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Diary of a Troubled Pop Star

October 12, 2010 - I kinda regret punching James. Today, I tried to apologize to him. Every time I go to apologize, he would walk away from me. I realized he was very before I assaulted him. We were both wrong in that situation. Camille is still mad me about my thuggish act. Kendall and Carlos are only concerned, but not mad. Gustavo is super pissed at me, though. The whole thing gave Big Time Rush bad publicity. We continued our work, pretending nothing ever happened. James and I barely spoke a word to each other. The guilt was eating me alive! I just want to be friends with him again... Is that too much to ask? Maybe tomorrow will be better... Ugh... I hope so... Night!