Jacob POV - a few weeks later
"More," Renesmee panted through her plump parted lips. "..please."
Her pleads for more of me made me crazy. I wanted to give her more, everything she wanted. Every single bit of me. But I couldn't.. I want to honor her.. I looked at her, straddaling me as I had my fingers inside her.. well I'll honor her for as long as I can.
"I can't," I moaned to her as she kissed me.
"Another finger," she moaned and I did as she asked. My lips roamed over her chest as she reached the peak and let out a cry of pleasure. As she was finished I stopped and she kissed me through her gasps for air. "..thank you," she giggled and I kissed her again.
"My pleasure," I grinned and moved around inside her again. She quickly moved away and I asked if I did something wrong.
"No, I just want something else," she murmured and kissed me.
"Anything you want," I moaned as she pressed her chest against mine. "..well almost."
We both laughed and she wrapped her hand around me. I groaned and pushed my face against her chest.
"You," she moaned and moved her hand up and down. "..inside of me."
"You know I can't," I moaned and she put a finger over my lips.
"There are ways around your little plan to keep me pure," she smirked and kissed me on the lips before she made her way down to my neck. With one hand she carefully pushed me down on the bed so I laid completeley relaxed and exposed. Since she was still straddaling me I felt a bit unsure. Could I stay away from her?
Her lips made their way from my neck and down to my thighs. She made her way around what I really wanted her to put those pretty pink lips on. Everytime she planted a kiss on my skin I felt the muscles tighten in the right place. Then her lips finally landed where I wanted them.
"God," I moaned and placed my hand on her head.
The memory of last night came up in the front of my mind everytime I looked at her lips. They were still and silent as she was in a deep, deep sleep.
Guess I tired her out, I thought to myself with a grin.
PIG! My inner voice snarled. You imprinted to protect her! Not to... do those things!
I shook my head and continued to look at her.
How long can I just lay here and admire her beauty? I thought to myself as Renesmee laid peacefully sleeping on my arm. One of her little hands were by her cheek as the other one was on my chest. Her milky skin looked so pure next to my darker russet skin... and her lavender eyelids pared with those long seductive lashes just mezmerized me.
Finally, I thought to myself and let my fingers stroke along side her naked arm. I have everything I have ever wanted. There is nothing I have ever felt this way for. Nothing I have wanted to be tied down to like this. Nothing I have loved like this.. and I would never let it go.
I nuzzled my face into her hair at the top of her head and took in her sweet scent. Nothing is like it. While my fingers clasped onto her arm carefully I pulled her closer. I could never be close enough to this body.
I will love, honor, protect and serve Renesmee until the end of time. Not having her is not an option. I had to be near her. But to have her love.. My life felt amazing in this moment. Waking up next to Renesmee just felt complete.
She started to slowly squirm in my arms and nibbled on my skin.
"Good morning, beautiful," I chuckled to her and she pulled herself closer to me.
"Good morning, handsome," she grinned and kissed me with such passion that I woke up right away. Her hand slid from my chin, all the way down my chest and she took a handful of me in her hand.
"Ness," I moaned.. Just moaning her name was enough to get me going. PATHETIC! my inner voice snarled.
"Jacob," she moaned into my neck.
"Wow," I said and put my hand on hers to pull it away but I couldn't. "..this is gonna be hard."
She gave me a giggled and kissed me. "I sure hope so."
"Please don't," I pleaded to her and she lightened the grip of me. It felt wrong. I wanted to take her hand around me again.
"You sure?" she mumbled and made little circles on my thighs.
"Nessie, I want you but.." I began.
"Yeah, I know," she muttered and got out of bed. "I'm going to take a shower."
She shut the door behind her and I heard the shower going.
"Great job, Jake." I mumbled to myself.
Renesmee POV
Why didn't he want me!
All I wanted was him. In every way possible. After I saw him giving that girl his number I just thought he would never even love me like that.. and when he said that he did I thought there was nothing more I would ever need..
Well you got what you wanted! I snarled at myself.
"Shut up," I told myself. No need to be pissy! I got my clothes of and jumped into the shower real quick. When I came out I looked myself in the mirror. Well.. maybe I'm the problem? Is something wrong with me? I mean Jacob was the most beautiful thing on earth.. how could I ever compare?
"Look, Ness," Jacob opened the door in a second and his jaw dropped as he looked at me. "..god this is gonna be hard."
I laughed and gave myself a mental high five. Nothing wrong with you! I thought with triumph and got a towel around my body. When I walked past him I kissed his cheek. His hands wrapped around my waist and he pulled me closer.
"Maybe we can just," he started and looked down my towel.
"NO!" I squealed and pushed him away. "Jacob," I smirked at him and he pulled himself together.
"You are right," he wiped the water from his hands away on his jeans.
"Well then close your mouth," I chuckled and walked over to my drawer. Since it was just me and Jacob I threw on some jeans and a top before I jumped into bed with a book.
"I'm gonna go and meet the pack soon. Have to talk some things over," he said and got dressed. For some reason he seemed a bit more clumsy than usual.
"Okay," I crawled to the end of the bed and he walked up to me. "Am I going to see you later?"
"Of course," he smiled and stroked my jaw. "..but first you have to go and see Charlie. You havenät seen him in a while." he leaned down and kissed me.
Oh crap! I had totally forgotten about Charlie! Everything has been so great and my days have been spent with Jacob. I got out of bed and threw my book in a bag.
"Wait," he raised his eyebrows. "..are you going now?"
"Uh, yeah." I pulled my bag over my arm. "Why?"
"I just asked," he seemed to panic a bit. He mumbled something like 'Didn't know you would go now, maybe I should too.'.
"Well.. I think I will," I said and walked over to the door.
"Well I should go now too," he said and ran up behind me.
"Oh," I smirked to him and he looked scared and confused. "You can wait. My dad won't kill you" I kissed him and walked out of the room.
"I'm not worried about your father," he huffed.
"Then what is it?" I raised an eyebrow. It almost seemed like he was thinking about what to say. He usually just blurted it out.
"Maybe a little scared," he nodded. "..but if I leave now and we do what we have to do then we can see each other eariler."
"Fine," I rolled my eyes. There is something he isn't telling me. "Come here little boy," I teased and took his hand as we walked down. I almost had to drag him down the last bit of steps.
"What if he reads my mind about what we do at night? If he knew what we do and have almost done... I'm FUCKED," he whispered.
"Come here," I rolled my eyes. "He would never hurt you. You mean to much to me," I assured him and showed him just how much. He finally sighed and followed me down the last bit.
"Good morning mom and dad," I said happily and skipped over to hug them and take an apple.
"Good morning sweetie," my dad kissed the top of my head. "Oh. Jacob. Hello," my dad began. "..didn't know you spent the night here," he smiled and picked up a knife to cut an apple.
Dad, please stop. He is already afraid of you. I pleaded to him and I swear.. I could hear Jacob's heart beating out of his chest. Dad chuckled at me and finished cutting the apple and handed it to me.
"Thank you," I whispered and walked over to Jacob. He seemed a bit frozen and I lightly shook his hand. "Jake?"
"Uh, yeah well you know.. I did. I love sleeping with Nessie," he said nervously and pointed up to my room. Both my mom and dad leaned against the counter and my mom had one hand on her hip in a cocky way. "..I mean she is so soft you know," he buried his face in his hand and Emmett burst out in laughter from the living room. "..Uh, I sleep better when Ness is by my side."
"I bet you get a lot of sleep," Emmett taunted from the living room and I heard Rosalie slap him.
"Let's go," I said to Jacob as my parents muffled laughter at how nervous he was. This time I didn't have to drag him at least.. he dragged me out. "..that went well," I sighed as we walked to my car.
"Oh god, that was awful!" Jacob interrupted me. "I have spent several night over here and they had to be here the morning after you went down on me?" he whispered and I covered his mouth with my hand.
"You don't think they can hear you?" I hissed and he sighed. "Let's just go," I patted his back as we got in the car.
"Give me some cred," he sighed. "..what you did last night was AMAZING and I didn't think about it all the time when I saw your dad."
"Yeah, I should give you credit for not thinking about it," I grabbed his thigh to tease him even more and he put the car in full speed. We both laughed and on the way over to Charlie we talked about what we could do to protect our thoughts around dad. No good ideas came up.
"Well," I sighed and kissed him. "..have fun with the pack I guess."
"I'll try. They have been annoying lately," he groaned and tightened the grip around the steering wheel.
"I think I can make of for the day if it turns out to be a bad one," I grinned and nibbled on his earlobe.
"Bet you can," he moaned and I kissed him good bye. He once again put the car in full speed and drove away. I looked at the house and heard the TV going.
Charlie still didn't know the full truth about us. It was to dangerous. The Volturi would kill him. But he did know about Jacob. Even though he never called him a werewolf, instead he said 'a very large dog'. I laughed everytime. He had never been to pushy or asked questions all the time and my age was never questioned. I was both as old as I looked our actually was. Didn't matter! I was still his princess. As long as he is with us I'm happy.
When I came up to the door nobody answered to my knocks so I looked inside the window. Charlie was sleeping on the couch with the TV going. I walked around the house and found a window open on the second floor. I took a few steps back and jumped up without a sound. When I walked downstairs I opened another window so I would have an excuse to how I got in. In the living room Charlie was still asleep so I walked up and kissed him on the forehead.
"Grandpa..?" I whispered.
He woke up with a big snore of surprise. "Re-renesmee?" he said with a horse voice.
"Charlie?" I giggled and he smiled.
"What are you doing here? Did your mother come with you?" he sat up.
"No," I blushed. "..Jacob drove me here," I mumbled. God I miss him already!
"Jake huh?" he groaned and stretched. "..good guy that boy."
"Yeah," I smiled and bit my lip to conceal my smile. "..he really is." I caught Charlie giving me a strange look so I panicked. "Why were you sleeping down here anyway?"
"I watched some home videos and the game was one," he leaned back and took a sip of his Vitamin R.
"Grandpa," I hesitated. Could I tell him?
"Yes?" he waited.
"I like Jacob," I blurted out.
"Of course. I do to" he said like it was no big deal. He clearly didn't get it.
"I like, like him." I said and finally dared to look in his eyes.
"Oh…" he looked onto the ground and seemed a bit confused. "..well finally someone is smart enough to snatch him up."
"What?" I burst out in laughter.
"Look," he gave me a smile that never quite reached his eyes. "..This thing with age is nothing I need to even attempt to understand because I never will," he began and I nodded. "..another 'need to know' situation."
I think he somehow knows what we are. That I'm his granddaughter by blood.
"Yeah, I guess."
He made a gesture like it was no big deal and I chuckled.
"Well he can protect you, take care of you. He likes you?" he waited for my answer and I nodded. "..why not?"
"Thank you grandpa," I murmured and hugged him. His scent made my throat burn and reminded me that I had to hunt. "..was this how you were when mom talked about dad?" I chuckled to break the tension.
"Well," he chuckled and pulled out of my hug. "..no."
"So I have heard," I laughed.
"But I like him now. I wouldn't have you without him," he stroked my cheek. Moments like this made me question if he knew. His words were filled with such love. I wish I could project everything to him.
"I love you grandpa," I smiled.
"Love you to pumpkin," he kissed my forehead as I leaned in for another hug.
Edward POV
"Bella," I turned around to her. She was laying on the bed reading a book.
"Yes?" she put the book down and gave me her full attention.
"I hate talkig about this again," I muttered and sat down beside her. We had already been through what was in Jacob's head this morning. "Since Jacob and Renesmee are getting closer we should find out what her body is capable of."
"Well if you could get me pregnant, you being a vampire and I was human, then she should be able to. Right?" she said plainly. It was a bit easier for her I think.
"I don't know. I never even imagined you being pregnant. We have to find answers. Carlisle has no sure ones and we need to be sure."
"Okay," she mumbled and looked sad.
"I will protect her, Bella. She won't have to go through the pain you went through."
Bella POV
Thinking of my daughter being intimate with someone was impossible. She is seven. My baby girl. My little nudger. It dosen't matter how old she is in mind and body.. she has only been alive for seven years. She shouldn't have to go through the pain I experienced. But if she could have children and she wanted them I would support her.
"I will make sure she is safe," I assured him and put my hand on his. "You are right. She shouldn't have to go through that pain."
I know the lasts ones are REALLY quick POV's but I still thought I would put them in. So what do you guys think? :)