I'm sorry.
There is no other choice. There was never a choice. You know what I must do.
You were always so kind to me, and you deserve so much better than what you have gotten. You will need to move on, though. You will.
You were always a strong boy, with a strong mind, but we both knew that I was never going to come out. You were forced to grow up fast, and that makes me greave, but I know that you will make the right choices.
These past couple of years have been some of the best, because of you. Including all of those times all I wanted to do was hit you over the head and knock some sense into you, boy. You could be so dense sometimes.
I have always thought of you as my own son. I am so proud of you.
Once this clears up I hope you and Annie get married. Could you do that for me? She's a good girl, and you both need each other, even though you still deny it. I see the way your eyes light up whenever she walks into a room, and how even after she leaves you still have the look of awe on your face. It's nice.
I hope you don't blame yourself for what I am about to do. I have lived a long and wonderful life. Please, forgive me.
I love you.
And that concludes Mags to Finnick. Okay, so I know for a fact that people read this because of the Traffic deal, but nobody is reviewing!? :'( I don't know if you guys want me to continue these, or if you just want me to just stop. I have no idea! Please, just tell me!
Well...that's it. Until another day.
xoxo