Hello lovelies! With Valentine's day in the air, I figured we could all use some lovin'. Even though it's set back in December. Whatever, it still counts! Enjoy!

BPOV

Sebastian leans into me, growing quieter the closer we get to our room. When we get inside, he sits down on the bed, looking at the floor. "Sebastian?" I say softly. "Are you alright?"

He smiles a little. "Yeah, I'm alright. Just a little nervous, that's all." I sit down next to him, gently massaging his shoulders.

"It's okay to be nervous. I was nervous too when it was my first time. And I didn't have the history you had."

He looks up at me. "You were nervous?"

I nod. "Very. And mine wasn't a great experience. I wasn't as smart as you. I didn't have someone who really cared about me. But you know I would never do anything you didn't want. I won't be mad if you said you didn't want to do this. Do you want to do this?"

He nods. "I want to do this. I've wanted to do this for a long, long time. I know you wouldn't hurt me. I've just never done it before. I don't know what to expect. It's more anxiety about the unknown than anything else. I know I'm safe with you."

"Well, let's see if we can help you relax a little." I gently press my lips to his, feeling him slowly return the kiss. I plant soft kisses along his jaw, slowly trailing down his neck. His posture slackens a bit as his breath hitches. He makes a small noise as I gently nip his collarbone. "Do you trust me, Sebastian?" He nods without a second thought. "And this is really what you want?"

He nods again. "Yes." His eyes open, locking with mine. "Blaine, I love you. This is what I want."

I smile. "Okay. Do you feel a little better?"

"A little, yeah."

"Well, let's see if we can help you relax a little more. Can you lie down on your stomach please?"

He nods, leaning up, gently kissing me, allowing me to pull his shirt over his head. Slowly, he lays down, blushing and smiling a little shyly. "I wish you could see how beautiful you are," I murmur, making him blush deeper. "Now, I just want you to relax, alright?" He nods again, resting his head on the pillows. Gently, I run my fingers down his back, hearing his soft sigh. I watch him relax a little bit as I lightly massage his shoulders. I plant a trail of soft kisses down his spine, feeling his breathing hitch underneath me. He hums appreciatively. When he's mostly relaxed, I decide to push it a little bit. Starting at the very base of his spine, I trail my tongue along it at an excruciatingly slow pace. Sebastian gasps and shivers, his back arching slightly as a soft moan escapes his lips.

"Blaine…" he pants softly.

I chuckle against the back of his neck. "Hmm?"

He grins, turning around to face me. "Thanks."

I kiss his forehead. "Any time, love. You can always ask me to slow down or stop, okay?"

"Okay. I trust you."

I kiss along his collarbone, lightly stroking his sides with my fingertips and watching him gradually relax under my touch. After a while, I lightly run a finger along the waistband of his pants. "Mind if I relieve you of these?"

He laughs. "Please do." I gently tug them off, softly kissing each of his thighs, hearing his low moan as he parts them slightly. "Blaine…" I look up at him, and he smiles. "I'm ready. Please…" I nod, reaching over to the small bottle.

"Okay. This is going to be a little weird at first. Just try to relax." He nods, taking a deep breath as I gently rest my fingertip against his entrance. He tenses slightly. "You okay?"

"Yeah, I'm fine," he assures me. "It's just weird."

I nod, kissing him softly. "I know honey. I'm not going to go any farther until you're ready. Take your time." He nods gratefully, closing his eyes as I go back to gently kissing and caressing his body. After a few minutes, his eyes open.

"Okay. Go ahead."

Slowly, I begin adding pressure, watching his reaction carefully. Just before my finger slips in, I lean up to kiss him softly. "I love you," I murmur as I finally break through. Sebastian gasps, his grip on me tightening a little. I lightly run my fingers through his hair. "Sebastian? Baby, are you alright?"

He swallows, nodding. "Yeah, I'm okay. It didn't hurt, it just surprised me." He breathes hard for a minute, adjusting to the feeling. Finally, he smiles. "I love you too," he murmurs.

"Are you sure you're okay?" I ask, worried.

He nods, kissing my neck softly. "I'm fine. Are you okay?"

I chuckle. "I think so. Can I keep going?"

He nods, relaxing as I slowly slide my finger farther. A soft moan escapes him, and he smiles. "Why did we wait so long to do this?"

"Who knows?" I giggle. "So it's not so bad, huh?"

He laughs. "Definitely not. Don't stop!"

I begin slowly moving in and out of him, watching as the strange feeling turns to pleasure and Sebastian begins really enjoying himself. His moans grow louder as he relaxes, and it isn't long before I have two, and then three fingers deep inside him. He pants softly under me, his hips rolling in time with my fingers. His fingers clasp behind my neck, pulling me down for a kiss. "Blaine," he murmurs, "I want you…please…I'm ready." I nod, preparing myself quickly.

"Okay. Just try to relax, baby." He nods, gasping softly as I slowly enter him. "Sebastian? Are you alright?"

Taking a deep breath, he nods. "Yeah, just give me a minute."

"Of course."

I return to kissing his neck and chest as he slowly adjusts to the feeling. After a few minutes, he laughs. "Wow." I look at him questioningly, and he grins. "I love you," he murmurs, kissing me softly. "I'm okay, I promise. You can keep going." Slowly, I pull back a little bit and push back in. A soft moan escapes him. "I'm not that fragile," he teases. "You're not going to break me. I'm fine, really." Though I continue to carefully monitor his reactions, all of my worrying seems to be for nothing, and it isn't long before Sebastian and I fall into a natural rhythm. I watch him as he grows nearer to his end, wanting to commit this to memory. His nails dig into my back as we both near our climaxes. "Blaine…" he chokes out, "Close…"

I nod, kissing him hard as he shudders a little. "I love you so much Sebastian," I murmur in his ear. He whimpers in response and his nails dig in harder as, together, we finish.

I gather him in my arms as he pants, holding him to my chest as he slowly comes down from his high. When he's regained coherency, he looks up at me. "I love you," he whispers, kissing me softly as he cuddles closer.

"I love you too. Are you okay?"

He laughs. "I'm much better than okay. You're amazing. Thank you."

I kiss his forehead gently. "You're very welcome, but what are you thanking me for?"

"For being so patient. For caring about me. For everything."

I hug him tighter. "You don't have to thank me for that. I love you, and you deserved the best first time anyone's ever had."

He smiles. "Well I think I definitely got it."

"Hey Sebastian?"

He looks up at me lovingly. "Hmm?"

I kiss his softly. "Merry Christmas."

Awwwww! Okay, now that we've gotten that out of our systems…oh, who are we kidding, that's never really out of our systems, is it? On a similar note, was anyone else a little uncomfortable when watching "Diva" when Tina was unbuttoning Blaine's shirt while he was asleep? Let me know in a review!

Hugs and butterfly kisses,

TheSongSmith