Juice Newton & Eddie Rabbit - Both to each other
Labrinth ft. Emeli Sande - Beaneath your beautiful
Renesmee POV - a few weeks later
I woke up fully aware that I had a long day of school ahead of me. Which only made me want to fall asleep again. But since the wedding was fast approaching I knew I couldn't have school work behind me. When I tried to get out of bed Jacob had something else in mind..
"Stay here with me," he murmured and pulled me down next to him. I lightly chuckled and turned my face to him for a kiss.
"I have school today," I said in between kisses and he jumped right out of bed as I laid and watched him.
"Oh right, I forgot!" he shook his head to wake up and put some clothes on. I couldn't help but admire his beauty. The light hit every inch of his body perfectly. I crawled over to the end of the bed and pulled him closer to me. My hands went under his shirt to pull it up as I kissed his abs.
"Look who has finally woken up," he chuckled as I started to pull his pants of he pulled them up.
"Don't you want it?" I pouted to him.
"You have school, remember?" he chuckled and scooped me up in his arms and carried me downstairs. "..want some eggs and bacon?"
"Yes please," I smiled as he put me down. "..heavy on the bacon," I smirked and walked over to the bathroom. Quickly I threw on some makeup and did my hair as I put on my clothes. Thanks to dad for my ninja reflexes.
"BREAKFEAST NESSIE!" I heard Jacob yell and I ran straight to him in full speed. As he put the food on my plate I quickly gave him a kiss on the cheek and sat down.
"Smells delicious," I smiled as he sat down with me.
"Hope it tastes as good," he sighed and took a bite. I took a bite and smiled at him. "..is it good?"
"Delicious," I grinned and took another. "..you know you can cook sometimes right?" I teased.
"Sometimes," he smirked and held my hand. "So have you found a dress yet?"
"I think so. Alice has given me so many choices that its hard to just pick one," I rolled my eyes and we laughed.
"How does it look?"
"White, long," I shrugged and continued eating.
"Are you upset about something?" he asked and squeezed my hand.
"No, I'm just having an off day I guess," I shook my head and tried to gather myself. I felt so stressed over it all. When we finished eating Jacob took the dishes while I got the last things ready. Today was a somewhat big day since he was driving me to school and... well.. we were official. People had only heard rumors since we haven't been out to a local place together yet. So when he drove into the parking space and ran over to open my door I felt butterflies once again. Like the first time we kissed. He opened the door and held his hand out to help me up.
"Such a gentlemen," I smiled and felt everyones eyes on us.
"Only for you," he smirked and we felt a bit awkward. "..so... ready?" he asked and moved closer.
"Ready," I laughed and his hands wrapped around me to pull me closer. As my hands went behind his neck to get more out of the kiss I think I even heard some gasps. When his breath became heavier I slowly pulled away to catch my breath.
"I have to be able to concentrate today you know," I smirked and playfully hit his chest.
"I know the feeling," he smiled and kissed me again. "..you are all I can think about day and night," he whispered against my lips.
This was the point we should say goodbye and go our seperate ways but I couldn't bring myself to move my hands from him.
"Follow me to my locker?" I smiled and he nodded. We both walked proudly through the halls hand in hand. He wasn't actually allowed in the school but none of the teachers dared to tell him otherwise.. When we got to the locker I leaned my back against it. He placed his hands on each side of my head and leaned in for a kiss. His arms almost created a barrier between us and the others. I wrapped my hand tightly around his cheek and projected everything I wanted to do to him and he pulled me closer to.. conceal something.
"You little tease," he grinned and I giggled like a school girl.
"Will you pick me up later?"
"I will be here waiting for you," he smiled.
"Great, see you later then," I murmured and he hugged me tight. "..I love you."
"Love you too," he whispered back and put me down. "..have fun," he kissed me on the forehead and walked back out to the parking lot. As he walked away I wasn't the only one watching him walk away.
"All mine," I whispered to myself with a grin and turned around to put my things in the locker.
"NESS!" I heard a familiar voice almost yell behind me and when I turned around I saw Lynn running towards me. She had her arms out as Kyle walked right behind her. He was tall, light brown hair, bangs to the side and sometimes back, defined cheekbones and wonderful eyes. Very handsome.. But no Jacob. Kyle was my first crush since I didn't realize my feelings for Jacob right away. I could never have imagined how strong they would become.
"Hey, Ren," Kyle nodded at me as Lynn hugged me tighter than ever.
"Hi Kyle," I smiled.
"Math started like five minutes ago, hurry up!" she said almost franticly and helped me close my locker. Her hand wrapped around mine as she dragged us into the classroom. It was like any other day. A long and boring lesson of math. Nothing exciting ever happened. Later we just sat down at our normal table but Lynn.. Oh, Lynn.. she knew something was up.
"Ren, you look almost glowing," she had a confused frown and I gave her a pleading look that said 'PLEASE SHUT UP!'. She finally got it and let out a big gasp. "..Um, Kyle go get me a pudding please?"
"But the line is so long," Kyle whined and pointed over to it.
"Please?" she pouted and he walked away. Right away she almost slammed me down on the chair and held my hands. "OH MY GOD YOU DID IT!" she whispered.
"NO!" I hissed and looked around if anyone heard us. They didn't seem it so I calmed down and looked at Lynn. "...not IT."
"Oh my god," she laughed and leaned back. "What did you do? How was it?"
"Oh god, Lynn. Can I have some privacy?" I blushed.
"TELL ME!" she chuckled.
"It was amazing," I admitted and she grinned even bigger.
"Was he?" she held her hands ten inched away from each other.
"My jaw hurts," I said and surprised myself by my open answer.
"OH!" she held back a laugh and leaned in closer. "..did he..?" she pointed to her mouth and I burst out in laughter. Now everyone was looking!
"Here is your pudding," Kyle looked a bit awkward and sat down beside Lynn.
"Thanks babe," she grinned at me as he wrapped her arm around her. When he planted a very romantic kiss on her I jumped up a bit.
"Oh my god why didn't you guys tell me?" I smiled and Lynn took my hand.
"Well.. I wanted to but Kyle couldn't miss seeing the look on your face," Lynn smiled and looked at him with love.
"Totally worth it," he smiled and licked the pudding of the spoon in what I assume was hot to Lynn but only awkward for me.
"I'm really happy for you guys," I smiled.
"Thanks," Lynn smiled and kissed him.
"Hope this isn't way too awkward for you though," Kyle laughed and kissed her again.
"As long as this," I pointed to their lips. "..stays in the bedroom."
We all laughed and finished the rest of the day happily. Usually school days were only boring since I already knew most of the stuff but today it was somewhat exciting. The day ended with all of us walking out together and laughing. We must have looked like something out of a cheesy movie called 'Bestes friends forever' or something..
"Oh crap! I forgot my bag.. I'll be right back," Kyle kissed Lynn before he ran inside.
"So how are you two getting home?" I asked.
"I'm going home with Kyle," she put a lock of her hair behind her ear and blushed.
"Have you two?" I gave her a stern look. The one I knew she always cracked under.
"It was amazing," she began and I gasped with a smile. "..he was so gentle and nice. After we you know... did some stuff last weekened I thought he ditched me. He was really just scared about ruining our friendship when he started to like me," she said and took my hands.
Well.. what better time to tell her you are getting married AND not getting any...
"Jacob and I are waiting," I pulled out my hand from under hers and the sun hit the ring perfectly. Her jaw dropped and she jumped up and down.
"YOU ARE GETTING MARRIED?" she yelled happily and I blushed by all the people looking.
"SHHH!" I laughed and tried to calm her down. "..everyone is looking."
Great! Now everyone knew.. Guess we can skip the invitations.
"When did this happen?" she kept admiring my ring.
"In a few weeks. Short notice I know but I still hope you can sing at my wedding," I smiled.
"Of course I will!" she blurted out. "..but thats not the point here. You two are waiting with sex until after marriage?"
I burst out in both nervous and entertained laughter at her interest.
"Yeah, he wanted to."
"Wow," she looked at my ring again. "..he is a keeper!"
"I think so," I smiled and looked at my ring.
"I just felt closer to him after. Like we were bonded in another way," she shrugged her shoulders and I took in her words.
Would that be what it felt like? I imagine it would be..
"I'm back," Kyle panted and kissed Lynn again. "..did I miss something?"
"Our little girl is getting married!" Lynn said dramatically and pulled my hand out.
"Holy crap!" Kyle gasped and looked at the ring. "Congratulations! Where is the dude? I wanna congratulate him too!"
"Over there I think," I said and turned to look out over the cars.. and sure enough there he was. Leaning against our (well mine..) car. Lynn almost dragged me and Kyle over to him and I ran the last bit to hug him.
"Hello beautiful," Jacob murmured into my neck before he ended our embrace. "..Hey guys," he seemed a bit surprised that they followed. I think he was still mad over the misunderstanding with Kyle and Lynn.
"Hey, congratulations dude!" Kyle shook his hand and Jacob gave me a confused look.
"I told them," I smiled and Lynn once again admired my ring.
"Oh, great!" He smiled and nodded to Kyle. "..well thanks man," he pulled me closer and looked oh so proud! "..I'm a lucky guy."
"Take care of our little Ren!" Kyle chuckled and held Lynn's hand. Jacob usually hated when people called me 'Ren' since he thought the nickname he made up (Nessie) was better.
"We should totally double date now!" Lynn squealed.
"Yes we should," I smiled at Jacob and he shook his head with Kyle.
"Well congraultaions to you two I see," Jacob pointed to their hands.
"Thanks," Kyle held their intertwined hands up and kissed hers. "..I have been a fool not to realize it earlier but things worked out."
"Aww," both Lynn and I breathed while Jacob smiled at us.
"Well do you guys want a ride home?" Jacob asked them.
"No thanks," Kyle gave Lynn a playful look. "..we are taking a walk home."
"Yeah, who knows what could happen on the way," she smirked and both Jacob and I coughed loudly.
"We are right here," I teased them and Lynn stuck her tongue out at me.
"See you guys later," Kyle waved at us as they walked away.
"See ya!" I smiled and we got in the car.
When we got home he had put out candles and flowers in the house. To make it cozy and feel like a home. I put my bag down and ran upstairs while he cleaned up in the kitchen after breakfeast. I took of my clothes and underwear. I jumped real quick in the shower. I thought about being with Jake. When I walked out I saw Jake sitting on the edge of the bed. Just relaxing.
"Did the shower feel good? I installed a new one." He said with his perfect voice and pared it with that bright smile. It all sent a warm wave through my body that stopped at the right place.
I took a deep breath and walked up to him. My hands gently cupped his face as I placed a light kiss on his lips. It had the right amount of passion and love behind it. But there was still a question behind it. The answer was in his eyes. They burned with fire and lust. And just like that.. We were done for.
I let my hands slide to the back of his neck where I grabbed a hanful of his hair. Gracefully I moved up into his lap as my towel fell of my body. He firmly grabbed the curves of my waist and pulled me closer. As his hands roamed, caressed and satisfied every inch of my body I was going crazy.
I wanted more, I wanted him.
I pulled the handful of his hair back and angled his head so I could intensify our kiss. My tongue lightly coaxed for his lips to part and they granted my entrance. My somewhat wet body pressed against his fully clothes body. They bothered me tremendously. Our lips parted for a moment to get those awful hinders out of the way. In the process he pulled me closer and moved us further up on the bed. He leaned on the side with his elbow, almost hovering over me, as we continued kissing. I pulled him closer and intensified our kiss to make up for the time our lips had been parted from one anothers. He placed passionate kisses along my cheeks, jaw, neck and chest. I let out a whimpering moan and arched my back in excitement.
Every touch was addicting. I would never let go of this moment.
Finally he came back up to my face and I once again pulled him closer. My hands caressed his neck and shoulders as I took what I wanted. Trailing my fingers along his chest I made my way down his magnificent body to unbuckle his belt. When I hooked a finger on the hem of his boxers he did as I wanted and pulled them down too. The heavy fabric of his jeans and belt clicked against the floor when they landed. It was only a reminder of what was to come and my body began to tingle. I placed my hands around him and felt him, skin to skin. He let out a heavy sigh of pleasure and began to kiss my neck again. His teeth lightly nibbled on my earlobe as he let me hear his pleasure. A fire rumbled through my body. I wanted him. I needed him.
I almost dragged my fingers along his skin and began to caress his shoulders again. We kissed as he moved to lay fully on top of me. He pulled my legs up and positioned himself.
"Tell me if it hurts," he lighly panted with a nervous voice.
I nodded and bit my lip in excitement. When he finally started pushing in I first gasped. He looked deep into my eyes for any sign of pain. But there was only pleasure so far. Only when he began to get a little deeper did I flinch in pain and he stopped abruptly.
"It's okay," I cupped his face again. He didn't seem convinced. "..it will be over soon." I assured him and caressed his back. The muscles were all tensed up as he held back from taking me right there. He was still holding back and seemed to be going over the possible outcome of this activity. I saw doubt in his eyes.
"Please," I moaned and pushed him deeper inside with my hands on his back. "..please." I moaned and gently kissed him. He began to quiver with pleasure and got just as lost as I was. When I looked into his eyes again I only saw love and lust.
He began to slowly push in again. The burning pain grew the deeper he got. But I was smart enough to hold it in this time, and not project anything about it. Finally when it felt like all of him was in I let out a gasp of relief. To my surprise he continued pushing inside. I was surprised that there was any left of him at this point. But nothing to complain about.
The pain started to take of when he had pushed in and out a couple of times. At least it wasn't to bad. I just wanted him.
It's fine. It feels great, I projected to him and he finally pushed his lips against mine again. They were feather light on mine. He pulled away and looked deep into my eyes as he pushed in a bit harder. I gasped and arched my back in pleasure. It felt like my eyes were going to roll into the back of my head. My hands grabbed a handful of the sheets and I heard them rip.
"I love you," he moaned and buried his face in my neck.
"I love you too," I let out in a moan. He began to pick up the pace and I began to pant. His plump lips pressed against mine with such passion this time that my heart skipped a beat. He once again pulled his face away to look at me.
"Are you okay?" he whispered as he kept a steady pace.
But I was unable to speak. Everything was so overwhelming, bewildering. I was in total ecstasy. I almost felt unable to project how great it was. My mind was a mess. But I think I got something through because he began to give me more. His hand slid up along my body, cupped the back of my neck to angle my face and give me a deep kiss. His hand continued to trail upwards as he took my hand in his and braided our fingers together over our heads.
Everything continued being just as great for hours and we never got tired. We never got enough of each other. I felt like I would never have to take another breath again, never want to sleep or eat, only be with him.
I pushed him onto his back and put my hands on his chest for support as I started moving.
"You are so beautiful," he moaned.
He gripped my waist and pulled me down harder onto him. I threw my head back as he caressed my hips and up to my chest. One of his hands cupped my face. His thumb dragged along my lower lip and lightly pulled it down. I put my hand on his.
I can't hold on, I told him.
My gasps for air became closer together. I leaned down to kiss him. Chest to chest I moved against him and teased myself. He held me closer and rolled me over on my back, never leaving my lips. I braided my fingers into his hair as we kissed. His thrusts became faster. I felt my walls tighten around him as we both reached the peak of the new experience.
I had my hands on his cheeks and our foreheads were leaning against one anothers as he slowed down. We laid still for a few moments as we caught our breaths. He slowly and ever so gently placed a feather light kiss on my lips.
"I love you," I whispered to him and let my fingers slide across his lower lip.
"I love you more," he murmured back and I felt his lips form a smile against my cheek. My smile.
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