Bella p.o.v
As I stir I notice I'm trapped; what the fuck is going on I think but coming to my senses I realise the thing weighing me down is Lucy. But I don't move her I don't try to wake her up … I just take this time to appreciate how beautiful she is.
Her freckles – dotted around her face 32 to be exact from counting; adorable
Her eyes – so blue like a crystal ocean I could get lost in them
Her lips – so soft against mine
Her nose – when she scrunches it up is so cute
Beautiful … that's the only way I can describe her; words don't do her justice but then again nothing will. Nothing can justify someone so beautiful inside and out when I'm with her I feel complete … I feel a flame between us; one tiny piece of light beneath all my darkness bringing me back to life.
I feel light feather kisses on my neck ; they tickle but set my body on fire at the same time … I want to take our relationship slow but – but I can't not when I have the most perfect thing on the whole god damn planet lying with me.
"Morning" I offer politely smiling as she flutters open those beautiful eyes.
"Morning baby; your voice sounds so raspy in the morning … totally sexy" my baby grins before kissing me on the lips over and over as I laugh before pulling me into one … one so passionate I don't want it to end. Unfortunately though its either end this kiss or die from lack of oxygen I'm gonna have to take the first option.
"So mi Hermosa novia … want to get some breakfast" I say placing lazy kisses against her neck.
"I don't know what you just said but I've never wanted to get breakfast with someone so bad." She whispers delicately in my ear before getting up. "Oh and just so you know … speaking Spanish really turns me on baby" She whispers again licking the shell of my ear before walking out leaving me trailing behind her … tease.
As we make our way down the stairs I notice everyone's sat at the table eating … well shit!
Lucy carefully threads her hand in mine offering me a reassuring look as we make our way to the table oh so awkwardly.
"Morning Bella … you too Lucy" Brittany speaks up pouring us both some coffee.
"Morning" We both reply in unison I can't believe how awkward this is.
"So are you guys like together?" Lara asks with a shocked tone in her voice
"yeah … yeah we are" Lucy replies for me stroking my hand under the table reassuring me.
"You never said you were into girls" Mami states coldly
"Well you never asked" I stated simply sipping my coffee gripping Lucy's hand tighter.
"I mean why would you even date her … eww?" Leo cringes across the table, instantly I get the feeling in the pit of my stomach; you're not worth her … she could be happy, happy with someone else not you.
"Oi stop" Brittany says warningly looking at him sternly.
"Come on she is a waste of space" Lara scoffs looking towards me … and then my mami laughs and unwantedly my heart breaks all over again.
"Don't say that!" Lucy shouts as my eyes open wide oh shit has hit the fan fucking hell now what do I do. "Don't say she's a waste of space; she's supposed to be your sister god damn it! And you" she points at my mami … oh hell no!
"Me?" Mami asks incredulously
"Yeah you! She's supposed to be your daughter … your own flesh and blood d'you even realise that?" She asks and I notice all the colour drain from Mami's face "you make me sick … see that girl that's your daughter and you treat her like she's nothing. What did she do to make you treat her so bad? I notice you don't treat the others like that … you are supposed to be her mother; you are supposed to be the one person who loves her no matter what. And you don't even care about her do you? You know what you make me sick …" she finishes off her rant red in the face as I take her hand in mine shocked unable to speak as is everyone else.
I stand rooted in my spot not able to say anything as no one makes eye contact with me … I see mami gripping her knife and I just want to leave; I want to take the knife and I want to relieve some of this pain I carry round with me … but I can't do that because of Lucy I know it would hurt her and I don't want to hurt her I want to love her unconditionally but I'm scared.
After minutes of insufferable silence Lucy decides to speak up taking my face into her hands.
"You are beautiful, you are kind, you are funny, you are caring, you are everything to me and these people… they might not care but I do and I'm gonna prove how much you mean to me every god damn day baby, every day" I wipe the tears from her eyes as she pulls me into a searing kiss and at this moment I don't care who's looking because this … this is what love feels like.
"Thank you" I whisper so softly it's barely audible but she understands kissing me on the forehead.
"I'm gonna have to go , I can't be around you guys not after how you treat her apart from Britt I can't stand any of you at least she's not horrible … I'll see you later baby I need some time to think"
As she exits the door I feel heavy again … like all the weight has now been dropped back on me and as I look round the table yet again no one meets my eyes ; except Brittany she looks up sorrowfully and I nod to tell her it's okay.
Well this is fucking awkward!
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