Thankyou Kitty, I know the last couple chapters where rushed because I just wanted the birthing story out, I will try to add more detail! Sorry everyone x x Hope you enjoy this chapter and PLEASE REVIEW!
-Charlotte
Chapter Twelve
Robbie walked down the stairs laughing, Ziggy had been up all night with Alan and was now as moody as hell. Sandy was making tea in the kitchen.
"Bout Time Robbie, you've got college in half an hour" she handed him a cup of coffee. Robbie winced and almost dropped it, "Whats wrong?" "Nothing, just pulled a muscle".
Jason narrowed his eyes, Robbie didn't look at him as he changed hands and sipped from the cup.
Ziggy stomped down the stairs and grabbed Freddies coffee out of his hand.
"Hey! Give it back"Freddie snarled, "I need it more than you do" "How?" "I am a full time dad" "One of lifes miracles" "Shut up Freddie".
Ziggy looked shattered, He had forming circles under his eyes and pale without his tan. "You look sick" Jason said, "Thanks Jase" Ziggy rested his forhead on the table.
Freddie felt sorry for him so left him alone, "Bye mum" Jason kissed his mum and followed Robbie out the door. The baby monitor shrieked.
"Oh for gods s-" "I'll do It Ziggy, you have a shower and relax" Sandy said. Ziggy thanked god and walked like a zombie up to the bathroom.
Jason glanced at Robbie, he had pulled his long sleeves down and looked like he was in pain.
"How did you pull that muscle?" Jason asked, "What?" "The hand muscle..." "Oh...I was playing basket ball" Jason didn't look convinced but left it as they entered college.
Robbie had a separate class for first peroid so Jason would have to interrogate him in Health and Social.
He knew something was up, it was a twin thing.
"Well little man you are a blessing" Ziggy looked down at Alan in the pram, Apparently seeing a young man with a baby attracted alot of women.
It was cold so Ziggy had his waist length grey winter coat...he brought a mini one for Alan. "Aww he's gorgeous!" Said a perky little voice.
Ziggy turned to see a red haired girl standing there, a pram also with her.
"His names Alan, after ma dad" Ziggy grinned. "Aw, My daughter is called Katie from my great nan" Ziggy grinned, she was stunning. "Whats your name?" "Sinead, I know yours...it's Ziggy" Ziggy grinned.
"Whos the mum?" "Oh...Theresa Maqueen, she's gone off on one, won't even see her own son" "Don't waste your time with that tart, theres more...available women" Sinead looked him up and down.
"Bet there is, How 'Bout lunch at the dog?" "When?" "Now, if that's OK?" "Yeah, lets go". Sinead walked ahead, Ziggy looked her up and down and followed on.
Jason made notes as as Mrs Tanner gave a lecture on on Health and social exam tips, As usual Robbie was leaning back and looking completely bored.
"You didn't pull a muscle did you?" Jason whispered, "Don't know what your talking about Jase" "Yes you do" "Shut up"nRobbie snapped. Jason was a little hurt at his big brothers tone so just shook his head and went back to making notes.
After a long and boring half an hour the bell rang for break. Tommy had skived another lesson, "Come chippy at lunch" he safed Robbie before they walked to meet Liam at their bench.
"But what if we're late?" "We won't be, come on Jase! Lighten up" Tommy put an arm around his shoulder and led him to Liam, shouting pick up lines at girls that walked past.
Jason noticed Holly sitting by herself on the other bench, He silently escaped his small group of friends and made his way over to her.
"Hi Holly" he greeted nervously. "Hi Jason" "What are you-" "I'm waiting for my friends" There was an awkward silence. "Listen Hollie...I was thinking we could...I mean-" Hollie stood up and put a peice of paper in his hand.
"Your sweet Jason, Call me" Hollie kissed his cheek before walking over to her friends who had appeared by the bike sheds.
Jason walked back over to Liam and Tommy after putting Hollies number in his pocket. "Wheres Robbie?" Jason asked, "Went toilet" Liam was to busy texting and Liam was chatting to a girl.
Jason had a funny feeling so walked into the college.
Robbie walked in the toilets, a nerdy kid was washing his hands. "Get out" Robbie snarled, the poor kid hurried out. Robbie shook his head.
Robbie rubbed his temples, he didn't like doing this but after it gave him a feeling of relief. He propped himself up on the side and took out the small blade he nicked from the garage.
He slowly brought it across his wrist where about ten thin white marks from previous cuts lay.
The pain was sharp but Robbie felt relief after it, he watched the crimson blood dribble down his skin.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING!" Robbie looked over to his side, Jason appeared and hit the blade to the floor. He turned on the tap and put Robbies wrist under it.
"Ow! Jason what the hell!" Robbie turned it off and grabbed a paper towel. "Self harm! Really Robbie? Why would you do that?" "It helps me think" "What kind of excuse is that?".
Robbie looked at his younger brother and shook his head, "You wouldn't understand" "Try me" Jason waited in silence.
"I started a couple of months ago...The pain helps me forget about...about London" Robbie couldn't believe what he was telling Jason.
"When you were with our Aunt? What happened?" Jason frowned. "I had a friend...who had other friends, a gang...It was cool at first but...but then there was this kid" Robbie took a deep breath.
Jason waited after picking up and washing the blade. "This gang stabbed him...I watched it and when the police asked who was involved I didn't telll obviously but the kid...the kid died" Jason swallowed.
"They got the two people who did it but they didn't know about me" Robbie grabbed the blade back and went to cut again.
"NO! Robbie, promise me you wont do it again" Jason pleaded, "Shut up and leave it" Robbie pushed Jason backwards so his stumbled into the wall.
Jason snatched the blade from Robbies hand, "Get lost" Robbie growled and pushed him again. "Grow up Robbie" Jason spat, "I have, just give me the fricken knife JASON!" Robbie yelled in Jasons face.
"No" "Give it me or-" "Or what? You gonna hit me?" "No!" "Then promise you won't cut again" Robbie looked into Jasons pleading eyes and sighed.
"Fine" Jason relaxed and smiled before chucking the blade in the bin, "Ok, come on...we've got English" Jason turned and didn't notice Robbie grab the blade and put it in his pocket.
"Spanner" Joe called, Freddie handed a spanner to Joe who was under a car. "Bolts" Freddie handed him a bolt, The phone started ringing.
"Get that Fred" "God, That was Ziggy's job" Freddie grunted as he jumped up and answered the phone. "Ello, Roscoes garage" He said not very enthusiastic.
"Yeah...Mm hmm...right...okay, we can get you in Wednesday at 11 o'clock so just drop it down Ok?...good, bye" Freddie put the phone down.
"Hello boys" Ziggy walked in with the pram. Joe slid out and grabbed the cloth, wiping oil of his hands.
"Aww don't you look like daddy day care" Freddie teased, "Hello, hows my favourite nephew" he knelt down to look at a sleeping Alan. "He's your only nephew dipstick" Ziggy smirked.
"Hows the first day as a single dad?" Joe walked over, "Mate, don't even get me started...wait till your one" "Except he's got Lindsey, That blonde bitch isn't even seeing her newborn son" Freddie muttered.
"Tell you what, having a baby with me is attracting girls like moths to a flame" Ziggy grinned, "Yeah, right" Joe shook his head. "Didn't think I'd make a good dad but...what do ya know?" Ziggy grinned and walked out of the garage.
"Tell mom we're having a chinese!" Freddie shouted.
Damn. Robbie thought, he had promised Jason he wouldn't do it again and now here he was making two long cuts across his arm, watching the blood trickle down his arm.
He was in the colleges bathroom again, Robbie waited for the blood to lessen before washing it off. The blood mixed with the water and swivelled down the sink.
"Robbie" Robbie turned and almost jumped out of skin when he saw Jason standing there, eyes wide and disappointed. Robbie put the bandage back over his wrist.
Jason walked forward and snatched the blade, "Fine, if your gonna do that, then I'm gonna do this" Jason quickly rolled up his hoodies sleeve and put the blade against his wrist.
"JASON! NO! STOP!" Robbie jumped at him, Jason brought the blade across his wrist, deeper than Robbies and winced.
"STOP!" Robbie hit the knife out of Jasons hand and looked horrified as the wound bleed heavily. "YOU IDIOT! LOOK HOW DEEP IT IS!" Robbie shouted and turned the tap on and pushed his younger brother arm under it.
Luckily it wasn't exactly across the arterys but he could bleed out. "If you hurt yourself again Robbie, I'll do the same...just worse" Jason threatened.
"YOU STUPID STUPID KID!" Robbie shouted as the blood wouldn't stop flowing. He grabbed a paper towel and wrappped it around Jasons wrist.
"We're the same age..." "I DONT GIVE A DAMN! WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?" Robbie shouted. The blood kept coming through.
"We're gonna have to go hospital" Robbie decided, he yanked Jason out the door.