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Jackson was laid on his bed trying to get some sleep but every time he closed his eyes he was transported back to the lake side and his night of passion with Aaron, they'd made love several times each time they discovered new things about the other, they'd even tried Jackson on the bottom and for all they had quite enjoyed it it made them realise that what they both wanted was Jackson on top giving Aaron the most pleasure the mechanic had ever felt, nothing could compare to the feeling of having the builder buried deep inside the younger mans ass.

Waking up that morning both men had smiled almost shyly at the other which was crazy after what they had got up just short hours earlier, before the situation became too awkward Jackson gathered Aaron into his arms and kissed away any doubts the mechanic was having, he hoped, they broke up their small camp in silence before heading for Emmerdale, Aaron looking over his shoulder until the lake was out of sight.

The drive back had been a silent one, every time Jackson had looked over at his passenger he seemed to be asleep or at least resting his eyes He didn't open them until Jackson pulled up outside Smithy Cottage then he got out without looking at the builder and went inside, Jackson was totally at a loss as to why Aaron was acting as he was but it was obvious that he didn't want him around so he put the van in gear and left the village.

Aaron climbed the stairs seemingly not aware of what was happening around him, He opened his bedroom door and collapsed on his bed face down and still fully clothed, within seconds soft snores could be heard coming from the mechanics room

Jackson had given up trying to sleep his mind too full of Aaron, the lakeside and their night together he hoped that it wouldn't be a one off but he still couldn't figure the mechanic out and so far the younger man hadn't attempted to contact him making him believe that perhaps he was regretting the previous night and what they'd done together, that was something that the builder couldn't and wouldn't ever regret, Jackson took up a sketching pad and allowed his fingers to draw what was cluttering his mind hoping that if he could produce it on paper then it might leave his mind allowing sleep to follow.

Grabbing up his phone Jackson was hoping it would be Aaron but it wasn't, it was difficult to keep the disappointment out of his voice when he spoke to his friend Greg, he was ringing to invite the builder out that night, after listening to the plans that had been made he decided that it would be better than wallowing in self pity wishing he was with Aaron so he agreed to meet them at Bar West at 8pm, looking down at the drawing it was him and Aaron making love under the stars, it was a tangle of legs and arms but it was definately them Aaron's head was buried in the builders neck just like it had been, Jackson smiled then shook his head, it had obviously been more special to him, had meant more to him than it had been to Aaron.

Reaching out as consciousness returned to the mechanic he'd hoped to find the warm form of his boyfriend in bed with him, at some point he'd kicked off his shoes before wrapping the duvet around him but now he was confused where was Jackson? surely he had stayed?, as he became more awake he remembered just getting out of Jackson's van and walking away, he hadn't even spoken to the builder, what on earth must he be thinking?, he'd ring him, explain, let the older man know that his behaviour had nothing to do the the night before, as he sat on the side of his bed he looked at the clock it was now gone 5pm he'd been asleep for a good few hours, exhausted from the night before as he thought about that his face split into a grin, he'd had sex with Jackson and it was the most amazing experience of his life, it was an experience that he wanted to repeat on a very regular basis.

Having had a shower Jackson had hoped he would be feeling more awake, ready to go out and have a few beers with his mates, but as he looked out of the window he noticed raindrops splattering against the window panes, this was just how he was feeling, washed out, still unsure of Aaron's feelings towards him, he checked his phone again, still no messages, he supossed he should confront the mechanic but really didn't have the strength to do it so he'd just go out,have a night out with his mates and think about Aaron in the morning, he turned to look at himself in the mirror on last time when his bedroom door crashed open and a soaking wet mechanic stumbled into his room.

The two men stood looking at each other both unsure of what to say, Jackson found himself getting angry with the mechanic, how could he leave it all day?, have him thinking all sorts of things and then to just turn up now?, admittedly he was soaking wet and he had made the effort to come and see him, many hours too late, well if he thought that was enough he was soarly mistaken

"Who let you in" Jackson voice was cold

Aaron would have laughed if it wasn't so serious Jackson had obviously had time to think all sorts of things, none of them correct, but he didn't know that, did he? "Your mother, she was just on her way out, said to tell you not to wait up"

"I won't, coz I'm going out too" Jackson picked up his jacket off the bed and headed for the door

A hand reached out and caressed Jackson's cheek as he made for the door, that made him stop dead in his tracks, he looked into deep blue eyes and could have sworn he saw mirth in their depths.

"Stay" Aaron whispered

"So I'm convenient for you now, well too late" Jackson went to walk out

"That's what I should have said this morning, that's what I wanted to say this morning but I didn't coz I'm a fool and I thought you wouldn't want to be with me anymore you'd had Me more than once and I know I wasn't much good"

"Good, Oh Aaron you were more than good" Jackson sighed "you were, we were fantastic"

Aaron smiled as he looked at Jackson and then he sneezed and sneezed again

"C'mon get those wet clothes off" Jackson went to grab the mechanic

"Oh Yeah" Aaron smirked

"No" randy git "I just don't want you getting ill"

"I won't" the younger man strips out of his clothes and slips into Jackson's bed "Especially if you'll warm me up" he lifts up the duvet invitingly

"I was going out" Jackson pretends to moan as he too gets undressed and climbs into bed beside a now shaking Aaron

Lips connect welcoming each other but before they can go any further Jackson's mobile goes off, Jackson reaches out trying to concentrate on what Greg is saying all the while Aaron is nibbling on his neck making him whimper with his desires for the mechanic.

"Sorry Greg, no I'm afraid I'm coming down with a cold, yeah just this afternoon, okay, next time" He didn't get to finish because Aaron disconnected the call took the phone off his boyfriend flung it on the floor and turned his attentions back to Jackson's lips.