I sighed as I looked over at the broken glass shining on the floor in a pool of water. Guess I have to clean it up! Just as I was about to go over to it Rosalie came rushing in.

"Renesmee?" she asked softly and watched the destruction around me. "..what happened here?"

"Jacob," I muttered. CRAP! She will freak out.. I turned around and she walked up to me.

"He did this?" she growled and the glass crunched under her high heels. "..why?"

Well.. heck! I have already given so much away. I need to get it out..

"Someone kissed me," I whispered and looked at her. She inspected me to make sure I wasn't hurt.

"And he walked in or something?" she continued to walk over the glass.

"No, he just found out."

"Who was the guy?" she asked and stood in front of me.

"Nathan," I whispered.

"Who is he?"

"A new guy in school," I muttered. It almost seemed like she had her poker face on for some reason..

"Do you like him?" she asked in a cold voice and I crumbled a bit.

I shrugged my shoulders.

"Does he like you?"

I nodded.

"Did you like it?" she asked and I felt anger rumble around in me.

Why is she asking me these things?! She really hates Jacob so much that she wants to ruin my happiness?

"Not really," I blurted out.

"But kind of?" she winked at me and I growled. "..I won't steal him." she smirked.

"You can have him," I hissed. It almost felt like acid in my throat to say it.

"Show me how his blood appeals to you," she held out her hand and I slapped it away. She seemed somewhat hurt and held it out once again.

"I don't want to think about it," I hissed with tears.

"Show me," she said sternly and I took her hand to get it over with.

Can you believe some people ACTUALLY believe that they exist? Nathan's voice echoed in my head.

No, its kind of ridicolus, my voice answered and I remembered the rush of our little 'game'.

You believe in them? We would have discovered them by now!

Maybe they can hide themselves.

They must be dumb! his voice taunted me.

What defines a vampire?

Drinking blood, the memory of his hand on mind made me gasp. ...pale skin.

What if they do exist? I almost pushed myself to show her the next part.

Beautiful, his voice echoed in my head and our heart beats drowned out almost everything around us. .....extraordinarily beautiful.

The sound of the doorbell in my memory brought me back to my real self and I got up to answer. I still remembered the man like he was standing here now.

Jacob, I forgot about Jacob! my memory brought the overwhelming panic.

From Mr Jacob Black, mam. the mans voice reminded me of him again and I took them to get rid of it. I was so happy when I got them but it all went away once I saw Nathan again. I had so many choices...

Is he one of those guys who just buys you things instead of spending time with you? his jelousy sparked something inside me. You look very beautiful.

You should leave, it even felt wrong to hear myself say it in memory again. Because I didn't want him to..

The last steps I heard of him as he walked away echoed in my head. The smell of his scarf intoxicated me again.

KNOCK KNOCK

Here is your second chance, I thought to myself when I began to get into the bad parts of my memory. Everything went by in a flash. My inner monolouge and internal fight played up to me again. That shallow vessel on his neck.. so tempting. His lips against mine. It is the closest I will ever come to his blood.

Or is it? a dark voice inside me growled. Damn! Why did all of this have to come while Rosalie is basically inside my head.. and I didn't know if it was his blood or him that I wanted.

The smell of his blood when he cut himself filled my mind and I swallowed hard.

His blood.. it sings to me.

I pulled my hand away and looked at her. She almost seemed in shock.

"There," I hissed and she looked at me. "..now you know."

"You should have done it," she murmured and I flinched. "..listen to that voice."

"What?" I muttered with a hoarse voice.

"He is your prey," she looked at me with anger. "..he is weak."

"Rosalie," I warned her. I couldn't take it..

She is right, the monster agreed.

"Don't you just want to know how he tastes?" she smirked. "What makes him so appealing?"

"Rosalie you are just... thirsty," I groaned.

"And you aren't?" she grinned and stepped closer. "Do it."

"No," I growled and stepped back.

"He is weak," she hissed.

"He is weak," I stated. Not repeated. Stated. I am not agreeing.

"You are strong."

"I am strong," I almost chanted now.

"You have the power," she took my hand in hers.

"I have the power," I repeated.

"Do it," she almost said it so quickly that I didn't catch it.

"No," I snapped out of it.

"Then I'll do it," she growled. I felt my body start to shake as I pictured it.

"No," I growled and squeezed her hand.

"Why not? If you want to repress your nature then fine. But I won't," she grinned and I took a harder grip of her hand.

"He is mine," I growled and heard a metallic noise come from her hand. I pulled away and felt how weak my legs were. They were lead by anger.

"Yours? But I thought you had Jacob?" she smirked.

"He is not yours to hurt," I corrected myself and realized it wasn't right. "..he isn't anybodys to hurt."

"I don't listen to people that often," she taunted.

"Rose," I growled and she took a step closer.

"Do it," she encouraged me. "Come on."

"No," I refused to hurt him or anyone.

"What makes his blood so appealing?" she got close and up in my face.

"It's not. I like him!" I blurted out. WHY? I don't like him! Do I..?

"Why do you like him?"

"He is pure, innocent. He isn't afraid of me," it was like I didn't have a filter anymore!

"That's what makes it so good," she grinned. "DO IT!"

"NO!"

"Then I will," she hissed and turned around. I got a grip of her hand and pulled her back into the wall. As I held her against it she hissed at me and I right back.

"YOU WON'T HURT HIM!"

"YOU CAN'T HAVE THE DOG AND THE BLOOD BAG! CHOOSE!"

"HE IS NOT A DOG!"I yelled and threw her across the room. She landed on her feet. "...and he is not just a blood bag!" I hissed and panted for air. While I got into a defensive position she just stood there. "COME ON!" I yelled to her.

"You love Jacob more," she said and I flinched at her words.

"What?" I mumbled and snapped out of my frantic manner.

"If you really loved Nathan you would have ignored that feral instict that just came over you," she was all of the sudden right in front of me and pointed to my heart. "..Jacob made you defend honor, Nathan made you defend the right to feed on what ever you like."

"What are you talking about?" I stepped back.

"You want Nathan," she said and I wondered if it was a question or a statement. "Even though he just entered your life you want him. NOW."

"Rose," I groaned.

"Just the sound of his name made you calm down. While Nathan made you do that!" she pointed to the destroyed wall behind us and I actually calmed down by thinking of him.

"I'm sorry," I mumbled when I realized what I had done.

"Nathan made you do this, he brought this side out of you."

She is right. Even though I am responsible for not being strong enough to keep calm.. he was the fuel.

"You did this to prove a point like that?" I almost chuckled and she nodded.

"You love Jacob," she almost sobbed. "..he is right for you."

I felt a sweet relief of the re assurement. Why had I been so confused?

"I want to see you happy," she took my hands in hers. "..and I wont let that guy ruin it."

Jacob POV

My body was fuming! I wanted to kill him!

THEN KILL HIM! my inner voice snarled. Maybe I should listen to it.. Do it!

I will, I growled to myself and changed direction towards the town where I knew Nathan lived. He thinks he can come into my life and ruin it? If he takes Renesmee he wont just take some girl I like... he will take my life.

I am going to rip him into pieces!

Jacob don't! Seth's voice snapped back at me.

Get out of here! I snapped back when I heard them coming closer to me in the forest.

We won't let you do it! Leah almost shouted.

I will kill him no matter what! I growled back and a bright light distracted me. When I turned to the left I saw a car.

"NO!" I heard a voice yell and two cold arms tackled me out of the way. A second later I was away from the car and into the forest again... in mid air I might add! I panicked when I noticed it and tried to land on my feet but only continued rolling away. I hit several trees and they all snapped down to the ground. Finally I hit one and stopped rolling.

Jake are you alright? Seth asked in panic and I felt a sharp branch dig into my back.

I think I'm fine, I groaned in pain. A cracking noise made me open my eyes and I saw a tree falling down towards me. SHIT!

JACOB! Seth yelled when he saw what I saw.

I threw myself away and got away right in the last second. The only escape route was down a hill and I tried to slow down but only kept rolling. When I started to gain control I was down on a beach and shook the sand of me. I looked around and saw Edward in front of me.

YOU! I growled and ran to him. He held his hand out to me and moved away in the last second. YOU DID THIS?

"I DIDN'T MEAN TO CAUSE ALL THAT!" he gestures up to the hill where it all happened. "I ONLY MEANT TO SAVE YOU FROM THAT CAR!"

That car would have been a walk in the park compared to what just happened, I snarled to him.

"I'm sorry!" he held his hands up and I calmed down. "I only wanted to check on you so you didn't do anything stupid."

Because thats all I do huh?

"No! I just know Renesmee would have wanted me to keep you from doing something you would regret."

The thought of Renesmee calmed me down even more and before I knew it I stood there.. naked on a beach with my old enemy and now father-in-law. Quickly I covered myself up with my hands.

Well this was a great way to spend the day day before your wedding.. Just when I was about to walk away Seth and Leah came running in wolf form. They both held back the closest thing we could come to a laugh as we could muster up. I know the sight must have been strange but it didn't make me less angry.

"HAND ME SOME CLOTHES WOULD YOU?" I snarled at them and Seth ran into the forest.

"Yeah!" Edward laughed to Leah. I hate when he has secret conversations.. I would kill Leah for this! She knows how much I hate it.

Seth came running out of the forest with clothes in his mouth and handed them to me. In anger I almost ripped them out of his mouth and put them on. But something felt wrong..

"Uh," Edward pointed to the pants and I looked down... a big rip right in the groin.

"Great," I muttered and Seth and Leah almost burst by holding back the laughter. "..can we just go back home?"

Renesmee POV

After Rosalie helped me figure out something that was crysta clear all along my mom came over. I rushed out to her in the backyard.

"How are you? Are you okay?" she asked franticly and hugged me tighter.

"I'm fine," I mumbled as she let me out of her death grip.

"It's been a crazy day," she murmured and took my hand. "..wedding jitters?"

"No," I smiled. "Actually not"

"Not at all?" she asked in surprise.

"No, I want to marry Jacob."

I felt determined and it also felt right to say it. I meant it.

"I know the feeling," she smiled. "..well not the feeling of wanting to marry Jacob. Just the general happy feeling you have when you want to get married."

"Mom," I smiled at how nervous she got. "It's fine."

"It's going to be perfect," she stroked my cheek. "If Alice has anything to do with it then it will be amazing." we laughed.

"How was your wedding?"

"Well, me and weddings you know," she chuckled.

"Did you cry?" I asked. I had begun to wonder if I would.

"Yeah, right when I said 'I do'."

The thought of standing in front of Jacob and saying those words made my head spin.. I tried to change the subject somewhat without making her suspicious.

"I have been thinking about getting Jacob a wedding gift," I smiled. "Should I?"

"Well.. your dad gave me one," she smiled.

"Do I even want to know?" I laughed. "What was it?"

"Jacob," she grinned.

"IU...WHAT?"

"After we got married and all that annoying fuss like speeches, dancing and that, he took me to the backyard and there he was..." she gestured her hand to the trees in the forest. "...Jacob."

"The best man didn't have time to get a tux," Jacob said and appeared through the trees.

"JACOB!" I smiled and ran for a hug. He spun me around and I laughed. "I missed you."

"Sorry about going away like that," he whispered and we looked at mom.

"I should go and see if Rosalie wants a dance," she winked to Jacob and I didn't even care to understand. She disappeared and I hugged him again.

"Don't ever do that," I muttered to him and he hugged me tighter. "I thought you left me."

"I would never," he assured me. "..how long was I even gone? Like ten minutes?"

"Try an hour, but still." I nudged him and we laughed. He scooped me up in his arms and carried me inside where everything was still a mess.

"What happened here?" he asked and put me down. I looked at all the damage that Rosalie and I had done.

"You threw the vase pretty hard," I lied and he scoffed a laugh.

"Seriously?" he asked and I nodded. "Is it childish that I'm kind of proud over that?"

"Yeah," I smiled and he hugged me. "Can you believe we are getting married tomorrow?"

"Looking forward to it," he smirked and kissed me.

Very risky chapter I know but still.. This is how I like it! :)

Update: I have gotten questions if I have changest alot of the chapters and the answer is YES and NO. I have corrected them (some grammar) and only written more detailed what happens. Making them longer.