his dreams had him being penetrated by Jackson, he wanted that, he wanted to feel Jackson inside him, wanted to know how it would feel to have the builder buried deep inside him.

"I want you in Me"

Jackson rolled them over so their positions were reversed, he smiled down at his boyfriend, his soon to be lover

"I want to be inside you too"

He gazed one last time into those mesmerising blue eyes

And so it began...

A/N I enjoyed writing this!