Renesmee POV

I don't know why Jacob is so nervous but its actually kinda cute, I thought to myself as he carried me into my room. For some reason he had insisted on carrying me. As he put me down I looked around the room. Candles and flowers everywhere. The candles created a beautiful dim light in the room that fit perfectly with the moonlight outside. As I admired the new surroundings I let my fingers slide across the bed. I reacted by the recently changed and washed sheets.

He has something in mind, I thought and he put his arms around me from behind. The room was filled up with the vanilla scented candles and lillys. It created a sweet mix.

"Kinda bad timing with the talk we just had huh?" he murmured. "..wish I got a heads up," we chuckled and he kissed my neck.

I turned around to look at him. "I love you Jacob Black," I placed one hand on his chest and the other one behind his neck. "..I want you."

"I would die for you Renesmee Carlie Cullen," he mumbled and started to breath heavily. "..but we can't do this after what we just talked about."

"Let's just be safe," I murmured and pulled us closer.

"They have given me their blessing and I can't..." he began.

"Well so have I," I interrupted him and pressed my lips against his.

"Ness?" he moaned against my lips.

"Mhmm?" I mumbled and let my hands caress his body.

"If we can," he pulled away and looked at me. "..do you want too?"

"I think that is pretty clear," I chuckled and kissed his chest.

"No," he chuckled. "..I mean kids."

"Oh," I giggled and placed my hand on his cheek. YES! I showed him the two golden skinned boys I imagined. The ones with a perfect mix of our dark eyes.

"Renesmee," he almost whispered and took my hands in his before he went down on one knee and only held one. I froze. "..I will honor you and your parents. I will keep every promise I made to you on the beach that night. I will protect you, honor you, serve you and love you for as long as I live," he took a deep breath. "..will you marry me?"

As his words hit me they ran through my head over and over again. I have him. My Jacob. My love. The one. I want to bind myself to him in every way possible. Belong to one another. Forever.. I could no longer stay quiet.. my husband to be was waiting for an answer.

"Yes," I breathed and it felt like a relief. "Yes," I whispered and he stood up again. He picked me up and spun us around before we both crumbled down on the floor, never stopping the embrace. We stayed quiet on the floor in each others arms before we could say anything. Finally Jacob gathered the strength.

"I-I don't have a ring," he began and I laughed. "..but I will get your one."

"It's okay," I smiled and pulled in for a kiss. "I love you," I murmured and by the way he looked at me I could tell what was to come. Carefully we started to kiss again. It started out softly and gently but quickly turned into something more passionate and almost frantic. My hands unbuttoned his shirt as he caressed my back. When I finally got every button up he got a firm grip of my rear and lifted me up on the bed. As he went to kiss me he let his hands linger under my shirt and he pulled it off. I laid there on the best with my chest exposed and felt safer then I ever have. His hands desperatley pulled off my pants as he kissed my chest and I stroked his hair. After kissing me practically all over he went up to my lips. I could finally let my hands slide down and I fumbled to get his pants unbuttoned. They quickly came of and now all that was in between us was our underwear. His hand gripped the curve of my waist and he leaned up to look at me.

"You are so beautiful," he mumbled and tugged my panties down. His fingers started to carefully swirl around my sensitive nub after he pulled them off. My nails almost dug into his back as I twisted in pleasure. I pulled him closer and he laid on top of me.

"I love you, Jacob." I moaned as he rubbed himself against my opening.. then I realized.. that night that we almost did it I had said the same thing and he stopped. CRAP! Right when I expected him to pull away he started to push the head in.

"I love you more Nessie," he moaned and looked down. "..are you sure?" he asked and I felt my cheeks flame up. I wanted him.. so bad.

"No," I mumbled and surprised myself with the answer.

"What?" he panted and stopped. What could I say? I had wanted him to do this for so long but he never let himself go this far and now I stop him!

"Honeymoon," I whispered and caressed his shoulders.

"O-okay," he mumbled and looked a bit disappointed.

"I'm sorry," I chuckled and he was still right at my opening "..could you?" I pointed down.

"Oh, of course." he mumbled and pulled out the head again. "..sorry," he laid down beside me and pulled the covers over himself.

"I'm sorry," I murmured and cuddled up beside him.

"You drive me crazy," he laughed.

"Well," I sat up on him and caressed his thighs. "..we have survived with other activities," I smirked and kissed his chest. "..I might not be able to give you everything," I said and put him in my hand. "..but I can give you something," I said and put him in my mouth.

Jacob POV

I felt my body tense up and the sweet relief closing in once again. There is nothing hotter than to see Renesmee going down on me. Her lips were tightly wrapped around me as I thrusted my hips up and down.

"Pull away if you don't want it," I moaned. No matter how caught up in the moment I was I couldn't just force it on her. No matter how hot it would be to finally see her swallow it.. The other times she had pulled away at the last second and let me finish it myself by hand. (pun intended)

"Oh god," I hissed through my teeth and moved her head up and down. She was still going.. Oh crap. Well I am not going to last very long now. Since the family house was somewhat close to Renesmee's part of the house I had to at least TRY to stay quiet.. but it didn't work.

"FUCK!" I yelled as the thought filled every inch of my mind. She didn't pull away. I could fill her up.. In some way at least. As I reached the peak I almost squirmed in pleasure and let loud moans. "Oh god, yes."

I could feel my heart beating like it was in my head. When I finally gathered myself I looked at Renesmee. Oh crap.. her mouth was closed. Usually she had it open and was wiping her lips by now. Why did I do that? God damnet Jacob! Imagine recieveing something like that! It can't be nice..

She leaned her head back and I heard a gulp. Well.. maybe it wasn't awful. I hope not. When she cocked her head and looked at me her tongue carefully licked her lips and I gasped. She.. liked it?

Round two, I thought to myself and pulled her closer.

There was nothing better than to see Renesmee sleeping in my arms as I thought back to everything we had done the previous night. Seeing her so peaceful and knowing I can't touch her was very arousing. I decided to give her a kiss on the forehead before I got up. Since she just moaned and rolled over I think she clearly showed that she wants to keep sleeping so I threw on some clothes and walked out on the little porch. As soon as I did I saw Bella and Edward packing the car. I waved to them and Edward started to walk over.

DON'T THINK, DON'T THINK, DON'T THINK!

"Too late," Edward muttered and stopped by the stairs. "..but I'm proud of her.. and you."

"Wow, thanks I guess.. dad," I sighed at myself and Edward laughed.

"We thought we would just say goodbye to her, is she?" he began and I knew what he meant.

Yeah, she is dressed. Somewhat... DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN! SORRY!

"Don't worry," Edward chuckled and walked inside while Bella stopped by the porch and hugged me.

"Take care of her, Jake." she mumbled. "We will be back soon but she is in your hands now."

"I will protect her with my life," I began and felt determined to tell her. "..and make an honest woman out of her. If you let me," I finished and searched her eyes for a reaction. Should I protect my groin?

"Who better for her!" she jokingly punched me and hugged me once more. "..remember when you wanted to marry me?" she taunted and I for some reason blushed.

"Things sure has ended up diffrently than I thought they would," I chuckled.

"Everything happens for a reason," she smiled and gave me a pat on the back when Edward came out. "Is she awake?"

"Yeah, she is waiting inside," he said and she walked into the room.

Oh boy! I thought and took a deep breath when he leaned against the railing. A sharp pain of when Bella pushed me up against the wall that night came back.

"So," I said nervously and looked at him. "..do I have your permission?"

"Well," he sighed. "...you already asked her and she said yes."

"Yeah, about that.. It kind of just happened."

"I can't stop her from being happy," he interrupted me and gave me a pat on the back. "Who better for her!" he quoted Bella as she came out.

"Thanks," I smiled and they hugged.

"Get her a pretty ring and everything will be fine," he joked and Bella rolled her eyes.

It felt a bit strange to see him this happy and joking around.

"Well I have a beautiful wife," he kissed Bella on the head and looked inside. "..a beautiful daughter," he looked me up and down. "..and a great stepson." he smirked.

"Now that last part you just said to shock me!" I pointed at him and he laughed.

"Shall we go honey?" Bella hugged Edward tighter.

"We shall," he held his hand out to her and the next second they were at the car. Before he got in he looked at me. "..take care of her."

"That I shall," I teased and he got in the car. When I could no longer see their car Renesmee came out and wrapped her arms around me.

"Good morning sleepy head," I smiled and put my arm around her.

"Good morning, fiance," she smiled and kissed me.

"What is on the agenda today my wonderful soon to be wife?" I continued joking and she laughed.

"I don't know yet soon to be husband," she chuckled. "..but I have hunt first. Then maybe a movie or dinner or I don't know," she drew little cirlces on my chest and looked so innocent. "..look for a ring?"

"Whatever you want Mrs Black," I smirked.

"Mrs Cullen Black prehaps?" she asked.

"As I said, whatever you want Mrs.. Cullen Black," I said and we laughed.

The next second she ran inside and before I got in she had thrown on some clothes and was on her way out.

"The vampire side of you is strong my friend," I joked and we laughed.

"I will be back soon," she smiled and kissed me before she ran away. I watched her run into the forest and her copper hair created a beautiful blurr behind her.

"Don't take to long Mrs Cullen Black," I smiled to myself and walked inside.

So do you think Jacob is ready to become a Cullen? ;)