SAIgirl24: Hahaha. I'm glad you think I captured his little tid-bit, and hearing that I didn't disappoint was a very good morale booster(:
Mrs. Mellark15: Spot on! Haha(:
animallover95: No hard feelings! And you are so very welcome! I absolutely love taking in requests, so if you have more don't be afraid to give any! And I'm so very happy that you think I captured that(:
It's strange, isn't it? Dying. If I had my choice, I would drown. It's just you, your thoughts, and peace. Or, I would try for something fast, so fast that I wouldn't even know that I was about to die, and I wouldn't have to suffer.
But, I'm dying. I'm not alone, I can hear their voices not far. My thoughts are terrifying me, and I wish they would go away. And peace...there is no peace when you're struggling to live, trying to grasp at life, and yet knowing that you won't be able to.
And this is certainly not fast. I can taste the bitter-sweetness of the berries, how it slithers down my throat, leaving a burning trail of pain. Maybe, though, maybe it's fast. Maybe I'm trying so hard not to die, that I'm just prolonging my death by seconds.
Now, I just want it all to end. I want to be out of the Hunger Games, I want to get away from all this cruelty, I just want to quit. It's a blessing in disguise, really. Who would want to win a game when you have to sacrifice everything you have, and then end up dead or wishing you were dead.
My mind brings up your face, and I feel sick. If you were still here, maybe I would've been more careful. I would have known not to over-estimate my enemies -no, the other tributes- and I would have tried so much harder to come home. It's wishful thinking, brought on by the over-powering presence of death. But, with death I will see you again. I won't be alone anymore.
I'm beginning to lose my sight, and I know I'm about to die. For a second, I'm absolutely terrified, more so than before. I'm a coward, and I want to live. Everything is either too dark or too bright, and I don't even register that I'm falling, until I'm on the ground. I don't even know if I scream.
I also don't know what to think of this... It's Foxface to her mother, because I felt she never had any connections with any of the other tributes, so I just did this. And because she is a loner, I wanted her thoughts to be more focused on herself and dying, than actually anyone else... Eh. Tell me what you guys think of it.
Thanks, again!
xoxo