Chapter 29:

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Ally's POV

"Ally Dawson." I said shakily to the clerk.

"Oh yes." She hummed looking at papers.

"Come with me." She said giving me a fake smile.

I followed her down some hallways of the hospital barely blinking. I didn't even get one wink of sleep on the plane. I couldn't.

I know what I did to Austin was wrong but I couldn't let him risk it all just for me. I couldn't forgive myself.

I followed the lady until she stopped, making me bump into her. I probably looked a little zoned out.

"Darling would you like to know the conditions, before you go in there." She said sadly.

"Uhh sure." I stuttered shakily.

"Your father." She said looking at a paper.

I couldn't take it, I let the tears fall as soon as I heard the words come out of her mouth.

Just mentioning that my dad is in the hospital makes my heart sink.

"He is going to be fine, just a broken leg." She smiled.

My eyes widened and I stifled a smile.

"But the other two." She sighed.

"What?" I asked quickly.

"The women." She started.

"She is going to be fine. She is bruised up pretty bad but she'll be fine." She said making me nod and smile a bit.

"They just need some rest." She smiled.

"The little girl? What about her ?" I asked.

She took a deep breathe which made my breathing slow down as I realized what's coming wont be any good.

"The car that hit them was a drunk driver, he died. He hit them from the rear of the car.. And the little girl was in the backseat. Which means... The most damage." She sighed.

I started to cry hearing the words come out.

"What does that mean?" I cried.

"Right now she's on very powerful pain medication but soon it will wear off, and it will be too much for her. She has broken bones but her organs are in very critical condition." She continued.

"No!" I cried.

"I'm sorry there's nothing we can do, it's just a matter of time." She sighed.

"No! No..." I cried.

"I'm truly sorry." She said gripping my shoulder.

"Where is she?" I asked as I let my never ending salty tears stream down my face.

"Right through there." She said pointing at a door.

"Take all the time you need." She smiled squeezing my hand and then walking back to her desk.

I stood in front of the door just staring at it. I'm afraid to see her. Even though I know I shouldn't be. I wiped my tears and slowly opened the door.

There she was. The girl that brought so much joy in my life and I'm so thankful for.

She staring at the T.V in front of her that was currently playing my little pony.

"Hey Ally." She smiled trying to sit up but frowned and laid back down.

"Hey Bay." I smiled walking closer.

"Everything Hurts." She whined. That's all it took. The strength that I thought I had before I came in was washed away by here innocent words.
"I know." I cried sitting next to her.

"Ally why are you crying?" She asked.

"Because I'm sad." I cried.

"Why are you sad?" She asked innocently with her big brown eyes looking up at me.

The gleam she always had in her eyes were gone, but the light was still there.

"I uh-" I stuttered through my tears. I heard a knock on the door and walked over to open it.

I expected the doctor, or my dad, not...

"Austin?" I asked looking at him.

"Oh my god Ally come here." He said pulling me into a hug.

I broke down completely.

"Austin I can't go through this." I cried into his chest.

"I'm here." He said his voice cracking. I know he was trying to be brave for the both of us but even I knew he can't be.

"Austin?" I heard bay's weak voice say. Austin let go of me and gave a small smile and walked toward her me following.

"Hey Kiddo." His voice cracked as he tried to smile.

"I saw you on T.V" she smiled.

"Did you!" Austin smiled.

She nodded and then closed her eyes.

"I'm tired." She said closing her eyes.

"Hey you can't go to sleep just yet. We just got here." I smiled sitting next to her on her bed Austin doing the same on the other side.

"Ally?" She said her eyes drooping.

"Yeah Bay?" I cried.

"Can you sing me a song?" She asked like she always does when Austin and I tuck her in at night.

"Sure." I cried.

"Which one?" I asked but she didn't answer.

"Bay! Which one?" I asked quickly. She opened her eyes again and smiled to me.

"My song." She sighed.

I knew her body was giving up. She looked tired and I knew there's was nothing I could do. I wanted to scream and pull my hair out but all I could do is do what she asked.

"Okay." I nodded as I wiped my tears.

"But you gotta sing with me okay?" I cried as she nodded.

If you're feeling down or weak
You can always count on me
I will always pick you up
Nothing's ever gonna change
Nothing's getting' in my way
I will always hold you up

Anything
Come what may
Don't look back forget yesterday
Forget yesterday

It's not where you come from
It's where you belong
Nothin' I would trade
I wouldn't have it any other way
You're surrounded
By love and you're wanted
So never feel alone
You are home with me
Right where you belong..." Austin and I sang as her eyes completely closed.

"Bay?" I cried.

"Bay?" I said shaking her shoulder.

Just then the machine went off telling us her heart had stopped. That's it...

She was gone.

Austin's POV

"No!" I heard her scream from the top off her lungs.

Man. Again? When is this gonna stop? I'm starting to get worried.

I got up from the couch downstairs and ran upstairs as fast as possible and into her room.

It breaks my heart looking at her. Her eyes are shut tight and she's squirming around in her bed. She's having a nightmare, again...

I quickly pick her up and pull her into my arms as she awakes and starts crying hysterically.

It's been about a week since Bay...

Since she...

Uhh.. Left.

And Ally is having a really hard time.

She hasn't slept at all and when she does there pure nightmares. I'm glad I followed her or else I wouldn't know what crazy thing she would of done. She hasn't spoken a word to me since the hospital but I don't push her to say anything. She barely eats and she refuses to look at me. I'm getting really worried and I just wish she would say something. And to my luck she did.

Thank god.

"Austin." She cried into my shirt.

"Yeah? I'm here." I soothed her tightening my grip around her.

"I'm going to the hospital." She said looking up at me.

"Okay, we'll both go tomorrow just get some rest." I said with a small smile. She hasn't gone to the hospital to see her dad or Katherine because she can't bare to tell them the news.

"No." She shook her head.

"I'm going. And your going back to your tour." She cried.

"Ally-" I started.

"They let you off for a week. You need to get back." She cried pushing me away.

"I can always cancel. Dez and Trish- ." I started but she cut me off.

"I don't want you to do that, please just go!" She yelled.

"Ally." I sighed.

"Go!" She yelled shutting her eyes and covering herself in her blankets.

I know she's just tired and maybe she just needs some time to be by herself.

I want to stay but there's a slight problem. They didn't give me a week off. I just told her that for she wouldn't try pushing me away so fast. Now that the weeks over she's doing exactly as I expected.

I stood outside her door and looked at her one more time. She was crying silently now looking out the window.

I looked at my phone 108 misses calls. From Jimmy.

Great.

I put it back in my pocket and sighed.

"I love you." I said to her. She didn't say anything and I didn't care I just need her to know that.

I sighed and walked down stairs grabbed my rental car's key and walked out the door.

Ally's POV

"My.. I'm proud of you... You wrote that?" He smiled at me and then back at the T.V

"Yeah." I smiled.

"You just don't know how talented you daughter is." Katherine smiled patting my head.

"Of course I do! She gets it from me." My dad laughed turning off the T.V that moments ago Austin was performing the latest song I wrote for him. He's in Austin Texas, cliche right? He left about about 3 weeks ago.
I've been staying with my dad and Katherine at home. They just got out last week and we are slowly adjusting.

We don't talk about Bay much and when we do, it's about her funeral.
I assume Austin's tour is going great. I don't talk to him that much. He calls almost everyday, so does Trish and Dez but I don't know why I don't answer.

I just need to be with my dad and Katherine.

"Honey can we talk to you." Katherine said from the small kitchen. This house isn't nearly as big as the beach house in L.A which currently has been bought... And I'm not happy about it... I basically grew up in that house.

"Yeah?" I asked walking into the kitchen.

"Sweetheart, I was thinking that a-" Katherine started. She was having difficulty talking so it must be about Bay.

"Bay was born in L.A and my mother died there so we had her burial there too." She started.

"There's an empty lot next to my mother, and I want Bay there." She muffled her words.

Surprisingly she's being the strong one. But we all break down from time to time.

"I think that's perfect." I smiled.

"So your father bought the tickets and we are going back this Friday." She said shuffling through papers.

"So everything's planned." She said stacking the papers as her voice failed. She buried her face in her hands and I quickly hurried to her side.

"Katherine you don't have to be brave for us. We have to be brave for you." I said starting to cry.

"She was my baby." Katherine cried.

"I know." I said sadly hugging her.

"I know." I cried.

We spent the night unpacking bay's boxes. My dad has been sleeping for a while but he needs his rest. I was going through a box of her drawings and Katherine was going through her clothes. What we are doing is unhealthy because we're basically just torturing ourselves but we can't help it. We still want to feel like she's still here.

I looked at her drawings one by one. In each drawing was a tiny hand print that was pink. This would be Bay's way of signing her work,.. Like a autograph. She would always walk around with her right hand stained pink. We always tried washing it off but it never worked. I smiled at the painting and continued looking until one caught my eye.

It was a picture of me and Austin. I was in a white gown and Austin was in a suit. It looked like we were at the beach and there was an alter over us and a man in between us. It looked like a wedding. My wedding. And I was marrying Austin.

I smiled at the picture. Bay always talks about how Austin and I are gonna live happily ever after but I don't know yet.

I really do miss him. I just don't have the strength to call him.

I don't think he's upset with me because he still calls me but I just feel like I let him down for not continuing the tour.

I picked up the phone and dialed his number and stared at the send button.

But then I finally clicked it.

I waited for him to pick up and finally on the third ring he did.

Let me rephrase that... SHE did.

"Hello?" She said into the phone.

"Umm hello? Who's this?" I asked confused.

"This is Kira Star Austin Moons Girlfriend.. Who's this?" She said cheerfully into the phone.

"Uh.. No one." I said hanging up the phone.

Yup. That hurt...

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