"Reid," Hotch said after Diane had died. Reid was on the floor sobbing next to his dead mother's body. It happened so fast . The shooting, the death. Everything. Reid didn't know what to say or do he was trapped inside his head. His thoughts had seeming disappeared as the emotions of anger, jealously; grief, sadness and pain over ran his brain. He couldn't let it all out at once; all of that emotion would override him. He couldn't handle that. He could help but to let silent tears gush down his face. He had just witness his mother leave him all alone. He was abandoned. He was so emotional unstable now. He was alone in this battle against his mind. He was alone throughout his life but now He was alone. Alone and he would never be the same again. He had lost the only woman he truly loved. He had just lost his mother.
"Reid, are you alright?" Rossi whispered as EMTs disappeared to get the coroner. Reid was in a total dream like state. It was as if he was in a trance. Inside his brain was literally exploding. His brain didn't understand how to deal with this. Even though he had gone through loss before he had never dealt with something so bad. He had never dealt with something which had caused him not to function like this. The slient tears continued to fall as both Hotch and Rossi tried to get a reaction from the clever agent.
"FBI! Put down the weapon," Morgan shouted as he caught up with Antonia. "Why?" She growled as she lifted the small revolver and pointed it to Morgan. "Don't do that Antonia. You know that this isn't going to help you. If you put down the gun, I promise you will get help…" Morgan said as he dropped his gun. He knew if this didn't go right he was dead. "See, I won't hurt you. *lifts his hands up* See I have no gun." He whispered as the woman looked at him. Suddenly her demeanour changed and she looked shocked by what she was holding. She had tears running down her face as she threw the gun away from her. She sobbed "What have I done?" as Morgan cuffed her and escorted her to a police car which was parked outside the sanatarium.
"Reid, I know this will seem… I don't know how this will seem to you, but I would be relieved if I was you. Morgan caught your mum's killer…" Rossi said as he put his phone away. He had just been on the phone with Morgan. This seemed to do nothing to Reid. Reid was too emotional to concentrate on anything for more than ten seconds. He couldn't believe someone could do this. He couldn't believe this had happened. He needed to get away from here. He needed to go somewhere where he wouldn't have to worry about other people seeing how he was. He needed to get as far away from here as possible. He got to his feet and murmured "I need to go," The slient tears still fell as he left the room. He couldn't let anyone see him breakdown. He stumbled out of the santarium as Morgan pushed Antonia into the police car. He could see that Morgan turned his head as he walked on.
He didn't care who saw him. He didn't care who cared. He didn't care what people said. He wasn't listening; he was in his own little world. The only things his mind thought about was his emotions and walking. He wouldn't have cared if Steven Hawking stopped him on the street today. He probably wouldn't have noticed. Some how he got to a park/ forest and got to a bench. It was circled by trees and a field. He sat down on it and started to let his mind let out some of the emotion he had tried to hide from the team whilst being at the sanitarium.