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Song of the chapter : Desree - Kissing you (Cover by Crissie on youtube. Just search for Crissie - Kissing you (cover) on youtube and that's how I imagine Lynn's cover)
Day before wedding.
"I am gonna miss you," Jake mumbled into my neck and kissed it.
"I'll miss you to," I whispered through heavy breaths. When his hands started to make their way under my shirt I pulled away. "We should stop," I giggled.
"Oh, okay," he breathed heavy and swallowed hard. ".. but why can't we spend the night together?"
"Because tomorrow," I murmured and grabbed the sides of his button up shirt to pull him closer. "..when I walk down that aisle I want it to be the first time you see me that day," I nuzzled my face against his chest and chuckled. "..and you know we won't be able to keep our hands of each other."
"You might be right about that," Jacob laughed and my dad came inside.
"Jacob," he said and we turned to him. "Could I speak to my daughter before we leave?"
My family had all been over here today to make some preperations for tomorrow and only my parents were left now. Jacob was going to spend the night with Charlie and Billy at Charlie's house. A guys night I guess.. Dad would probably not be joining in on it. But who knows? A half vampire marrying a werewolf. Anything can happen!
But probably not that..
"Of course," Jacob leaned down and kissed my forehead. "I'll see you tomorrow." It almost sounded like he was trying to convince himself that he wouldn't see me sooner. He would be good and wait.
"I'll be the one in white," I smiled and kissed him good bye. He shook dad's hand and ran outside. As I slowly walked up to dad I put my hands in my back pocket and heard Jacob run away with the other wolves. "So what's up?"
"My little girl," he chuckled at my choice of words and I took his hand.
"I'll always be. If that's okay?" I giggled.
"You have no choice," he joked and we chuckled.
"I'm happy to be," I smiled and hugged him.
"I never thought I would have a child," his smile turned into an almost pained look. "..and I got the most wonderful daughter in the world."
"Well I have the best father," I smiled in an attempt to make him smile.
"I've tried," he brushed the hair out of my face and I succeeded with my attempt. ".. all I want is for you to be happy."
"Just make sure I don't fall tomorrow and I will be happy!" I giggled nervously at the thought and he joined in.
"I would never." He looked at my ring. "He is a good man."
"Wow dad," I gasped and smiled at him. "...that took a lot didn't it?"
He gave me his perfect crooked smile and squeezed my hand. "Not at all."
"Can I come in?" I heard my mother say and saw her behind my dad.
"Sure, mom." I said and she walked over to us and hugged us both.
"I'll give you two a moment," he said and kissed my forehead. "I'll be in the car."
Mom and I both waited for dad to walk out and took a deep breath. Her eyes almost pierced through me and I knew she would get serious.
"Is this what you want, Renesmee?" she asked.
"Yeah, mom," I chuckled as she played with my ring. "I'm sure."
"I remember the first time I saw you," she stroked my cheek. "..so beautiful."
I smiled and put my hand on hers that still laid carefully and sculpted on my cheek to show her my side of that memory. She laid on the table, skin and bones with blood all over. Her eyes pierced through me the same way as she murmured the same words.
"So beautiful," I quoted her and showed her that even though she was in that state of body she was still the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. She gave me a smile that never reached her eyes. The memory was still clouding our minds and if she could cry I know she would be bawling her eyes out by now.
"My little nudger," she playfully nudged my stomach and smiled. "My little miracle."
"I love you mom," I let the tears fill my eyes and before it could fall down my cheek she wiped it away. I know my mom would always be there for me.. and I would always be there for her. We would protect each other like we did when I was growing inside her.
"I love you more than anything," she cupped my face in her hands. "Promise me to never forget that."
I nodded as tears fell down and nuzzled my face against her hand. "Can you please stay here tonight?"
"Of course," she gave me a small but true smile. "I'll just tell your father."
She ran outside and came back within the second and wrapped her arms around me.
"Mom, you were gone like one second," I laughed.
"I know," she chuckled. "I just miss you every second," she took my hand and looked up to the bedroom. "Now let's choose some things for tomorrow."
"I think I have decided what dress to wear," I smiled as we walked upstairs.
"Tell me!" she smiled and ran into the room.
"This one," I said and pulled it out of the closet.
"Perfect," she said and held it up with me. "You will look SO beautiful in it."
"You think? Is it the best one?"
"Perfect. It will look so gorgeous with the train in the back," she walked over to the drawer and leaned up against it. "What are you wearing underneath?" she teased and I blushed.
"Don't know," I whispered and put back the dress. She ran out of the room and was back with a bag in her hand a second later. "What's that?" I asked as she handed it to me.
"I'm no Alice with this stuff but.. I think you will like it," she smiled.
I put the little bag down on the bed and pulled out what was inside it. Now that it laid on the bed I could really see it. It was beautiful with some lace and not all too revealing.
"Wow," I mumbled and picked it up. "I love it mom," I admitted and put it down again. "Well this is awkward," I blurred out and we laughed. She gave me a hug.
"Glad you like it," she smiled proudly. I knew it wasn't easy for her so it meant alot. Giving your daughter underwear that will make her husband want to do her can't be easy.
"Thank you," I chuckled and hugged her tighter. Her calming scent swirled around me as her hair laid over her shoulders that I rested on. She put her hands on my arms and pulled me away to look deep into my eyes.
"Just... promise to not stop seeing me," she pleaded. "He will be your husband but I'm always your mom. I made you!" she scowled in frustration by the thought of me not seeing her.
"I will never stop seeing you mom." I giggled and handed her a brush. "Now could you please brush out my hair?"
We sat down by the vanity and she brushed it out. The next few hours were spent talking, laughing, crying, and walking around. But it ended well. When I yawned we crawled up in bed and cuddled up together. As her cold arms wrapped around me and quickly turned a bit warmed by my skin I could only think about one thing as I fell asleep. How lucky I am to have such an amazing mom.
Wedding day
After a good night of sleep I squirmed around in bed to stretch and discovered my mom was gone. I let my eyes flicker open and the sunlight beamed through the white curtains which created a beautiful pattern over the room.
So much for curtains, I thought to myself and sat up in bed with my hand still placed on the spot where my mother had slept. It was still a bit cold so she hasn't been gone for long. I wonder when she left..
KNOCK KNOCK!
"Come in" I said with anticipation over who it was.
"Good morning beautiful," my mom smiled as she and dad walked inside hand in hand. They sat down beside me in bed. "..so perfect already. Without a stitch of makeup," my mom pushed back a piece of my hair and I laughed. We all knew my moms hatred for everything beauty related.
"We thought we would steal a quick moment with you before Alice got her hands on you," dad smiled.
"Probably a good idea," I chuckled and bit my lip as it hit me. I'm getting married today. My heart started to race away and my skin got warmer. "Guess a shower is needed for today," I grinned and they helped me out of bed.
"See you later," my mom smiled and walked outside with dad.
My eyes were glued on the door as they walked out.
Deep breaths, Renesmee! I told myself and walked into the bathroom. Since I had no time for a long bath I quickly jumped into the shower and washed my body and hair. To save a few minutes I skipped the drying off part and just wrapped a towel around myself as I walked into my room again.
"GOODMORNING!" Alice squealed happily and clapped her hands.
"OH GOD!" I yelled and almost slipped on the floor. Thank god for vampire reflexes! I caught my towel right before it was about to fall down and clasped onto it tightly. "...well I'm awake now."
She had her hands over her heart as she walked over to me with a smile. "COME HERE! she held her arms out as I threw on a light blue silk robe. Even though I was still wet I held it all together and wrapped my arms around her cold body. She happily skipped over with me to our 'getting ready room' and displayed the fluffy big chair she had ready for me to spend the next hour in. As she started to brush out my wet hair Rosalie came into the room.
"Renesmee?" Rosalie's soft voice came from the door.
"Come in, Rosalie," I said happily and she gracefully walked inside. Ready from head to toe as her dress lightly caressed the floor. "..always beautiful," I smiled as she hugged me.
Both Rosalie's and Alice's dresses were beautiful, elegant and still a hint of sexy. Nobody knew how to dress better than them.
"So how do you want your hair?" Rosalie smiled to me in the mirror after she dried it.
"Just some loose waves and a middle part.." I said and quickly put it up the way I wanted it to show her. ".. and put it up."
"Okay" she smiled and started to fix my hair when Alice protested.
"Makeup first Rosalie. You know better" Alice said with a frown. Rosalie and I giggled and rolled our eyes.
"So how do you want your makeup?" Alice smiled.
"Just some shimmer on the lids. Light color. And a light definition of the crease and outer v. Not to much on the rest of the face." I closed my eyes and leaned back as she did my makeup. While Alice put the makeup on I felt Rosalie put on a necklace.
When they were done with everything I got a good look at myself. The hair was up in a perfect up do and the makeup naturally highlighted my features. Around my neck the little necklace Jacob had given me on my birthday hanged. I turned around and saw them wait for a response.
"I love it" I smiled to them. "It's perfect."
My mom carefully snuck inside and hid something behind her back. "Sit down," she smiled and even though I was confused I did as she said. Before I could get a good glance at what it was she put it in my hair do and Rosalie held up a mirror as mom put her hands on my shoulders.
"Mom," I almost whispered when I recognized it from her wedding pictures.
"I wore this the day I married your father," she smiled and stroked my shoulders. "..I got it from my parents. To give to my daughter."
Even though I am the only one in the room physically capable of crying I knew they would do it if they could. Which for some reason comforted me in the moment I felt silly for feeling tears coming and put my hand on moms hand that was still resting on my shoulder.
"It's beautiful," I mumbled and she squeezed my hand. ".. I love it."
Both Alice and Rosalie held hands and looked at us. I stood back up to look at their reaction.
"You look perfect," they both whispered with a smile. I blushed at their compliment.
"The dress?" I said nervously and they all nodded.
"Let's go!" Alice skipped over to me and took my hand. As she lead me over the big hallway with Rosalie and mom behind us I had to stop her and take a peak at the backyard. The rest of my family were all getting things ready and my dad was talking to the priest. The surroundings were perfect. Flowers hanging around everywhere with lights decorating the trees. Everything from the chairs to the little name plates were perfect. I chuckled nervously when I counted all the rows of chairs. Over the aisle there was a crystal chandelier hanging in the tree. Everything was elegant but still so cozy and warm. I turned around to look at Alice and she seemed a bit nervous if I would like it or not.
"It's perfect," I smiled to her and she took my hand.
"Let's all go stare at you in the dress instead," she smiled and dragged me over to my room. As the doors were closed in front of us I took a trembling breath. "Ready?"
"Yeah," I nodded and looked at them. "Can I just... get in my underwear and then you can come inside?"
"Of course, darling." Rosalie said and kissed my cheek before I walked inside. I gave them all a genuine smile as I closed the double doors and as soon as they were closed I leaned against them. They all mumbled happily and walked downstairs while I waited for them to leave. I know they would hear me even if they were downstairs so no panic.
Deep breaths, Renesmee! I told myself and it started to work. When I turned around and saw the underwear on the bed and the dress hanging on a hanger to the left my heart started to race again. I whimpered and slid down on the floor. Why am I so nervous? Come on Renesmee you are being such a baby! It's not like you haven't had sex or weren't aware of what was to come today!
Deep breaths, I told myself again and stomped over to the bed. I threw my robe of and as a bit of preperation I tried to put them on seductivly. With a big sigh I looked myself in the mirror and gave up. If it came to it I would rather just rip them off! I put the underwear on and made sure they carefully concealed as much as possible and looked at the closed door.
"I'm ready," I wasn't sure if I was telling them I was or trying to convince myself. "..sort of," I mumbled as I looked in the mirror.
They carefully knocked on the door and Alice went straight for the dress as Rosalie held my hands to I wouldn't loose balance. It helped somewhat but I was so nervous that I made it trickier than it had to be. My hands were a bit sweaty so Rosalie's cold hands were calming but still didn't help.
"Rosalie hold her up," Alice scolded her as she tried to get the dress on perfectly.
"If I hold her tighter she will break," Rosalie chuckled and I joined in but with a bit of failiure behind it. I held the dress up by the clevage as Alice secured the dress in place. Since I was too afraid to look in the mirror I turned to them and gave a questioning look.
"You look..." Rosalie started.
"..perfect." Alice finished and they held each others hands in excitement. I once more blushed and played with my hair.
"Can you get.." I pointed at the door and bit my lip. I was getting even more nervous by every second that went by. Rosalie and Alice went out to get my parents as I stood in front of the mirror and looked at myself. When my parents came inside I knew they would never lie. If I looked awful they would tell me... Get ready Renesmee!
"So beautiful," my mom whispered as she walked up to hug me.
"You look stunning, Renesmee," my dad said and hugged me before he put his hands on my moms shoulders.
"Thanks," I mumbled and took a deep breath. "I'm just scared too fall on the train. It isn't that long but still.. I'm not as clumsy as mom but anything can happen," I teased and she didn't even seem to notice as dad laughed.
"I can't believe you are getting married," she whispered and held my hand.
"She will always be our little girl," dad gave me his crooked smile.
"I would love too," I nervously chuckled and my dad took deep dramatic breaths and didn't stop until I did the same.
"Can you believe how beautiful our daughter is?" my mom whispered to dad like I wasn't standing right in front of her. Dad laughed at my thoughts as I squirmed around in the dress nervously.
"NESS!" I heard Alice shout from downstairs. Mom glanced at dad before she hugged me.
"Guess its time," mom murmured in my ear.
"Is Rachel here yet?" I asked as she pulled away.
"She is here. Daniella is ready too," she smiled.
"Thank god," I breathed. Daniella is Rachel and Paul's daughter. She was about four years old and pretty much the cutest thing on earth. "Is she wearing the dress I picked out?"
"Yes," my mom chuckled. "Everything is taken care of so you just relax and enjoy your day."
"See you downstairs," my dad smiled as they walked out.
Now that I had a few moments to myself before I would forever be bound to Jacob I looked at myself. Maybe I should be ashamed of the fact that I gasped when I saw myself but I have to admit.. I did look beautiful. The dress perfectly highlighted my features and my necklace looked like it was floating on my chest. The chain was so thin and all you saw was pretty much the diamond heart against my milky skin. As I stepped closer to the mirror to inspect every single detail the music started and gradually made its way into the room from outside.
"Soon," I smiled to myself and held my necklace. My engagement ring and necklace perfectly matched each other. The music got louder and it felt like my heart was a bubble and a butterfly was trying to break out of it.
"Renesmee?" nana whispered and opened the door. Her soft smile calmed me down and she held a hand out to me. "We are waiting for you."
I took a deep breath and smiled to her before I took her hand. As I walked down the stairs I had to focus on getting a grip with my bare feet to keep balance. All of my family were here and I heard the guests outside. Nana let go of my hand and Emmett and Jasper took each one of them in their hands the last few steps down the stairs. Right away I felt Jasper work his 'magic'.
"Thank you," I smiled to Jasper and he nodded. They helped me keep my balance as Rosalie put my shoes on. As she did I looked around the room. The glass doors were covered up with beautiful drapes so no one could see in or out. I just saw blurry shadows move outside. My eyes couldn't focus on one thing, they just flew around the room. Nana handed me my bouquet of beautiful white flowers with a hint of color here and there. Everyone looked at me up and down with a smile and Alice looked so proud.
"We will just give you a moment," grandpa said and Emmett walked up to me.
"See you out there little girl," he smirked and kissed my cheek.
"I will make sure you stay calm," Jasper smiled to me and kissed my cheek. They all left the room. I stood there alone and watched the blurry shadows dance on the drapes. For some reason it calmed me down a bit. But still my heart started to race and the adrenalin pumped through me. I closed my eyes and did the 'Deep breaths, Renesmee' thing my dad taught me.
I'm marrying Jacob today, I thought to myself and moved my lips along with the words. What am I worried about? I slowly opened my eyes. Today I am marrying the love of my life. The one who will stand by my side no matter what. A man who in my eyes was perfect from head to toe. Someone who would risk their own life for my happiness. His only goal in life was to make me smile. Stop worrying about falling! I scolded myself. Who cares if you do? Jacob will catch you.
I finally took a deep breath without a problem and smiled. My heart was still racing a bit but only by my sudden realization of how much I love Jacob. Wait..
"Oh god!" I muttered as the nervous feeling rumbled up again. "Alice?" I whispered and she came running out of the room they had all gone into.
"What's the matter?" she whispered back.
"What song am I walking down the aisle too?" I blurred out. Why haven't I thought about this before!
She smiled and stroked my cheek in a calming gesture as the family walked out of the room they had all 'hid' in.
"That's a surprise dear. But you will know when it comes on," she smiled and a sweet melody came from the piani outside. It was the song my dad had written for me as a child. I turned around and saw him smiling at me.
"It's our turn now," I heard Rachel's soft voice murmur. When I looked back I saw her holding Daniella's hand as they walked towards the door. In her hand she had a little white basket with white rose pedals in it. We smiled at each other and I got a quick look outside as the drapes parted.
"No sneak peak!" Alice scowled at me.
"Sorry," I mumbled with a smile. "..and thank you for everything."
"My pleasure," she smiled back and hugged me.
"We have to walk down the aisle now girls," Rosalie handed everyone a bouquet. My mom, Alice and Rosalie all stood in a row, ready to walk out. They all had a small replica of their own wedding bouquets. My dad walked up to my side and held his hand out.
"One last thing," I whispered to my dad and held my hand up. With light steps I ran up to my mom and hugged her. "I love you," I whispered to her and kissed her cheek.
"I love you more," she stroked my cheek and I nuzzled my face in it to take in her calming scent one last time.
"Our turn," nana smiled to Carlisle and he held the drapes away so they could walk out. They would all walk out in the order our family had come together. As much as possible at least.. As Alice and Jasper were getting ready to walk out I realized my mom would walk alone. I looked at dad and he was for some reason smiling.
"Don't worry," he said and stroked my hand.
"I think I can help with that," I heard Charlie say behind me. When I turned around he stood there smiling at me. I wrapped my arms around him and he gave a light huff by my tight grip. "..save some energy for tonight," he said and we both scowled at his choice of words. He pinched the bridge of his nose. "..I mean the party is going to be.."
"Thank you for being here," I chuckled to save him and he nodded.
"Anytime," he took my hand and mom walked over to us.
"You are stealing my date," mom took Charlie's hand and hugged him. "Hey dad."
"Hey, Bells."
"Ready?" she asked him and he chuckled. "Don't let me fall," she teased him as they walked to the doors.
"Never," I heard him say as they walked out.
"Are you ready?" dad smiled down at me and gestured for me to take a deep breath.
"Ready," I smiled and he tightened the grip of my arm.
We stood there for a couple of seconds as we heard the music coming to its end. I took another deep breath and let it out with a shiver.
"Relax," he whispered and kissed my cheek. We walked up to the door and another deep breath was needed. Then I heard it..
Desree - Kissing you. The first song Jake and I had danced too.. and Lynn was singing it.
The drapes were now pulled to the sides so I could see out. But I refused too.. Everyone were starting to stand up and if the song wasn't playing I would get nervous right now.
"Ready," I said to myself and dad squeezed my hand. We slowly walked out as the singing part of the song began. We had quite a bit to go. The yard was big and there were several rows of people. I couldn't help but smile big when we walked down the stairs, down onto the grass and my eyes followed the rose pedals Daniella had been throwing around all the way to the aisle.. My eyes locked on Jacob. I smiled back at him and we started to walk again. Even though I wanted to run over to him and into his arms I took slow steps. My body relaxed more and more the longer I looked at Jacob standing there in his tux looking handsome. My dad chuckled at the thought but I didn't care.. I'm marrying Jacob today. I felt the train of my dress glide along the grass and it reminded me to slow down. Without leaving Jacob with my eyes we made it down the aisle and dad put my hand in his.
"Who presents this bride in marriage?" the priest said and my dad looked back at mom who was standing up with the others.
"Me and my wife, her father and mother do," he smiled proudly to the priest and gave me a peck on the cheek before he put my hand in Jacob's. As Jacob helped me up on the little platform he murmured 'Thank you' to my father who nodded and sat down beside mom.
"Ladies and gentlemen we are gathered here on this glorious day to witness the union of Jacob Black and Renesmee Cullen," the priest began and all I could see was Jacob. "At this time, I'll ask you, Jacob," he held his hand to Jacob "..and you, Renesmee," he held his hand out to me. "..to face each other and take each other's hands," he gestured for us to do so and we did. Jacob squeezed my hands and grinned big. "..Jacob, do you ake Renesmee to be your wife, your partner in life and your one true love? Will you cherish her friendship and love her today, tomorrow and forever? Will you trust and honor her, laugh with her and cry with her? Will you be faithful through good times and bad, in sickness and in health for as long as you both shall live?"
"I do." Jacob said with a proud smile as he put on my new ring that I still haven't seen. But I couldn't look away from Jacob's eyes.
"Renesmee, do you take Jacob to be your husband, your partner in life and your one true love? Will you cherish his friendship and love him today, tomorrow and forever? Will you trust and honor him, laugh with him and cry with him? Will you be faithful through good times and bad, in sickness and in health as long as you both shall live?" the priest continued and I took a deep breath.
"I do," I smiled and put his ring on.
"I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride," the priest said and stepped back.
Everything went in slow motion and the music carefully got louder. Jacob leaned down to me and we turned our heads to the side in sync. When our lips meet a rush of warmth went through my body and the music burst out with everyone clapping. His hand gripped one side of my waist as he pulled me closer and I pulled on his tux to get even closer. Our lips felt like they had never meet before. His hand wrapped around mine and secured the grip I had of his tux. I heard some of the pack starting to whistle but I didn't care.. I had married Jacob.
I pushed myself against him one last time for a more intense kiss right before we let go. Our eyes locked and smiles formed on our lips. The crowd of whisteling, cheering and clapping that I had drowned out finally came to the surface and somewhat shocked me. I blushed a bit and Jacob wrapped his arm around my waist to pull me closer. We both chuckled and I looked up at him. He had that proud smile on his lips that made me feel like a million bucks. I laughed at him and he leaned down to kiss my forehead, which only created more cheering. As I looked out at the cheering crowd I saw everyone I loved, my family, cousins, friends and Lynn up on the stage singing as Kyle played the piano. My parents were holding hands as mom leaned her head on Charlie's shoulder. As we took one step down from the platform Alice came running up with my bouquet and I turned to look at Jacob who was already looking at me. With his hand still on my waist he pulled me into his arms and spun me around as we kissed. I had my arms wrapped around his neck and the bouquet still in hand. As we finished our kiss he took a sniff of the flowers and I laughed. When he let me down we were both laughing and the crowd was going crazy. To join in on Jacob's amazing ability to please a crowd I held my hand up and showed of my ring so everyone laughed. Jake kissed my hand and we walked down the aisle again. But this time together. We were chuckling all the way inside as we took our first step inside the house as husband and wife.
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