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Chapter 48

Robbie was scared. Jason was pale, shaking and hysterical. What had happened? Jason was hyperventilating or whatever it was called.

"Jason, calm down, Jason, What happened?" Robbie went to pull his brother up by his arm. Jason wrenched his arm away.

"Don't touch me!" Jason shouted, he was still hugging his knees, no one was around the back of the alley thankfully. "Jason?" Robbie noticed Jason had tears spilling down his cheeks. Jason didn't cry normally.

Robbie was on his knees, in front of him. "Jason, Jase" Robbie pulled his wrists away from his face to see Jason looking ill and his cheeks soaked with tears.

"Oh my god, what happened?" Someone behind him said. Robbie turned to see Lindsey running to them, "Jason? Jason honey?" She said it softly.

"What happened?" she snapped at Robbie. "I don't know, he was just seeing Mr Lomax and then half an hour later he comes flying out the gate like this".

Lindsey frowned and pulled out her mobile. "Joe? we need help, No...It's Jason, we don't know...look, just come to the alley ASAP" Lindsey didn't have time to talk, she had to help Jason.

Jason was shaking, "See, John Paul isn't as fun as you" Danny smiled. Jason couldn't stop the words echoing in his head, Robbie rested a hand on his shoulder.

"No! No, get off! Leave me alone" Jason jumped back, Lindsey stopped him. "Get off!" Jason shouted, "Get off!" Jason shouted. Jason couldn't get away from this creep! Danny covered his mouth again. Jason shuddered as the words came flooding back.

"Jase? Honey, what happened" Lindsey Rubbed his back. "Robbie!" Jason yelled, "He's at the gate Jase" Danny smiled. Jason hugged his knees tighter, shutting out the world.

Robbie was standing over his brother, "Lindsey, whats wrong with him" he wanted answers, now. "I don't know Robbie" Lindsey looked at Jason.

He had brought his knees upto his chest and was wiping his cheeks with the sleeve of his Hoodie. "Jason?" Sandy's voice broke through the silence.

Sandy ran forward, by her youngest son in a millisecond. "Jason? Look at me darlin'" She cupped his face, Jason looked up at her. A speechless Joe was behind her.

"Jason, listen, you've got tell me everything that happened" Sandy told him. "No, It was...disgusting, you'd think I-I was weak and pathetic" Jason was surprised he could talk.

"Don't be stupid" Freddie and Joe said at the same time. "There was nothing I could do!" That was when Sandy saw a bruise on Jason's wrist.

Gently pulling his wrist out she saw it was almost a finger print and a ring around his wrist, his other wrist was fine just a sore red. "Jase" Sandy cleared her throat, "Whats this?" "Nothing", Jason pulled his wrist back in.

"Mum, he was with Mr Lomax..." Robbie still didn't have a clue what was going on but thought that information was at least a little valid.

"We're going home, Freddie" Sandy stood up and whispered into his ear "Go to that school, I want CCTV, if that teacher has hurt my boy..." Sandy took a deep breath. Freddie nodded.

The house had an unpleasant atmosphere, Jason was sitting on the sofa, curled up. Ziggy had put Allie to bed and sat next to Jason, Freddie had the CCTV tape he "Borrowed" from the office and Joe and Lindsey where hand in hand in the corner.

"Mum?" Jason asked, still pale but calmer. "Yeah honey?" "Before you watch this...It wasn't a fight" Everyone looked at him. "What?".

Jason swallowed, "He...I can't tell you...Don't watch the tape" "I want to know what the teacher did to you to make you have a nervous breakdown in the alley" "I didn't have a nervous breakdown".

"What happened, we won't think of you any different" Ziggy put an arm around his shoulders. Jason jumped back at the touch, That's when it clicked for Lindsey.

"Oh god...Jase" Lindsey teared up, She knew what he did to him. "Jason...He...did he-" "No, I hit him...he was going to" Jason quivered. Lindsey closed her eyes, Thankful. "What?" Robbie snapped.

Jason took a deep breath. "I...He started talking about A levels, why I didn't choose Drama then...the next thing I know he's shoved me up the wall and...He..." Jason knew what they'd all think.

"Did he hit you?" Sandy barely contained her anger. "Yes...after he tried...after he tried...I can't do this" Jason just couldn't.

Freddie was next to Jason, "Jason, we're your brothers, we know you and even though we really and I mean really annoy eachother and pick on eachother, we can tell eachother anything" Jason smiled faintly.

"Just...don't treat me any different" Jason made sure each and every one of his brothers nodded.

"He had my wrists behind my back, If They where free I would have hit him but he was quite strong...He started saying how I'm not like John Paul...I kneed him so he hit me" Jason took a deep breath.

"But he still had me pinned up the wall, I was...I was about to shout out when...when...He...He put his hand up my top" The rooms atmosphere changed.

Sandy and Joe leapt up screaming, Freddie was frozen and Ziggy was trying to calm Sandy. Robbie stared at Jason, did he just hear that?

"I'M FUCKING KILLING THAT PERVERT! WHAT THE FUCK DOES HE THINK HE'S PLAYING AT?" Joe shouted. "Joe, Joe, calm down" Lindsey tried.

"CALM DOWN? THAT PERVERTED SON OF A BITCH WAS-" "Stop!" Sandy shouted.

"Jason" Her voice was hoarse and quivered slightly. "Did he...Did he-" "Mum, don't say the word" Jason really didn't want to hear it. "Did he?" "No".

"Oh thank god" Sandy breathed, "I can't explain...watch the tape" Jason shook his head. "Lindsey, take him upstairs and could you stay with him?" Sandy pleaded. Lindsey nodded.

"Here we go" Freddie placed the Tape in the Tv.

The room was quiet, Joe's anger rose and rose as he watched second into second of the tape. Robbie was speechless, Ziggy was in disbelief and Freddie was just as angry as Joe.

Sandy stared in utter horror at the TV screen.

Robbie collapsed back into the sofa as he watched Jason shout his name on the tape. His little brother needed him and he wasn't there.

"Robbie!" Jason yelled. "Jason, he's not coming, get it into your head that there is nothing you or anyone else can do" Danny leaned in closer, saying it quietly to Jason. Sandy felt sick, This man was taunting her baby about how no one could help him, no one could stop what he was about to do to her youngest son.

"Joe is gonna kill you" Joe's eyes filled at those words, "Yes I am" he said. He couldn't believe he was watching his little brother get abused like this. Danny chuckled slowly, "Oh, you can't tell them...they would think you were weak, you let it happen. Aren't you supposed to do boxing? Don't see any moves yet Jase" His family watched Danny cup Jason's face with his one hand.

"I can't watch anymore" Sandy paused it, she let herself cry. "Mum...he told us he wasn't...You-know-what so, maybe it's ok" Ziggy told her.

"He touched my boy, god knows how he felt when that perverts hand was up his top" Sandy's voice broke down, "I'm gonna kill him" Joe snarled.

"No...When I asked where he was when I 'Borrowed' the CCTV tape, he had a job placement in Italy" Freddie informed them. Joe seethed, Sandy reluctantly played the rest of the tape.

She didn't know Robbie died a little inside eachtime Jason screamed out his name, guilt like a bag of bricks on his back. They watched Danny unbutton Jason's top button on his top.

"No, no, Oh god! No,no,NO! Joe!" Sandy screamed into his shoulder, she couldn't watch this. Jason suddenly punched Danny straight in the face, Sandy gasped.

Freddie paused the tape. The room was silent.

"No wonder he was like the way he was" Ziggy said, He regretted watching that tape. Now that would stay with him forever.

Joe and Freddie shared a look.

Sandy stood up, "He's not going into college...we can't call the police, I'm not exploiting my son and what happened in that room to anyone, That creep might still be in Hollyoaks...Joe. I don't care anymore...make him pay" Sandy was staring at the floor.

"With pleasure mum, Freddie...you coming?" Freddie nodded. Sandy made Ziggy stay here, in her eyes he was still young. (Even though he was 23)

Jason had taken a shower, washing everything away. The cold hands, the words, everything.

He put on fresh PJ's and walked down the stairs.

"Jason" Sandy hugged him,tears spilling freely from her eyes. Jason stiffened. Sandy caught on and let go, "We're ordering a chinese, I'll make you a cuppa...you want to talk?"

"Not now mum" Jason sat on the sofa, Robbie looked over. "Jase?" "Mm?" "I'm sorry".

Jason frowned and looked at his twin. "What for?" "I wasn't there when you needed me most, you where even shouting for me...I'm sorry" Robbie didn't look at him.

"It's fine, You where at the gate". Sandy came in and put Jason's tea on a mat, knocking the remote off. Lindsey caught it, accidentally pressing play.

The tape continued.

Danny sat up, clicking his nose into place. Someone knocked on the door, "Come in" Danny snapped. The door opened.

Sandy, Lindsey, Robbie and Jason gasped. In walked a very familiar face.

Katie.