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Chapter Twenty One: I Will Find You, That's A Promise

The Doctor dropped off Jack at Torchwood and tucked Mickey into bed like he was a little boy again. He felt confused, happy, sad, angry but most of all: even more lost than before. He found Rose when she didn't need him and he needed her so badly that it hurt to think, to walk, to talk about pointless information. He remembered when he took her to New New York for the first time when they went and saw the face of Boa, then the second time when he found her in an alley was, face pink from crying and cheeks with dried tear marks. She was asleep and a homeless man gave her his jacket for warmth, but freaked out when he saw the Doctor and ran away.

The Doctor thought about what just happened on the beach, when Rose was so unlike her, she was a new person –not the girl he fell for. She now has her own TARDIS and all the knowledge that the Doctor has. He can't teacher her anything new anymore, can't be filled with enthusiasm when approaching a new planet –a new world.

The Doctor was currently lying in the music room with Rose's CD playing in full volume so that everything that passes him can hear the beautiful voice that she speaks with. The TARDIS missed Rose and lowered the volume telling the Doctor to sing with her voice, and so, he did. The Doctor sung louder than he's ever sung or spoken, he embraced the music that filled his ears and started to enjoy himself. From time to time, he'd change his accent for the fun of it.

"I got the eye of the tiger, a fighter, dancing through the fire!
Cause I am a champion and you're gonna hear me ROAR!
Louder, louder than a lion!
Cause I am a champion and you're gonna hear me ROAR!"

The TARDIS showed the music video on her roof and her walls so that the Doctor would have a memory of her kept in her system. Rose in the music video was wearing army short shorts, a tiger print bra and boots that you wear for hiking in the jungle or woods. She looked happy as she sung and acted in the music video but it didn't convince the Doctor until it was the scene where a tiger and Rose were together snarling at each other. Rose brought out her inner tiger and the tiger backed down which was weird because tigers never back down to creatures that are smaller than themselves.

Then everything stopped, the music, the video, the TARDIS stopped. The Doctor stood up and ran to the control room where he saw Rose in a long white dress, flats, her hair long now down half way down her back and curled –she was beautiful. But the dress was ripped and her body had burses and cuts and there was dried blood in her hair but worse of all, she held a dagger tightly in her hand, so tightly that he could feel the fear coming off of her body by her own memories of using the dagger. What really struck the Doctor was that this Rose wasn't his Rose, no, this Rose was about fourteen years old and still a growing child.

"Help me . . ." young Rose said out of breath. Her body suddenly seemed thinner, her hair longer, she had to hold up her dress and she looked weaker. "Why won't you doctors leave me alone?!" her voice was so powerful that all the windows had either smashed or cracked.

Voices filled the room with meanful comments and thoughts about Rose that seemed all too much for anyone . . . How could anyone be this bitchy?

"Bloody hell get out of Earth", "Faggot", "Slut", "I heard that her father married a stripper because her mum was pregnant with that thing!", "Emo looking for attention", "Who the fuck would cut themselves?", "You've got two fingers honey, use them", "Overweight", "Bitchy Rose Tyler", "Won't get anywhere in live emo cunt!" "Kill yourself!", "I know where a bridge is!", "Would you like this necklace made out of rope?", "Course I'm your friend you slut. I know that you're whoring around with everyone, don't deny it", "She's pregnant that slut!", "She gave my boyfriend HIV", "She's an impossible little backstabbing liar, lets steal her knife and make her see the darkness. Aha!"

"SHUT UP! SHUT UP ALL OF YOU!" the Doctor screamed. Tears were in his eyes, his head ached and his hearts were breaking into tiny pieces. "HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT TO ONE INNOCENT CHILD!"

"Help me!" Rose screamed before disappearing off the TARDIS. The Doctor changed the directions back to Earth –to Mickey's house. He needed to fine his Rose, and he will find her even if he has to regenerate five hundred times, he will find her.

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