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Diary of a Troubled Pop Star

September 21, 2010 - My friend James kissed my girlfriend! How could he do that to me?! Camille cheated on me, by kissing my best friend! I went to LA for him! I wanted to punch him, but I couldn't... A part of me is telling me violence is not the answer and another part of me is telling me to do it. I decided to pretend to forgive him. I couldn't stay mad at her, but still wanted to break it off with her. We kissed one last time. Feeling depressed, though. My headaches are back too. I took two pills more than I should have. My friends and family still don't know about my drug addiction. I really don't need people worrying about me. I don't want me going to rehab messing up the band. Anyway, I'm going to bed. Night!