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Chapter Thirty four

Robbie woke up, he felt groggy...Rubbing his eyes he saw Sandy sleeping in the other chair next to the door. He looked so to hi side where Jason was still in a coma for the sixth day. His head slightly tilted, Robbie would love to slap him awake.

"Rise n' shine" Joe came in, "Shush!" Robbie nodded towards Sandy. Joe pulled a face, "Where's Ziggy?" "He's dropping Allie of at nursery...last time I saw him he was flirting with a nursery nurse" Robbie rolled his eyes.

Sandy shook her head, She blinked a few times before waking up. "Ughh, I feel groggy", Robbie smiled. It must be waking up in a hospital.

The nurse Lucy walked in, "Hi Robbie" she smiled. Robbie smiled back, Lucy went over to the machines. Joe asked if they wanted coffee and left to get some.

Sandy glanced over and sas Lucy frowning. "Whats wrong?" "I...I need to get the doctor" Lucy quickly exited after editing the machines.

Sandy and Robbie looked at eachother before following them.

Freddie waited with Sandy and Robbie for Dr Martins to come out of the room, Sandy was panicking and anxious.

"Maybe it's good news?" "No it's not Freddie, I can feel it" Sandy took a deep breath. Dr Martins came out looking tired and sympathetic. "Mrs Roscoe...I have bad news" he began.

Sandy felt tears spring into her eyes, "We have already told you Jason's condition is detoriating, This was all caused by A cardiac arrest and lack of oxygen brought on by the Carbon Monoxide...Jason's liver is suffering and sadly, his brain is shutting down. We urge you to switch of the Ventilator" Dr Martins winced at the look of pain that crossed Sandy's face.

"What are his chances of survival?" Sandy's voice was trembling. "Now...we don't think it's good, I'm sorry but it's only a matter of time before his brain and body shuts down completely and the only thing that would be keeping him alive is the machine".

Sandy cried. Joe, trying not to cry himself hugged her. Dr Martins left to give them a moment.

"I'm not killing my little boy, I'd rather die myself" Sandy let tears soak Joe's shoulder sleeve. "I know" Was all Joe could say, his voice breaking.

Robbie sat down, his head in his hands. He couldn't loose his little brother, he loved him.

"Mum?" Joe looked at her. "I'm gonna stay with Jase, go home with Robbie" Sandy nodded,Joe got the nurse to call a taxi.

Lindsey handed Sandy the cup of tea, Lindsey had cried as soon as Joe text her. She knew why Joe didn't call, he would have cried. Ziggy came home with red eyes and went straight to his bedroom, Freddie sat with Sandy. Lindsey felt something as she watched Freddie try and comfort Sandy, she just couldn't work out what it was.

"Please, Freddie...Can you check on Ziggy? I don't want my boy alone" Freddie reluctantly left Sandy. Robbie was sitting on the stairs. "I'm going to see Jason" Lindsey said and left.

Robbie listened to the silence.

An agonised scream left Sandy's mouth as she threw the empty cup up the wall, It was like she had reacted to her husbands death. Sandy was a state after that.

Robbie looked through the crack to see Sandy on the armchair crying uncontrollably.

Robbie ran up the stairs and sat on his bed, pulling out his phone he called Jason's number. "Hi, this is Jason, sorry if I can't answer you right now but leave a message and I'll call you back" Robbie threw his phone on the floor and blinked back tears.

Robbie walked down the hospital corridors back to Jason's room, he needed to tell him what he meant to him. Robbie had never done anything for Jason before except stick up for him when he needed it or helped him out a little.

When they were little Jason always used to tag along with him, moaning at him to play with him. When they were in secondary school Jason was always the one who helped him with his homework, stay and wait for him in detentions, help cover his tracks when he did something wrong.

What did Robbie do in return? Annoy him, Never say thanks, Take advantage of what Jason did to him and he even pushed him in front of a van!

Robbie walked in the room, Joe and Lindsey must be in the cafeteria.

Sitting down by Jason Robbie unzipped his hoodie.

"Hi Jase, the doc says you might not make it but...just think of it like your boxing, Fight. I know I've been a crappy brother but I want you to know you mean alot to me, more than alot, god...Can't believe your squeezing this out of me but I love you Jase, I love you alot and if you don't wake up...It won't just be me you'll be hurting, it'll be the whole family" Robbie told him.

Jason's eyelids fluttered. Robbie gaped, "Jase?" The machines carried on beeping as normal.

Sandy walked in, "Mum? What ya doing here?"

Sandy took a deep breath, "I think...We should turn Jason's ventilator off"