Bella's p.o.v
"Hey I'm Lucy" … wow even her voice is angelic ; okay what the fuck is going on I don't think stuff like this , trailing my eyes up and down those high wasted shorts defiantly look good on her.
"Hi I'm Santana its lovely to meet you" my mami says going to give her a hug … ouch that hurts. She has only just met the girl and she's giving her a hug, I haven't got a hug in years from her. Actually its been so long I've forgotten what it feels like when she hugs me, I miss it … I miss her.
After everyone introducing themselves its left to me,
"Hi I um … my names Bella" I say extending my hand so she can shake it … hesitantly I notice she reaches out to shake it – woah! Huge shocks tingle down me as I feel her hand its so soft that I never want to let go.
"Bella come help me and stop being so selfish!" my mami shouts me pulling me out of my trans … I notice Lucy look down like she wants to say something but stops herself; so I go to the kitchen to help.
"Here take these" Mami says as she shoves plates in my hands "well don't just stand there give them out for god's sake"
Don't say anything I tell myself just think one day you can leave and never come back.
"Here you go" I say politely putting the food down for everyone as everyone (apart from my family except Britt) say thank you.
As everyone eats whilst chatting I think … is this what it's always going to be like, will I always feel like this?
"So Bella do you have any hobbies … maybe a bit of Broadway?" Hobbit I mean Rachel says politely and to be honest I'm just thankful she even wants to speak to me as Lucy and Quinn look interested.
I open my mouth to speak but I'm cut off "nah her only talent is being a pain in the ass" Leo says and my family laugh whilst I notice that Lucy, Rachel and Quinn don't.
"Hey at least she hasn't got pregnant." Quinn finally says trying somewhat to defend me … it should be the other way round my family should do that not people I've only just met.
"If she gets pregnant ill beat her black and blue" mami says … that's kind of funny in a sick way; if only she knew what my dad does to me every week. "But trust me she's not as innocent as she looks" she continues snidely as I swallow back the lump that forms in my throat.
I notice Lucy looking at me intently across the table like she's trying to figure me out but I won't let her … I've spent years building up my walls and I'm not gonna let her just knock them down in one go.
"Bella clear up" My mami says sternly … I'm pretty fucking sure she's mistaken me for a servant because that's how she treats me half the time like I'm an object not a real person who does actually in fact have feelings (or what's left of them).
As I finish clearing up I get the one last wine glass of the table … flying forward I realise Lara tripped me and I fall into the wall the glass smashing in between the wall and my hand cutting it all over.
You wanna know the funny thing as I watch the red blood slowly trickle down my hands it doesn't hurt in the slightest because I know I feel worse on the inside.
"I'll clean that" Brittany says going to grab a dustpan and brush
"hahaha" Leo and Lara laugh muttering "that was freakin hilarious"
"For fuck sake those glasses were expensive can't you do anything right Bella!" Mami shouts cold and hard looking at me I see the hatred in her eyes and it kills me.
Don't cry … you're not that weak I tell myself , so instead I turn around and walk upstairs to the bathroom to go clean my hands.
"Hey there dyou want some help?" I notice Lucy followed me up … god the way her eyes sparkle I just want to look at them forever.
"Um-i… no I should be okay thank you" I say finally managing to get my words out … why am I like this around her … Jesus she's beautiful.
"Well your already doing it wrong … you can't pull the glass out like that you'll cut yourself even more now come sit here" she smiles as I sit on the counter she gets some tweezers and starts removing the glass from my hand.
"See I can't even do that right" I say snidely to myself forgetting she's there.
"Don't say that … everyone is good at something including you ; and I think your pretty perfect as it is so don't listen to them putting you down" Lucy speaks softly whilst moving the hair out of my face.
She leans in to kiss me … the smell of strawberry's invades me; our lips about to touch.
"Lucy were going now!" Quinn shouts up the stairs making me jerk away from her.
I notice Lucy's deep in thought as she purses her lips together its so cute.
"I guess you have to go…" I break the silence
"yeah … guess I do" She places a soft kiss on my lips … "I slipped my number in your pocket; text me later" she says before slowly walking out of the door.
I sit there touching my lips … they still tingle, holy shit she kissed me, HOLY SHIT SHE KISSED ME! The time had stopped, the earth had stopped as I had just been given the best kiss of my life and it was only a small peck.
As I look down at my hands I notice she has completely cleaned and sorted the glass out…
Who is this girl.
So I thought I'd upload two in one day because im just that awesome … please R+R it means more to me than you know thanks for reading