Title: Life of an Concubine.
Author: ShishanoSakura.
Rating: M/MA
Summary: There are places somewhere in the world that you prefer you would never see, there was one girl that got to this world and first it started as an task but what happens after some events with the girl and an mysterious men that she started to feel things for, will she always remain an Concubine to the men or will she be in the end something else?
Couple: Kaname and Yuuki
Category: Vampire Knight
Chapters: 8/10
Status: Unfinished
Year Completed: 2013
Comments: I don't know why but I really want to finish this story. So I keep writing and writing, I still like the story only I have many other ideas. I have edited my poll by deleting the 'One-shot' and replaced it with an idea that I had a long, long time in my head only it's not a One-shot, it's a long story.
The story is called 'Secret Affair' It's a story about Kuran Kaname having married Sara but he's not happy and one day he meets a girl on his work named by the name Dragomir Yuuki, he starts an affair with her, will it bloom out to real love? VOTE IN THE POLL!
And I also saw that you guys really want a mafia story, no? Haha.. it's kind of funny that such an AU story is getting vote's. I will need to decide if I first start the Mafia story or the Affair story, need to decide which one is the longest. If Mafia is the longest I will wait till I have Secret Affair done if it's turned around the I will do Secret Affair as last.
Notifications: I am going to write now more in P.O.V because it is going to be more in the person self then in the story line. And I think I am better in writing P.O.V then in the story line and Normal P.O.V
Life of an Concubine.
By ShishanoSakura.
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Chapter Eight
7 September, 1798
Yuuki.
I slowly opened my eyes, I frowned. I couldn't remember me falling asleep. I looked around the room, this isn't my room! Where the hell am I? I looked next to me and almost fell out of my bed, there lying next to me was a naked Kaname with a sheet over his legs till his stomach, arm under his head and the other was lying around me waist.
I felt slowly everything coming back from the party, me crying, Kaname and I having sex and then.. then I screamed out that I loved him. I felt like an idiot now, how the hell could I just scream that when we were doing it! And then.. Kaname told me the same, did he really mean it or was it just an effect that we both got when we were having sex after a time that we didn't see each other. I sighed, I couldn't believe that Kaname would say such things if he doesn't me it, Kaname was a good guy he was not a bad guy like the man that raped me many times. I felt tears slide down my face when I thought about that, I sobbed.
I felt a hand wipe the tears from my eyes, looking down I saw Kaname wide awake and looking with sad eyes towards me. Smiling up at him and laying down against his chest, I felt so safe here, I wanted to be always safe.. not just safe, no safe in his arms.. his. I let my fingers trace down his sculpted body and up towards his chest.
My breath was caught in my lungs when I noticed a mark placed over his chest, I frowned and traced the mark. The mark began glowing deep red and I frowned again, looking up at Kaname I saw his face contract in pain and looking down, blood was trickling down his chest just now.. this was creepy. I followed the blood with my eyes and saw it make weird marks, I climbed on Kaname's chest and traced the mark again, it bleed more and Kaname grunted in pain.
"K-kaname? what is this…" I trailed of when he put my hands on his chest over the mark, the mark stilled with bleeding. I yelled out in pain when I felt blood drip down my wrist, I followed it and it landed on the mark and the mark began glowing more. Looking up at Kaname I saw his face contract in pain and then his eyes flashed open letting me see crimson eyes, his lips opened and I was shocked.
"F-fangs?" I felt slightly scared, looking up at Kaname again he looked at me with sad crimson eyes and turned the position around. He leaned in on me and kissed my neck, I felt fear go through my veins but pleasure also. I slowly felt his fangs tease my jugular and then he bit.. I wanted to scream in agony, in pain in everything.. my eyes closed and I let blackness overtake me.
Kowai.
It's scary.. it's going to eat me..
Kowai, Kowai.
That man, he has fangs.
Kowai, Kowai, Kowai.
I don't.. like this man, he's scary, gonna eat me..
Kowai, Kowai, Kowai.. Kowai.
H-help me, It's scary, I want to go away.. far, far away from this man.
Kowai.
I hate this man, I hate it.
Kowai..
Why doesn't he go away, mommy?
Kowai, Kowai..
Mommy? Where are you?
Kowai, Kowai, Kowai..
W-where are you, mommy?
Kowai.
Why don't you safe me, mommy!
Kowai, Kowai, Kowai..
Mommy!
Kowai, Kowai..
HELP ME! He's going to eat me!
Kowai.
MOMMY!
"Mommy!" I awakened with a startled yelp, I panted. I looked around the room with a frightened face, where am I, why am I here? Why? Where is mommy, daddy, where? I fell against something hard and cried my eyes out, what did that voice mean? I don't understand, I don't under.. stand..
My eyes closed again and I fell asleep.
"My little girl, don't be afraid.. I am here," I looked around the room that I was standing in, I heard the voice again.. but now it sounded familiar. Looking around the room I saw a woman with long silver/white hair.. I frowned.. why does that woman is so familiar to me. Looking around the room one more time I saw a little girl, she looked exactly like me only then younger, much younger.. I guessed at the age of 5 or something. Looking away from the girl I saw the one on her knees, extending her arms out to the girl that I didn't know. The little girl giggled loudly and ran into the arms or the woman that looked so familiar.
"My sweet daughter Yuuki, give your mother a kiss on the cheek." My eyes widened at my own name, I saw the little girl give the woman a kiss on the cheek and giggled a little, kissing her cheek another time. I looked around the room and noticed that it was a big room with all kind of fluffy things. There was a big bed made of oak with fluffy blankets with stuffed animals, a cat and a dog and many more. The walls were yellow with green and the ceiling had gold. There stood a big closet in the middle of the room with all kind of toys around it and a big baby blue carpet with two chairs that stood before the bed.
I heard the door open and I turned around, my mouth opened in a silent gasp of surprise. I knew this man, he looked so familiar but at the same time he didn't look familiar at all. I am so confused, what is this.. is this a dream? A memory that I didn't know about? What is this.. I don't understand.
When I looked up again everything began swirling around me, black came and then red.. red, the color that still haunts me. Then blue, then green.. green the lovely color of the forest, the place I love so much. I saw eyes coming before me, eyes that looked so evil. Those.. eyes
Eyes.. creepy blue, red eyes.
Blue..
Red..
Blue..
Red..
Blue..
Red..
I felt something encircle me around my waist. I slowly turned around. My mouth opened in a silent scream, I wanted to scream.. a scream from horror, a scream from agony and a scream from losing the one you love.. the one you love.
Kaname..
Kaname..
Wake up.. please wake up..
Don't die.. don't!
I can't lose you, I can't..
No.. don't go! Don't go!
Kaname!
"Kaname! Don't go please don't go!" I screamed in nothingness with my eyes closes, tears were running along my cheeks when I recalled those memories/dreams. I didn't like it one bit. I sobbed and sobbed, calling for Kaname with a harsh voice. I finally heard the bedroom door burst open, I looked up with red puffy eyes and looked in the wine colored eyes of Kaname. Behind Kaname stood my mother with the three cat maids, they all looked with sad eyes, definitely Kaname. I crawled out of bed, not noting that I was still naked and ran towards Kaname. I hugged him as tight as I could.
"Y-yuuki, can't b-breath.." I immediately loosened my hold on him but didn't let him go. I suddenly felt a sting on my neck, I cried out and fell to my knees. Grabbing my neck, I felt like I couldn't breathe anymore.. I wanted to scream in agony from the pain I got in my throat. Crawling towards the mirror to look at me, I finally screamed a high pitch scream.
I saw an small angel wing being curved on my neck with blood flowing from the wound. It was a tiny wing but it hurt like hell, I saw blood ooze from my wound but it didn't trail down my neck, no it trailed up towards the angel wing and formed with it. I watched in amazement to see that, I didn't know what that meant but I was going to ask it. I then noticed that the angel wing looked the same Kaname had on his chest only that one was from a devil and it was much, much bigger.
Feeling like I could breathe again I smiled. I felt now much relieved that the pain was gone and replaced with nothing but a little cute angel wing, I breathed in deep and turned around to see Kaname kneeling next to me. I opened Kaname's shirt forcefully and a few buttons flew out of his shirt and into the air, looking at his chest I noticed that the devil wing was a little darker but still so beautiful. Slowly trailing my finger over and looking at Kaname's eyes, noting that this time that he didn't scream from agony, this was just pure pleasure that he got.
"Kaname.. what is this?" I pointed towards the angel wing on my neck and the devil wing on his chest, it looked like a Ying Yang because my was an angel and it was white and his was a devil and it was black. It really did look like Ying Yang.
"A curse mark, Yuuki." Kaname smiled gently at me, smiling back at him I touched it another time. Feeling him shiver slightly, I traced the curse mark with my other hand and trailed down his stomach, getting playful. Touching between his legs, I was drawn to him and lightly kissed his neck. I felt myself thirst for something, only I didn't know what, what did I thirst for that I was drawn towards his neck?
"Kaname.. I want, I-I want.." I fell towards his neck and I felt something sharp prop over my lips, opening my mouth to feel it, I scraped those things that were in my mouth over his neck and it bled slowly. Eyeing the blood that was trailing down, licking it with the point of my tongue slowly. It tasted sweet but bitter at the same time, I wanted more. Opening my mouth wider I let my teeth scrape over it till I felt something that lay towards the surface of his neck, I felt my mouth slowly closing and my teeth gliding into the soft flesh. Moaning quietly after tasting the blood that suddenly sprang into my mouth, gulping everything I could get. The burning sensation that was in my throat slowly eased till nothing, retracting from his neck and licking up everything.
Looking up at Kaname and noticing that his eyes were clouded with lust and desire. Looking around the room I noticed that my mother and the maids were still standing in the door and my mother had a scowl on her face while her eyes were on my hands. Following her gaze I saw my hands were in Kaname's trousers and felt hard flesh there, blushing a little and taking at my hands only to be stopped by Kaname's hand that was now on my own hands.
"No, Yuuki." I blushed even more and my mother's scowl deepened and the maids grinned there cheesier cat grin that I now kind of liked. My hands were pulled into Kaname's trousers again and I let my hand be wrapped around the hard flesh, noting that there was no underwear.
"Kaname.. did I just.. just drink b-blood?" I still sat before the mirror and I saw my eyes flash a deep crimson at the mention of blood.
"Yes you did, Yuuki. You are back to your normal self, a creature of the night and my destined bride." I looked confused and surprised at the same time, I then saw all kind of flashes of memories across my eyes and then a picture of me and.. Kaname? sitting outside at night in a big oak three. Seeing flashes of me in a swing and Kaname was pushing me high in the air, I was giggling and Kaname had a slight smile on his face while his puffy cheeks where a little red. I saw more and more flashes, first flash I was 3 then I was 4/5 with Kaname and then my 6 birthday.. first I danced with Kaname then there was a dinner.. then nothing.
"I remember.. but not everything.." I felt arms encircle me and I fell into a hard chest, a hard but soft chest. Gripping the open shirt and sobbing against the naked flesh, I now feel like a small child crying against their father's shoulder when I just had a nightmare, only he's not my father.. something else.
After what felt like a hour I stopped my crying and sobbing, sometimes sobbing a little. Looking up and around the room I noticed that everyone was still here, my mother sitting on a comfortable sofa and the maids standing behind it and Kaname still holding me with a slightly smile. I felt more flashbacks come before my eyes, seeing that smile.. made me remember an important moment.
"Kaname! where are you?!" I cried out, looking around the big yard where we are now playing hide and seek. I couldn't find Kaname, he was somewhere in the yard but I just couldn't find him, I even used my pureblood powers to find him, still nothing. I felt slightly scared because we were the only ones in the mansion, my parents where away for the day so Kaname came to babysit on me.
"Kaname! come on, I can't find you!" I cried out again, I heard rustle in some bushes and smirked. Running into the other direction where I heard it and then using the only power that I really liked; making a clone out of me. Grinning I let the clone walk towards the direction I ran into and I ran around the yard in the direction of the bushes. Running towards the bushes at full speed, I ran and ran and suddenly I was in the air.
Screaming and giggling when I looked down. "Haha! Kaname put me down!" he didn't listen and I was thrown in the air and landed in Kaname's arms again, giggling at Kaname. I poked his cheeks and they slowly turned a light shade of red, my smile became only bigger and I poked again.
"Come on Kaname! smile a big baby smile!" I poked again his cheeks when he didn't do that and then with all my might I let him fall on his back, he looked surprised for a second before he masked it again. Looking sad up at him and poking his cheeks again, "Kaname.. please, smile for me." I whined in a childlike voice and his eyes widen slightly before a smile came up on his face, he looked so much better when he smiled.
Sitting on his chest and bending down I gave him an innocent kiss on the lips, giggling when I saw his surprised look. I gave him another kiss but this one a little harder and then a kiss on the cheek, I never really kissed Kaname only energy kisses when I needed energy.
I laid down on his chest and Kaname wandered his hand through my hair, sighing I laid in a better position and closed my eyes, listening to the owls that were out in night. It was so peaceful tonight, so nice.. so silent.. no troubles, just us.
"Kaname?" I suddenly whispered in a quiet voice, I was a little shy to ask this. "Yes, Yuuki?" I looked up at Kaname and smiled shyly, looking away with red cheeks. "We are going to marry when we are older, right?" I turned to look at his face again and saw his cheeks slowly coloring redder and redder, his ears where already red and it was slowly spreading towards his neck, Kaname looked so cute when he is flustered. "I think so Yuuki, we are the only young purebloods now, we would eventually need to marry."
"If I need to marry a pureblood I want to marry you Kaname-kun." You could see the red now work towards his whole face, I never called him 'Kaname-kun' only my father called him that or that weird human man that was friends with Kaname's mother and father.
"I am happy, Yuuki.. but now we should go inside, dawn is approaching." I nodded and we walked away.
My memory ended, that was the only memory that I really liked. But I still don't know how I turned into a human and when that happened. I wanted to ask also where my father was, I didn't see him in forever and I really did want to see him. Turning towards my mother and seeing her look at me with a slight smile. I crawled out of the comfortable arms of Kaname and walked towards my mother, sitting before her and smiling.
"Mother.. where is father?" her smile instantly fell and it was replaced by a heartbroken look, a look of loss, a look of losing someone dear to you. I saw silent tears roll down her cheeks and stood up immediately, wiping the tears from my mother's cheek. "M-mother.. don't tell m-me that.. that h-he's d-d-dead? "she nodded and everything collapsed before my own eyes.
"Was he the one who turned me.. into a.. human?" looking towards my mother and seeing that she stopped crying but she had still that pained look in her eyes.
"Yes.."
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Comments: Finally it done! It took me few days because I needed to think about the flashbacks, it was kind of hard in the beginning but when I stared writing it came… finished. :P This story is coming to an end over 2 chapters so I am sorry if it takes long because it is going to be long chapters.. I need to place every bit of information for the story in those last chapters. If you haven't seen my new story 'Secret Affairs' then check it out, I am going to update it tomorrow or the day after, I just first need to write the third chapter of The King and His Queen and then I can write the next update of 'Secret Affairs' and then Live of an Concubine.
This story has been read a few times, I cannot do anything about the mistakes I make, I can only update it when the story is finished. When the story is finished I am going to clean it of the wrong words and other things.
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