Disclaimer: I only own Jamie Kirk, and the baby inside of her! And i am so sorry for not posting sooner, with my last year of highschool mixed with graduation and getting ready and starting college i have been super and have been working on this chapter for a long time and i dont even know if its any good so please read and review. Thank you!
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When I woke up the next morning, I realized that Spock wasn't there. When I checked the time, I realized why…I was very late for my shift on the bridge. I quickly got up and got dressed before speed walking to the bridge. When I got there I heard singing inside and it sounded like me singing. I walked onto the bridge and gasped at what I saw. There one the screen, was a video of me singing, when I was a teenager, everyone was watching it, and they seemed shocked. The song that I was singing in the movie is the last song I ever sang to my mom, because we were talking one night while I was at Starfleet, over the communicator and she asked me to sing to her, so I did. It was this song. When I sang to her that last time, that was the last time I heard her voice.
I stopped singing after that, I haven't sang a single note since she's been gone. I couldn't hear this song, so I quickly ran over to Nyota's chair, she wasn't in here I noticed, I bet she was eating breakfast. She knew I couldn't stand this song, she wouldn't have played it so I knew she wasn't here. I quickly got the image off the screen and everyone turned to me shocked and protesting. "Jamie! Why did you do that?" My twin asked pouting. "Because James I hate that song and I don't sing anymore, ever." I said before walking out of the bridge, no I wasn't running, I was hungry. My baby was hungry, so I was hungry.
I heard the doors slide open and two sets of feet walking towards me. "Jamie, what's going on. You used to love to sing, why don't you anymore?" Jim asked and I looked at him. "Jim, I don't see the point of singing anymore, I lost my love of it." I said calmly. "Jamie, I don't understand that, you always made everyone happy when you sang them a song. You especially loved that song." Jim said meaning the song that was playing. "Captain, you have to go back to the bridge, I will be back shortly after some breakfast." I said softly and he just nodded. When he started walking away Spock came up to me and touched the side of my face.
"I can feel your pain. Why is it there?" Spock asked. "Spock, the last time I ever sang I was singing to my mother and that was the song I sang to her. We were talking over the communicator and I could see her and everything, I said I love you to her but that was the last time I ever saw or talked to her. I don't want to sing anymore." I said quietly. I just hugged him, I didn't care about people staring, I just wanted him to hold me. After a few minutes, I looked up at him.
"Spock, go back to the bridge, I'm just going to get some food. This baby seems to have it's uncle's appetite." I said smiling at his face. He nodded and kissed me quickly, before going back to his post. I smiled still amazed that even after 3 years, I am with Spock and now I'm having his child. I randomly laughed and everyone in the hall looked at me strangely, I just shrugged and walked towards the cafeteria.
For some reason, I didn't make it to the cafeteria, no I got side tracked and ended up going down a deserted hall, I have never been through before. I looked out one of the windows and watched the stars go by. I eventually sat against the wall opposite to the window because I can't be standing for too long. I guess I was there for longer than I thought, because I heard the main com go off and I listened. "Lieutenant Kirk, please report to the bridge. Immediately!" James said sounding worried, and I noticed that I had forgotten to put my handheld communicator on.
Well this isn't going to be good considering I have two protective males in my life and I haven't responded to their messages to me because I don't have my communicator and I'm guessing since this is deserted, not many people go near here. I looked at my watch and realized that I had been gone for three hours, uh-oh I promised Spock I would be back soon when I left to go to the cafeteria, he probably told James who went into worried twin mode. Just great! I slowly made my way back to the bridge.
As I was walking towards the bridge a lot of people looked at me and sighed with relief. "Cadet, what is going on?" I asked a person who was just assigned to the Enterprise, because he was one of the ones who sighed with relief. "Lieutenant, everyone is going crazy looking for you, the Captain and the Commander are both very worried, and they are both shouting at people and each other." He said quietly. "Thank you, Cadet." I said and started walking a little quicker and I got to the bridge door, it slid open for me to go through. It went deadly silent when I stepped in, then I noticed James and Spock staring at me a little angry and relieved. "Where the hell have you been!" James asked and he was too worried to use titles. "I went for a walk, I got side tracked from going to the cafeteria." I said calmly staring at him with a raised eyebrow. "Why didn't you answer your communicator then?" he asked. "I forgot it in my quarters." I responded to that question quite simply.
"Where were you? We had people search the entire ship." Spock said quietly. "Obviously they didn't look hard enough, I found a deserted hall that I had never seen before so I went and sat in it, because it was fun to look out the window." I said slightly smiling. "This isn't funny, do you realize that if something happened to you, nobody would know where you are?" James asked me. "James whenever I am in trouble, or am hurt and feel pain you and Spock will know, because you are both connected to me. You because you're my twin and Spock because we are in a relationship." I said and a light bulb went off into his head. "Spock, how come you didn't think about that, she is carrying your child, you could have found her?" James said blaming my boyfriend. "In all truth Captain you could have found her as well." Spock responded in a know it all tone, and then they were trying to talk over each other. I finally got sick of their yelling.
"ENOUGH!" I yelled loudly and everyone looked at me shocked, I have never yelled that loudly. "Will both of you please stop fighting. I know that it is hard that you have to be related, but please, I don't need you guys fighting." I informed them and they just looked at me. I glared at them. "You are both worse then children. I swear this child is already more mature than the both of you put together." I fumed. Spock raised an eyebrow. "That is highly improbable, considering the child has yet to be born, and therefore you do not know how it will act." Spock said logically and automatically knew he said the wrong thing when I turned to him glaring.
"That was not my point Spock! My point was that you both are acting very immature at the moment. The Captain and his First Officer, fighting like they used to when they first met." I said pacing and mumbling. As I went on, Spock and James started to look somewhat ashamed. "Okay! Jamie! Stop!." James said putting his hand over my mouth. "We get it okay, we won't fight anymore." James said and I nodded. "Thank you. That is all I ask for." I said and then after a few seconds of standing there I went to take a seat at my post. I kind of smirked at the fact that my brother and boyfriend weren't saying much of anything at the moment.
"You know, it is very funny watching your brother and boyfriend during your hormone rages they look very lost sometimes." Nyota said smiling and I laughed quietly, nodding. "Well everyone gets a little lost at times, I even get a little lost at times when it comes to my mood swings." I said laughing. "So Captain, why haven't you decided for something to do that would make this voyage un-boring?" I asked towards my brother and truthfully he looked a little scared when answering. "I have decided but it is a surprise." He said meekly, yes James Tiberius Kirk actually was a little scared, and I smirked.
"Okay as long as it is at least something interesting." I said smugly my stomach then rumbled. "James, it seems that the baby growing inside me has an appetite more like it's uncle then either one of it's parents." I stated and he looked so proud. "Now that's wonderful, imagine on the weekends when the baby comes to visit Uncle James, all the wonderful things I could teach it." He said smirking evilly and I looked at Spock's face and some emotion was actually showing, sadly the emotion was horror.
"James, I have a feeling that if Spock has anything to do with it the baby will be visiting you very rarely, in fact the baby might be go spending more time with it's Godmother, Nyota Uhura, then you because of the influence you would have on the baby." I said and saw Spock's face relax a little bit but not much. "Well that being said I am off to lunch now." I said smiling and walking out of the bridge and towards the cafeteria. When I got there I just got a salad and water before going and sitting down at a table. As I was eating I got the feeling that someone was watching me and I saw Scotty coming to sit by me.
"Hello Lass, how are you this morning?" he said with his funny accent. I just smiled slightly. "Well I go from energetic, to hungry, to tired…to all these different emotions that are confusing myself and everyone around me." I said all in one breath and even he look confused. I laughed slightly and he just gave up trying to figure me out. "Well I have to go attend to the ship, she sure is a beauty to work with." he said smiling and I laughed loudly as he left.
When I was done eating I went back to my post but not before stopping by my cabin, to grab a book to read. I was happy when I got to my chair because then I could just relax while reading my book. As I was reading my book got taken out of my hands by James, who held the book above his head as I tried to reach for it, which involved me jumping up and down to get it. "Oh, what is my favorite little sister reading today?" he asked and I glared.
"None of your business Jim." I said still trying to get my book. "Jim just give me the book back, please." I said when I stopped jumping up and down as it was starting to make me sick, plus it was tiring. "Let me read some of it first." James said starting to read some of it and I waited for his reaction. Truthfully it's a book I found on my touch pad and that's what he was reading, but the book was explaining about giving birth and how it works. It was very detailed and I was just at the actual giving birth part. So I was patiently waiting for his reaction, with a smile. I didn't have to wait long, luckily
"What the hell! This is…is disturbing and disgusting." Jim said throwing the touchpad back at me. I caught it and laughed. "Well I told you it was none of your business but you didn't listen to me now did you?" I asked and he just glared at me and everyone on the bridge, even though they didn't know what the book was about, laughed at their Captain. Spock even smiled a little bit. "Still, that's not something a boy wants to know about his little sister. I mean it's his little sister, actually a guy wouldn't want to know about that at all." Jim defended himself and I just smirked. "Don't worry James, just don't be there when I give birth and everything will be okay. It's not like you're even going to be in the room with me. Unless of coarse, Spock can't be in there to hold my hand." I said then a thought came to me.
"Spock, will the baby have green blood, or red blood?" I asked and he looked at me. "I do not truly know, the baby will most likely have green blood, but as there have never been a child that is only one fourth Vulcan, so there is a possibility that the baby might have red blood because of it's human side." he stated after thinking about it for a little bit and I nodded in understanding. "Wow, my niece or nephew might have green blood, that is a little freaky, but also seems like a really funny sight to see when they get into fights. They are Kirks so they will most likely get into fights which will be funny because they'll have their uncle's fighting skills and their father's Vulcan strength and fighting skills. That lucky kid, he or she is going to be an awesome fighter." James said proudly like he could already see my child getting into fights.
"You forget Captain that Vulcan children are taught and raised to control their emotions as Vulcan emotions are magnified compared to human emotions." Spock said and I froze in realization, knowing that Spock might try to raise our child as he was raised to hide and control his emotions. "Spock, you are forgetting that Kirks are not good at covering their emotions as most of the time we act out on them." James stated. "The child will still have Vulcan in it, therefore he or she will be able to control their emotions. I will help them learn." Spock said and I knew this argument was going to go bad. "You mean like your father taught you? When your mother tried to help you act a little more human, but you didn't listen to her did you. I'm not going to let that happen to my niece or nephew, because I will make sure they at least act a little human, like their mother, my sister. They're not going to become like you used to be." James yelled.
I went over to everyone besides Nyota. "Leave the bridge, Uhura and I can take care of this." I said and they all left because they knew that I wouldn't let them stay. Spock and Jim didn't even hear me. "I loved my mother, I did listen to her." Spock said getting a little angry. "The only was someone can get you to act out your emotions is by mentioning things you loved, if they are threatened, or if they're gone. Spock, do you really want your kids to grow up the same way you did?" Jim asked quietly. "You have no idea how I grew up so do not think for a minute that you do." Spock stated and James' face went red.
"So you're saying you want to turn into your father, you want to act like him when your kid is growing up?" James asked loudly, before getting punched in the face. "Spock!" I exclaimed going towards him and stopping him from going towards my brother. Nyota helped my brother up, making sure he was okay. "Spock, he doesn't understand, you know that he doesn't understand the way Vulcan children are raised. I didn't understand at first either, remember, you had to explain it to me when we had our first fight and you didn't show emotion so I thought you truly didn't care about me. You know that, he doesn't understand. I know that you won't be like your father and that's all that matters. We both know you won't be like your father." I stated holding his face so he couldn't look away from me until he finally nodded and went to our cabin to calm down some.
I then turned to James. "James, you don't know anything about how they grew up, I didn't either at first. He will never be like his father, he was already scared that he would end up turning into his father. It wasn't right for you to say that to him. You can't keep talking about his parents like that James, how would you feel if someone said those things about our mom and dad?" I asked and he looked down at the ground ashamed. I decided that I would go check on Spock since my brother now had things to think about. Plus Nyota could take care of him. I smiled at the thought of James and Nyota getting together.
When I got back into the cabin, I saw Spock sitting on the bed with his head in his hands. "Spock, you'll never be like your father and you know it." I stated and he nodded. I decided he needed to be comforted so I sat by him and I kissed him passionately. We were interrupted by a knock on the door. I sighed and went and opened it. "Yes James." I said when I saw he was on the other side of the door, he didn't answer me though he just walked into the room and stood in front of Spock. "Spock I know what I said was out of line and I didn't think about how you would feel." He said and Spock just nodded.
"I am also sorry to tell you Spock, that Jamie got her wish like usual. We have arrived at New Vulcan." He said and walked out of the room and I smiled. "Spock, come on lets go." I said smiling and pulling him through the ship to the landing area. When we got off the ship I saw Vulcans gathering around the ship. I quickly found Sarek and he was standing next to Spock Prime. I pulled Spock towards them. "Hello!" I exclaimed smiling at them.
"Spock and I have news to tell the both of you!" I said smiling and turned to Spock. "You tell them." I ordered and he nodded. "We will be having a child in seven months time." Spock said. I waited for the reactions. Spock Prime was just smiling knowingly, Sarek hid his emotions very well but I was pretty sure he was shocked and a little bit happy. We were lead around New Vulcan and we helped a little bit but not much we could do.
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