Renesmee POV

As I looked at my feet moving around in the water I wished I could just disappear. Everything I thought I knew was now turned upside down. But then I felt the smell, the warmth.

Jacob, I thought and turned around. There he was, holding his hand out to me and without hesitation I took it. We started walking to a more private area amongst the cliffs and water, closer to the woods. I didn't even want to talk about what had happened today. I just wanted to be with him. I leaned on his arm as we walked but hen we stopped and he turned to me.

"Re-re...Renesmee.." he stuttered and took my hand. "You are beautiful tonight," my heart started beating with desire and I blushed at his compliment. "I'm truly sorry if I hurt you today." he whispered and I looked down. He put a finger under my chin and pulled it up to force me to look into his eyes. "I...I... That girl wasn't anyone important. I thought I screwed it up with you by the.. you know.. incident." he said and his voice cracked.

"So you just gave up on me that quick?" I said firmly. I wasn't going to back down.

"No. I would never. I just didn't care, didn't think. I just gave her the number to shut her up mostly." He said and chuckled.

"And..?" I asked.

"And..." he took both of my hands. "I love you Renesmee Cullen. And if you feel the same way I promise you that I will always be faithful to you. I will protect and honour you for the rest of my life." He said in a way that made my heart light up with love.

"I just want your love Jacob." I whispered and looked down at the ground. When he took a step closer I looked up at him.

"Well you got it," he said in a loving and determined way. He cupped my face in his hands and carried my lips to his. I closed my eyes and took in every second of our first kiss. His touch made my knees soft and I wrapped my arms carefully around him to hold myself up. I didn't want to let go of him or that moment.

He stopped kissing me when we heard some laughter on the beach. They were having a good time I guess.

"Should we get back?" he asked and leaned his forehead against mine as we gasped for air after our intense kiss. My hands fell down and I pressed them against his chest as he kissed my forehead.

I was so nervous but I took a deep breath and dared to follow my desire. I wrapped my arms around him again and looked at him before I pressed my lips against his. I had never felt this way before. I was in total ecstasy. The one person I had ever loved, loved me back. I wanted this to be the rest of my life. I wanted him to be my future. All these new feelings were bewildering and so strong. I grabbed his hair and pushed him closer to me.

"I love you." I said for the first time and tasted the words. Only his lips were as sweet as that.

"I love you more." he mumbled and placed a trail of kisses over my shoulders, neck and then nibbled my ear and whispered "You are so beautiful." I gasped for air as his words hit my skin. It was like a shock as it went through my spine and up to my neck, I leaned my head back as he continued kissing it.

It was all disrupted when we heard Lynn and Kyle arrive at the party. He pulled away and we stood there, wrapped in each other's arms.

"I think we should go back before they come looking for us." he chuckled and leaned his head on mine.

"Guess so." I whispered and kissed his chest.

"Come here." he smiled and held his hand out to me. I grabbed it with a smile and we walked back to the beach.

"Should we?" he looked down at our hands when we got to the beach.

"Guess not since Kyle and Lynn is here." I sighed and let go. It was best this way.

We walked up to my parents and hugged them.

"Everything okay?" My mom whispered. I smiled and showed her. Not everything of course but the good parts. She smiled and nodded when I took my hand down.

"The food is ready!" Alice smiled and led us to the table.

I said hello to everyone and the dinner was filled with amazing company, conversation and food and I couldn't help it..

One day I hope my kids will celebrate their birthday here. Mine and Jake's kids, I thought and watched the water behind my family.

Jacob squeezed my hand under the table and my eyes focused on the beautiful man beside me. He leaned towards me and his breath swirled around me in an intoxicaiting way as he murmured the words.

"I hope that too," he pulled back and I lit up with a smile. But I still blushed when I realized I had shown him.

After a long night Jake and I walked home hand in hand.

"That was an amazing night," he murmured as we approached my side of the house.

"Really was," I smiled and squeezed his hand. "..did you expect this to happen when you woke up?" I held our intertwined hands up and we chuckled.

"I dreamed of it every night and hoped for it every morning," he quickly kissed my hand.

"Jacob Black," I shook my head in disbelief and a true smile. "..who would have thought you were the romantic type?"

We both chuckled and I took a step up in my porch as he followed me to my door. Like a true gentleman.

"So goodnight I guess?" He asked. I didn't want him to leave but since everything had gone by so fast I knew it was best if we took at least a few seperate breaths.

"Guess so," I said to give him the option of me not saying 'Yes' or 'No'.

"Alright," he put his hand on mine that was gripping the railing. My hand relaxed and he took a step up on the porch. Our breaths became heavier as we looked deep into each others eyes. His hand carefully slid from the side of my hip and wrapped behind my back. I willingly took a step forward and he slowly leaned down to me as I stood on my tippy toes to reach his lips. No matter how often I got to taste these lips, no matter how often I would get to hear the words 'I love you, no matter how much time I would spent with him and no matter how close he came it would never be enough. He was everything I needed, wanted and craved. He was my Jacob.

His hot and plump lips moved with mine as his hand caressed my back. I wrapped my hand around the back of his neck and pulled his lips closer. Right when I felt his grip and kiss both become more intense he abruptly calmed down and slowly pulled away. My hand fell down from his neck and along his arm.

"You want to come with me? Inside?" I asked and tried to catch my breath.

"I would love to." he said and tried to keep his calm. His husky voice sent a warm wave through my body.

"Okay." I smiled and opened the door. We walked in together and he closed the door behind us. I threw my bag on the bed and we looked at each other. The moon light hit him perfectly. He took one deep breath and slowly walked up to me. He carefully leaned in for a kiss and as soon as our lips meet I threw my arms around him. His hands caressed my body all over and he pulled me closer. I got us over to the bed and fell down on him, our lips never leaving each other.

"Oh God!" Jake whispered as I sat on top of him. I giggled and kissed his neck.

"Are you okay?" I whispered with a smile and let my hands go down to his belt that I started to get off.

"Ness..." he moaned and pulled me away. "No."

"What? You... don't want to?"

"There is nothing I want more." he chuckled and sat me down beside him on the bed. "But you know how old fashioned you father is. He would kill me."

"You are thinking about my father? Whatever works for you I guess." I joked and he laughed.

"No it's just that... your parents have given me their blessing.. I think and I want to honor them. You." He cupped my face with one of his hands and pulled me closer for a kiss.

Tonight I had realized something. There is nothing sweeter than Jacob Black. Even though I now wish he was less of a gentleman.

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