Renesmee POV
As me and Jake walked into the house I could just feel the tenseness in the air. When mom and dad came walking down the stairs I knew that feeling was right.
"Hey guys. How did it go. Did you find anything?" My mom asked.
"Yeah, Nessie found a beautiful dress and some.." Jake began.
"Jake found something.." I muttered and threw my bags on the couch. I almost slammed into moms chest as I hugged her and projected (ALMOST) everything that had happened. She gave me a quick and sad glance before she turned in anger towards Jacob. When I looked up at dad I knew he had heard everything and almost looked in pain.
"Hey, Jacob.." my dad said and threw a heavy box to him. "..help me carry some stuff to the beach." he demanded and I knew he was mad. How easy can it be to have a child like me and then have her fall in love with a werewolf. I discretely looked at dad and sent a thought to him.
I love you dad.. Just don't hurt him. It's not his fault. I insisted and he nodded.
"You know I love you to." he whispered as he kissed my head before they walked towards the door.
"You should get down to the beach.." mom said and looked at dad, then Jacob. "..NOW." she almost growled and Jacob cocked his head in surprise but they ran out.
Boy I can only imagine what dad wanted to do. Even though I know he is happy that I'm in love it can't be easy... there... I said it again! I have never been told everything about life before me or the relationships between dad, Jacob and mom but I had a clue. I knew he had been crazy about mom..
Oh my god maybe I am crazy..
"Honey.." Mom said and hugged me. "You know he didn't mean it that way."
"I'm not sure mom.." I mumbled and looked down. "..I thought I had everything in place and I felt so secure but I really don't know." I felt tears build up.
"Oh, Renesmee.." she put her arms around me. "You know he loves you right?" she cupped my face in her hands and watched my tear filled eyes.
Do it, Renesmee.. Do it. You have to tell her! "Mom.." I murmured and she nodded. DO IT! "I love him.." I almost whispered and she froze. In complete shock I continued talking.. "..and I'm scared I'll lose him before I even have him."
She stood frozen with her hands on my cheeks and tried to say something. Wow, for being a vampire she sure can be slow sometimes. And what a wonderful moment to freeze up! My heart started racing and I wanted to yell at her. SAY SOMETHING!
"Mom...?" I mumbled and my voice cracked in anticipation.
"Renesmee.." she whispered and stroked my cheek. It was like watching a movie go from PAUSE to PLAY when her movements flawlessly began again. ".. You are still so young. You don't need to worry about this stuff yet. Can't we just... wait with all of this?" she pleaded.
What? Now it was my turn to be frozen. She ALWAYS understood me. She ALWAYS supported me. Why wouldn't she be here for me when I needed her the most?
"You were young when you married dad!" I almost shouted in frustration and she let go of my face.
"I wasn't seven!" she said defensively with a light frown on her face.
"WHAT?" I almost hissed. "You see me as seven?" I asked and crossed my arms.
"No, of course not.." she tried to continue but I was to mad to let her.
"Mom you have always told me stories of how head over heels, over the moon, crazy and stupid in love with each other.." I said and heard the passion in my voice as I noticed she was really listening to my words. ".. I love Jake," I continued as my heart started to race at the words. ".. I have been for a long time but I have only now realized it and I don't want to waste another second being without him. I can't do that." I felt both a wave of warmth rush through my body as I said it again, in love, and tears in my throat by the frustration of her not understanding. ".. Please. I beg of you to support me because I don't want to go against you." I finished and was scared about her answer.
She hesitated for a couple of seconds but shrugged her shoulders. "I'm here. I will support you the best I can."
My eyes opened wide in surprise and I nodded. "Thank you," I mumbled and she wrapped her arms around me.
Edward POV
As we ran through the forest I stopped him all of the sudden with all of my power.
"What the hell?!" Jacob shouted as he fell down.
"So it isnt enough that you tortuted me and Bella now you have to break my daugthers heart?!" I shouted at him while he was lying on the ground shocked. I was furious
"W-wh..what?" He said timid.
"I saw everything. She showed me. You and that girl. Don't you realise that even though you imprinted on her she loves you no matter what?!" I yelled
"She...She...loves me?" Jacob stuttered as he stood up. A million images of how he had admired her beauty flashed in his mind.
"LOVES.." I muttered. "With all her heart. For some reason.." I said and picked up the package and started running towards the beach.
Jacob POV
I was standing in the forest and Edward ran past me towards the beach. The box I was going to help him bring down didn't even matter.. the fact that it was for Renesmee didn't matter.
"She loves me.." I whispered and a warm wave rushed through my body. My head started spinning as I said it over and over again. Pull it together! I thought to myself and shook it off to the best of my ability. I ran as fast as I possibly could back to the house and rushed up the porch and into the living room.
"NESSIE?" I shouted but someone tackled me and pushed me up against a wall, holding a grip around my neck. "Bella..?" I mumbled.
"Listen to me real good right now, Jacob Black.." she muttered and tightened the grip. "I'm trusting you with my daughters heart. She is my whole world so if you hurt her..." she growled and leaned closer to my ear "..I will end you.." she hissed and leaned back and let go of my neck. "Did you hear me?"
"Yes," I assured her as I gasped for air on the ground. The grip didn't hurt at all. Mostly uncomfortable.
She took a step closer and looked down at me. "You saw how I fought for her. DIED for her.. while you tortured and broke my heart." she said with such passion and hurt of the memory. ".. You better take care of her.." she quickly leaned down to me and looked deep into my eyes. "..Or I will take care of you." she finished and stood back up and gave me a questioning look as if she wondered if I had been listening.
"YES!" I shouted in a way that almost sounded like I was cheering her on. She gave me a strange look and walked over to the window. Before she jumped down she turned around to me.
".. and the party starts now. She is already there..." she raised and eyebrow and I couldn't tell if she was smiling in encouragement or taunting me. ".. Good luck." she smirked and jumped out of the window.
As I sat down on the floor and rubbed my neck a million thoughts ran through my head. I have to see her! NOW! She needs to know how I feel. I pushed myself of the floor and jumped out of the window after Bella and for the first time I made sure to NOT mess up my clothes. I had to look good for this moment. Oh crap what is happening to me..
When I got down to the beach I saw the Cullen's mingeling with the pack. The beach had transformed from a plain old beach into an almost party looking place that could belong in a movie. Even thought the beach was covered with lights and decorations the only thing I saw was Renesmee. She shined brighter than any light or even star in this world. The sun was a blown out candle next to her. As she walked along the beach the moon light shined on the ocean and beamed on her face. Her milky skin looked so delicate next to the light purple short dress she was wearing. Mesmerized by her beauty I noticed I had started to walk towards her but stopped when I saw Edward and Bella looking at me. I stopped to a halt but they both nodded and I continued.
This is my moment, I told myself and took a deep breath.
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