I'm sorry.
I have put you through so much. I am a freak, and I know that, but you stayed. You are good.
Words... I know them. They are repeated in my mind, but my lips can't form them. They end up lost between my brain and my mouth. I get frustrated. You have spent hours with me, trying to help me be able to speak fully, again. When you realized that I would never be able to be normal again, you just adapted. You finished my sentences, and that was a gift that was completely invaluable to me. It was as if I was able to speak, I was able to communicate.
You have always been a safe harbor for me. You are the only person left that I care about. And I for you. We were drawn together for a reason. I believe that. We are the same.
I lay here dying, but I'm happy. Content. It's about time that I repay my debt to you. You helped me move on, helped me cope with my Hunger Games. You understood what I went through, and became the person I needed you to be. You understood just how much it affected me, why it took away my speech. So, now I make sure that you can go on. That you can live another day, even if it is without me.
You are a strong person, no matter what anyone else might say. You're smart. You're a survivor. Beat them. Make the Capitol pay.
I'm sorry.
And Wiress to Beetee. I'm running out of people to do! I'm thinking of doing a President Snow and/or President Coin I'm Sorry drabble. What do you guys think? It would definitely be different, since I have portrayed everyone to be regretful of their decisions, and I don't see Snow or Coin being regretful... but I don't know. Tell me! Give me your ideas!
Thanks!
xoxo