Lost Opportunities

Draco waited until our very last night together. The night right before I left, a time when there was no chance of changing my mind.

"This is what you're leaving behind", his lips said with every fierce kiss.

"This is how much you've taken from me already and now you're taking everything else", his eyes screamed.

I clung to him, my eyes bright with tears of anger or sorrow, I wasn't quite sure. It was almost as if he thought I didn't know what this was doing to him, as if I didn't know that I was taking his life with me. To be honest I wish he had never made me see it.

"You're mine", his touches said so clearly, "whether you want to be or not"

And yet I still left.

I chose the greater good over my desires, my love.

My biggest mistake. My lost opportunity.