How To Save A Life – The Fray

"Where did I go wrong

I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up

With you all night

Had I know

How to save a life"


She just sat there beside his grave. In the last few months her world had turned upside down. But she could never see this one coming. When she finally got a life sign from him it wasn't like she really expected. And everything left were the memories and a note. A note that only made her remembers how her world had become so much empty without him.

"Liv,

I'm sorry for leaving like this, I'm sorry for not returning your calls and I'm sorry for hurting you. Because it was exactly what I did when I acted like a jerk and pushed you out of my life when all you were trying to do was help me.

I'm sorry for being a coward, but this is just too much for me to handle.

I love you,

Ell."

Elliot Stabler had killed himself. Why? Because killing that girl was just too much for him to handle. He left behind a wife and five kids who needed him; he left his partner and best friend that needed him, but what she really needed was to help him, she needed to save him.

"If I only knew how to save you."

Olivia thought as she stared to small piece of paper in her hands.

As she stood there kneeled in front of his grave she remembered the many times she was called a hero and how wrong they had been, because in the end she wasn't capable of saving the life of the one that needed her the most.