"Alice!" I moaned and walked over to the door. "I promise!" just when I opened the door I blurted it out. ".. I won't have sex with my fiance!" when I looked up I saw Nathan.

"Uh, hey!" he blushed and I almost burned up.

"HEY! I thought you were.. Dosen't matter..." I muttered and shook the moment of. "Come inside!"

"Sorry if I'm bothering you but, I just don't know anyone else around here yet." he walked past me and took of his coat.

"No, no! It's fine. I'm all alone anyway," I assured him and hung up his coat. "You can join me if you want," I pointed over to the couch and TV.

"Thanks," he smiled and walked over to it. As he did I discretely fixe myself in the mirror. In vampire speed I ran up behind him so he wouldn't notice I had stayed behind.

"So how are you loking the town?" I asked as we sat down.

"Uh.. It's okay. Feel a bit out of place still," he mumbled and pushed his bangs back. His face was so striking..

"Well I know the feeling," I gave him a sympathetic pat on his arm just to get closer. "..you will get used to it."

We looked at each other and he seemed somewhat.. at ease near me. Like I had always been around him.. his whole life.

"What are you watching?" he asked and the tension broke.

"Uh," I looked over and saw someone cooking. How ironic.. "I didn't have time to change it," I chuckled and fumbled for the remote. "Is there anything you want to watch?"

"What's on?" he took the remote. His skin brushed up against mine and I gasped. Without noticing it he flipped through the channels and stopped at a documentary about he most inapproriate thing ever...

"Vampies," I stated and watched a cheesy clip from Dracula on the TV.

"I love these things," he smiled to me. "..so stupid! Wanna watch?"

"Sure. Vampires are always fun," I smirked.

"Can you believe some people ACTUALLY believe that they exist?" he laughed and I joined in.

"No, its kind of ridicolus."

"Kind of? How about totally!"

"What's you argument?" I grinned to him.

"You believe in them?" he asked suspiciously and I blushed with a nod.

"I see no reason to not believe."

"How about that if they existed they would probably have been 'discovered' by us now?"

"Vampires seem to be pretty smart, maybe they can just hide very well."

He jumped up with a laugh and got closer to me on the couch.

"It's not a game of hide and seek. It's about technology and if they can't come out in sunlight then how will they ever learn anything? If vampires exist they must be dumb!"

"Is that so?" I laughed at him.

"How can they go to school and learn things if they can't walk out in sunlight? Please give me one good explanation and I will believe in them."

This little game that was building up between us was so interesting and... hot. I knew I had to stop but I couldn't. I had all the power here.

"Maybe they don't burn."

"Then they aren't vampires," he chuckled.

"What defines a vampire?" I asked.

"Drinking blood," he said in a spooky voice and slipped his hand over my hand. "..pale skin."

My smile was erased by the heat wave that so far only Jacob had brought out in me.

"What if they do exist?" I almost whispered and the game stopped. It was serious now. "..how do you think they would look?"

"Beautiful," he took a deep breath. "..extraordinarily beautiful."

His heart began to race and my throat burnt. It was like my heart was now beating in my head. All I could hear was my heart racing away and my breaths becoming heavier. His blood.. it sings to me.

DING DONG, the doorbell went and I shook my head to snap out of the moment.

"Delivery for Mrs Cullen!" I heard a voice outside shout. Nathan moved closer and I got up to get the door. Outside was a heavy set man with a mustach holding a huge bouquet of flowers.

"Oh my god," I whispered to myself. How could I have forgotten about Jacob for one second?

"From Mr Jacob Black, mam." the man handed them over and asked me to sign something. I did as I said and closed the door.

"He sent you flowers?" Nate was now standing up and seemed a bit mad.

"Guess so," I smiled and went to put them in a vase. I picked a beautiful heart shaped vase and put them down on the table behind the couch.

"Is he one of those guys who buys things instead of spending time with you?" he muttered and touched the flowers roughly.

"No," I muttered back and moved the vase away from him. "He spends time with me," I assured him.

"I'm sorry," he sighed and leaned against the table like I did. "I shouldn't have said that."

Why did he have to ruin it? This was the first time he had given me flowers like this.. and why would he think Jacob just gives me things? Do I seem like a girl someone can buy?

Maybe because of your huge diamond ring! my inner voice huffed and I looked down at my hand, clasping on the edge of the table. When I looked up I noticed him looking at me.

"What?" I asked. He took a deep breath and moved closer.

"You look very beautiful," he moved closer once again and I felt my heart race with his. "..the fire creates a very beautiful light."

"You should leave," I mumbled and stood straight up with my arms crossed. "..now."

"If thats what you want," he mumbled and stood closer.

"It is," I lied and walked over to the door. I dramatically opened it and held his coat out. He walked over to me and took it.

"For what its worth I am sorry," he said and stroked his hand on my lower back.

"Good bye Nathan," I shivered and he walked out.

"Bye," he mumbled and I closed the door. I listened to him walk away and into the woods. Only when I knew he was fully gone I let out a big sigh and ran to my phone.

-Could you come home? I miss you

I texted Jacob.

- I will go home after I finished this car. It should only take 30 minutes or at most an hour! I promise.

He texted back and I sighed. Why can't he just come home? The one time I need it more than ever. "Dosen't matter," I told myself and walked over to the couch where I saw Nathan's scarf. As a reflex I picked it up and the scent hit me like a ton of bricks. I growled and rubbed my throat.

KNOCK KNOCK!

Perfect! Like I don't already have a problem here.. I walked over to the door and opened it.

"Look Ren I'm sorry," he looked up at me and all I could hear was his heart. The pools of blood under his skin where he was blushing made my body ache.

If you want him you can have him, my inner monster growled. You gave the power. He is the prey. YOU are the strong one. HE is only a source of energy for you. A mere vessel.

"It's okay," I growled to myself and he of course heard it. He must think I'm pissed. My eyes feisted on the shallow vein on his neck and I bit my lip.

Do it, my inner monster coaxed me. It almost felt like the voice pushed me towards him. I know I'm attractive to him. I'm forbidden fruit. Take advantage of it.

NO! I roared back in my head and was assaulted by Nathan's sweet lips pressing against mine. His hands wrapped behind my back and getting a intoxicating effect rush over me. For a few seconds, that seemed like an eternity to me but only the blink of an eye to him, I enjoyed his body against mine and images of everything I wanted... him... rushed through my mind. How his blood would taste, his screams of pleasure and pain echoed in my head.

NO! I roared to myself again and pushed him away with all my force. He stumbled down the few steps of stairs and landed with a thud.

Well that was better, my monster taunted me.

There he laid, eyes wide open in surprise and a smell of blood covering my mind. He lifted his hand up and I saw a cut on his thumb. I swallowed and held my breath.

"You should go," I growled with a hoarse voice and closed the door. It shut with a cracking noise and I shivered in pain. At leaving him there, hurt and confused, and by the taunting pain burning in my throat. I growled and ran into the backyard and threw myself over the bushes and into the woods. My hands clawed into the trees as I flung myself around.

So hungry, the monster reminded me and my mind went back to Nathan. As soon as possible I found an animal and broke the neck before it could even notice me. I drained it in a matter of seconds.

"RENESMEE!" I heard my dad yell from a long distance and then he was by my side. I stood up and he hugged me.

"What happened?"
I showed him everything as I panted for air and he almost checked me for any signs of trauma

Jacob will kill him, I thought to dad and sat down.

"No, relax. We won't tell him." he assured me and stroked my back.

"I don't know if I can keep it from him," I admitted and I saw my dad listen closely to something.

"Try, but we have to go now. He will be home soon," he said and threw me on his back. "Hold on tight."

Dad started running with me on his back right away and in a matter of seconds we were home. He lead me inside and took my big comfy sweater of so I only had the blood stained linen on. Damn animal!

"You have to shower, now."

"It won't help," I sighed.

"Try," he said again and I ran upstairs. As I tore the clothes of and shoved them down the laundry basket I heard my dad clean up downstairs. I threw myself in the shower and got clean as quickly as I could. My fingers scrubbed and massaged the scalp of my head as I tried to get the scent of. When I myself started to hear Jacob I panicked and got out to dry up. I threw on some yoga pants and a shirt.

"He is here soon," my dad scared me by sneaking inside and I jumped up. "..take some perfume." I rolled my eyes with a sigh and when he walked out I drenched myself in both perfume and scented body lotion. Anything to hide the scent of Nathan. It for some reason was so prominant. Almost like a part of me by this stage. "Hey," I heard Jacob say to dad and the unsure shaking in his voice was there. CRAP!

"Where is Renesmee?" he almost growled.

"She is upstairs, getting dressed." my dad said calmly. They talked back and forth for a while as I dried my hair and added some extra perfume.

"NESSIE?" I heard Jacob shout and I ran down.

"Hey babe," I smiled and hugged him as a reflex. My dad gave me a look and I knew what he was thinking... It only made me more nervous. "How are you?" I kissed Jacob and pulled away. To hide the smell of Nathan one last time I hugged dad and really got the vampire smell on me.

"Good," Jacob looked suspicious and gave my dad a glance.

"What?" I asked.

"Nothing," he assured me and dad looked furious. "Have you been out?" he asked me.

"Yeah, I hunted," I chuckled and walked over to the flowers. "Thank you for these by the way. I love them!" I almost planted my face in them to get the scent on me. Anything at this point!

Leave dad. You are only making him more suspicious.

"I should leave, Bella is waiting for me."

"Oh, okay." I hugged him one last time. "Bye dad," I whispered to him.

"Bye," he smiled to us and ran out. I took a deep breath and turned to Jacob.

"So how was your day?" I smiled.

"You smell of that guy, Nate."

"Well he came by for a second," my voice cracked nervously and I shrugged my shoulders. "I hugged him goodbye. Maybe thats why."

"You just took a bath didn't you?" he tried to hide the anger in his voice and followed me with his eyes as I wlaked into the kitchen. "The smell from only a hug should be gone by now," he stated and I poured a glass of water. If he held something he wouldn't have to get close and touch me.

"I only took a quick shower," I tried to smile and handed him the glass. "Here."

"I don't want him coming over here," he growled.

"I can respect that, but you know he is only a friend," I said and leaned against the counter. The blushing was creeping up on me.

"Did something happen?" he looked furious and the fact that he only stood still made it scarier.

"No, I told you. He is just a friend," I lied and the memories flushed to the surface again. "..nothing more," I mumbled and walked past him. All of the sudden his hand was wrapepd aorund my hand and he jerked it up to his cheek.

STOP THINKING, STOP THINKING, STOP THINKING!

"I'll kill him," Jacob hissed and almost threw my hand of him. He smashed the glass on the counter and stomped away.

"JACOB!" I threw myself around his neck and cupped his face in my hands. "...DON'T!"

"GET. AWAY," he growled and pushed me to the side. I slammed into the bookshelf and ran after him as soon as I could. "JACOB PLEASE! I pleaded. When he opened the door my dad was standing there.

"You are not doing this," dad hissed.

"GET. OUT. OF. MY WAY!" Jacob yelled. He clasped his hand on dads shoulder to push him away. Dad grabbed it quickly and pushed it back. A cracking noise echoed in the house and I covered my ears where I stood frozen.

"Stay back," my mom now stood beside dad. She walked inside to me and hugged me. "Are you okay?" I nodded and kept my body frozen.

"DO YOU KNOW WHAT HE COULD HAVE DONE?" Jacob shouted and almost massaged his arm. Another cracking noise echoed in the house as he put it in place.

"But he didn't," my mom hissed.

"I hate him just as much as you," my dad began to Jacob.

"Save it leech," Jacob hissed and it was like a truck running over me. I clasped onto moms hand and she held me up. Dad took a deep breath to calm down.

"If you cause a scene or hurt him what will that give?" dad yelled and I flinched by the sound. "..do you wantt to leave the life we have here?"

The thought of leaving everything we had here was like acid on my mind and I ran up to Jacob. I grabbed his hand and he was shaking.

"Please Jacob," I pleaded to him. He growled to my dad and their mental conversation began..

"..he never had THAT in mind." my dad answered his thought. "..you will have to ask her. I'm not in charge of telling you her thoughts."

"Jacob," I pleaded to him again and he looked at me. His heart and breath were racing away as he tore his hand away from mine and walked over to the couch. He clasped onto the back of it and leaned over.

"Stay nearby," I whispered to my dad. My mom hugged me and they walked out. I closed the door and waited once again till I couldn't hear them.

"Jacob what were you thinking?" I hissed. When I turned around Jacob was looking at me with his hands balled up into fists at his sides.

"WHAT WAS I THINKING?" he growled and screamed in a fit of anger. He flung his arms around and his eyes locked on the flowers. Before I could move he picked them up and threw them into the wall. They crashed with a loud screech.

"Jacob," I mumbled and watched him shake in anger. He had never lost control like this before.

"Let me calm down," his deep voice hissed. When he threw the glass doors open they slammed together and another crash of glass clinged on the floor. He growled and I heard his clothes rip as he phased.

There I stood, in a puddle of water from the flowers and glass covered the floor. I knew dad would go after Jacob to make sure he didn't go after Nathan or hurt himself.

"Great," I mumbled and another piece of the glass door crashed down on the floor. "..just great."

Sorry for another weird ending! haha. But I hope you like it! :)