ANA POV
'Baby don't do it. Hes trying to make you fat and ugly. He wants to ruin you. If you eat you will gain and then be un happy. Don't do it!'
My brain was screaming at me I was so conflicted. I was always looking for someone to help me but now that someone is actually trying I don't want it anymore. My inner demons were taking control again.
"Hap, I cant really eat much I get sick. Ill eat a little but not much I don't wanna be sick."
"I don't like it but okay. But you and I are going to fix this one way or another." This made me happy and scared at the same time.
'Baby don't listen. He is lying to you just like everyone else. He doesn't care. You remember what happened last time you thought someone cared about you.'
My thoughts were making sense to me. The last time I cared everything went to !
HAPPY POV.
I could almost see the gears turning in her head. She was thinking about something and it didn't seem like it was rainbows and unicorns. She looked scared.
"Querido? Are you ok? Is it me? Am I scareing you?"
"No. Sorry Happy I was just thinking about something. That's all."
"You wanna talk about it?"
"Maybe later….heres our food."
Just then the waitress brought our food and set it down on the table. I sat there and waited for her to start eating. She picked up a fry and starting taking small bites out of and so I did the same. There was something in the girls past that was rotting her from the inside out and I was gonna get to the bottom of !
ANA POV
'WHY ARE YOU EATING? I told you not to eat. Your getting fat right now. Your gonna be so ugly.'
Goddamn this man right now. He is making me fat..but he is just so sexy I cant say no.
"Hap…..oh nevermind."
'You were gonna tell him weren't you. You were gonna tell him about our secret. Well you cant.
No one can know. That secret is what makes us perfect. That secret is the only way we survive.'
Oh how much I wanted to tell him. Maybe then I could try and be normal. I just wanna be normal. Well at least as normal as I can be in a outlaw biker world.
"What up querido? You can tell me."
"Ummm," oh my god I have to tell him," ill tell you just not here. I feel like people are listening and I don't want the whole world to know."
'ANAMIA LILY DELANEY! You cant tell him. He will jusde you just like everyone else. Don't tell him!"
[yea i said Delaney. shes luann and ottos daughter that was living and her grandparents. NEXT CHAPTER: her secret!]