As Jacob wrapped his arms around me and we started to dance I felt him rub up against me.
"I missed you," he mumbled and kissed me.
"I missed you more," I moaned as I felt his length against me.
"Ready for tonight?" he chuckled and pressed himself against me harder.
"I have been ready for a month now," I grinned and kissed him. He leaned in and had a look on his face. Like he was in pain of not having me right now. Just how I felt. As his lips pressed against mine again I slipped and he caught me just in time for no one to notice.
"Thank you," I whispered and he laughed when we started to dance again.
"Any time," he smirked.
We danced to one more song (Daniel Tashian and Mindy Smith - Taking you with me) and then it was time for dessert... and during the dessert it was time for the speeches... HELP!
"Now we will hear a speech from the bride and groom," Alice said with a shipper voice and held her hand out to were we were sitting. I bit my lip and stood up as Alice gave me the microphone. With as graceful movements as I could do I turned to Jacob and placed my hands on his shoulder to show him everything as I said it. He needed to feel my love.
"Jacob.. I will never forget the first time you said you loved me. Or the night we shared our first kiss. That night and those feelings are permanently fused in my heart. You are the one for me." I uttered the words in a way that made them feel like it was the first time I had ever really realized it for some reason. "I can honestly say, without a doubt, that there is no greater love than ours. As long as I'm with you I know I will be okay. I know I will never have my heart broken. With you I will always be secure and complete. Like the promises you made on the beach that night.. I just have a couple of my own." I smiled as he kissed my hand. "I vow to help you love life, to give you the support and tenderness that love demands. When words have to be spoken I will be there to help you and when there has to be silent I will share it with you. I promise to love you fiercely in all your forms." I smirked as he chuckled at my choice of words. "And I know that I can do this as long as I live within the warmth of your heart and always call it home." I finished. As I finally exhaled I realized I had been crying and quickly wiped the tears away.
Jake stood up and wiped my tears away before he kissed me. Everyone applauded and I leaned in to whisper one last thing to him.
"I love you."
"I love you too." he said with a smile and I gave him the microphone before I sat down. I felt a bit ashamed of the speech. It was in no way how I wanted it to be but I just couldn't focus.
Jacob stood up and I gave him the mic. "Renesmee.. You kind of stole half of my speech." He smiled and everyone laughed. "But all I have to say is.. DITTO" he sat down again and stood up as everyone laughed. "No but... Finding the right woman hasen't been easy.." he smirked and I heard my mom laugh from behind me. "But I am happy to have finally have found that special lady." he said and squeezed my hand. "Love is nothing I speak of easily and especially not in front of an audience." he smiled and pulled me up and wrapped an arm around me. "But when it comes to you I want to shout it from the roof tops." he smirked and everyone clapped. I think I heard some people whistle. "You are the one for me. I promise you that I will keep every promise I have made to you and I will do everything in my power to keep you happy and safe. Today, tomorrow and for the rest of my life. I have loved you since the first moment I saw you but I never in a million years imagined you would feel the same way. You are the most beautiful woman I have ever meet. Inside and out. I will always adore you." He smiled and took one step away from me, my hand still in his as he looked out at the audience real quick and then back at me. "Loving you is the easy part... putting it into words on the other hand.." he chuckled. "I don't think I will ever be able to explain it to you but I will continue to try for the rest of OUR lives. Because there are a few moments in life that stick with you forever.. If you are lucky you get a couple of them and the thing is.. every second I spend with you is one of those moments. Every second I spend with you in my life is paradise.. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I love you," he chuckled and put the mic on the table and pulled me closer once again. Everyone clapped but all the noise drowned out as his face turned from that playful smile into that serious and loving one that I had only seen a rare amount of times. He slowly wrapped his hand around my face and pushed his lips against mine. I let my hands caress his shoulders and neck as I showed him everything I wanted. Him. Tonight.
"Your dad," he whispered and we laughed. I placed our foreheads together and he put his hands on my hips. Finally I came back to reality and people had started to stop clapping. We quickly turned to the audience as people took pictures. I placed my hand on his chest as he kissed my forehead.
"I love you," I murmured.
"Like I love you," he whispered back and placed a feather light kiss on my lips again.
The rest of the night people did pretty much what ever they wanted to. Which made me and Jake happy. Nothing forced. Alice gave me a look and I walked up to her.
"What?"
"The other dress.. You should wear it for the second dance," she whispered and I still didn't get it. "Jacob's mothers dress!" she hissed quietly and rolled her eyes.
"Thank god you reminded me!" I took her hand and we ran upstairs. "Help me get out of this." She pulled me out of the dress and got the other one on.
"Does it look good?" I hesitated as I took out the hair pin and let down my hair. I mean I loved the dress and I thought it looked good but it felt so nerve wracking. Could I live up to Jacobs mothers beauty? The lightly faded white lace dress fit my body perfectly and highlighted my body in a sexy but subtle way.
"You look PERFECT!" she smiled and led me downstairs. We stopped at the door.
"Can you get Jake on the dance floor before I go out there?" I asked and she nodded before she ran out. I waited a minute and she was back in.
"He is waiting on the dance floor for you," She held her hand out and led me down the stairs. I looked down the whole time before I knew Jake could see me through the crowd. I looked up and saw his face. He saw him hold back tears as held his hand out. I let go of Alice and walked to him slowly and put my hand in his. He pulled me closer than before and whispered in my ear.
"You look so beautiful.. I don't know what more to say."
I rubbed a tear away from his cheek before anyone could see it. "I love you." I kissed him quickly and he hugged me even tighter.
"She would love you.."
"I would love her."
"I thought she looked beautiful in this dress but you sure wear it good." he lightly teased to ease the tension and smiled. I blushed and nuzzled my face into his neck with a kiss.
"Thank you." I whispered. Because I really appriciated his words. I had been so nervous of how he thought I looked in his mother's dress and this just washed all of the hesitations of me.
We danced and spoke in whispers the whole time and everyone joined us after a while. Our murmurs were filled with 'I love you's' and how much we enjoyed just being close to each other.
"Renesmee," my mom said over my shoulder. I turned around and she had her hand out. "You have to change for the flight."
"Oh of course. See you soon babe," I gave him a quick kiss and went of with my mother.
"Enjoying the night so far?"
"Loving it. Having everybody here just feels amazing."
"Everything is packed downstairs so you just have to change into other clothes. I put them on the bed." She opened the door and let me walk in. On the bed a short and cute dress. It was strapless and the chest part was beige while the skirt was a faded blue color that ended right above my knees. Next to it was a pair of nude pumps. As I took a deep breath and felt the anticipation for tonight rise. When I put everything on and got ready Alice was waiting for me outside my room and held her hand out to me. I grabbed her hand as she helped me downstairs where Jake was standing in a beautiful light grey button up shirt and some black pants. As I let my eyes run up and down his body it stopped at his waist. But not for the reason it usually did. He was wearing a big silver watch. I walked up to him and picked up his hand.
"Your dad gave it to me," he smiled.
"My dad gave you this?" I inspected it some more. "Isn't this one of his favorites?"
"Yeah.. Does it look good on?" he made a silly pose and I giggled at him.
"Perfect," I nodded and took his hand. "Ready to walk out?"
"Im always ready Mrs Cullen Black," he said as Alice opened the door for us.
Everyone was standing outside and they threw rice on us. When we came to the end of the crowd a beautiful black car was waiting for us and so was our family. I walked up to my parents with Jake behind me. I gave them both a big hug and felt the tears coming.
"I'm gonna miss you two so much," I whispered with their arms around me. "So much.."
"We are going to miss you even more Renesmeee," my dad stroked my cheek.
"Promise to call when you can and be safe," my mom straightened out my dress and fixed my hair. "...and enjoy yourself I guess.." she smiled.
"I promise mom," I gave them one last hug and went to the car with Jake. As we walked to the car Jacob's dad was standing with Charlie next to it, ready to give us both a quick good bye.
"Renesmee," he smiled and took my hand and I went in for a hug. "You looked beautiful in her dress." he whispered and it warmed my heart. "..Jacob is a lucky man." he said loudly and I blushed as Jacob laughed and pulled me closer.
"The luckiest guy alive!" he chuckled with triumph and let out a big smile to me. "Take care of yourself old man," Jacob smiled to Billy and hugged him.
"Take care of mom," I giggled to Charlie and hugged him. "..I'm pretty sure she is going to have a melt down without me here." I whispered to Charlie but looked at mom since I knew she could still hear me. Her face twisted in sadness and a bit of a laugh as she heard it and dad wrapped her arms around her with a chuckle.
"I'll try." he smiled and took a look at me. ".. You have grown into a beautiful woman Renesmee." he said and I blushed. "Now take care of her Jacob!" he said sternly.
"I will protect her with my life. From all the awful five star hotels and fancy dinners. But she will always be a little wild one I assure you." he laughed and placed a peck on my cheek. "Shall we go?" Jacob smiled and of course he opened the door for me.
"See. He is taking good care of me already," I smiled and my dad knew that it was secretly for him and mom. Jacob quickly ran around the car and got in the driver seat.
"Are you ready, princess?" he smiled and took my hand.
"I'm ready you big dog," I teased him back and we started driving as we both laughed and waved to everyone. It was with both sadness and anticipation we drove further and further away. Being away from my family wasn't easy but at least I had one part of my family with me.. Jacob.
I honestly just couldn't wait to get to our room...
"Neither can I," he smiled and held my hand up.
I don't know for how long we drove. Not that long. We arrived at an airport where Jake talked to everyone and got it all done. We got our own private jet. Which I enjoyed but Jake enjoyed it even more.
"How cool is this?" he laughed and inspected the plane. I just carefully sat down in my seat and enjoyed watching him run around like a little kid.
The pilot came out and gave us instruction about what to do if and all the if's that could happen. Which didn't make me more at ease but what to do.
"Come here," Jake took my hand and led me to the back of the plane where there was a little room. Inside a bed. I smiled at him as he wrapped his arms around me and kissed my neck.
"In case we get tired," he smiled at me.
"Oh yeah.. not for anything else," I giggled and walked to the bed. I laid down on it and looked at him.
"Nothing else," he walked over and laid on top of me. We kissed for I don't know how long. It was all we could do.
"When will we arrive?" I mumbled as I gasped for air.
"I don't know.." he moaned into my neck and kissed it. "Not soon enough.." I felt his hands caress the side of my breast. Then further down. Then my thigh. Then the inside. I closed my eyes and felt him find the right spot like he always did. I grabbed his face and tasted his lips. Nothing tasted as sweet as he did.
"I don't know about that.." he whispered. I gotta stop projecting to him by accident. Damn. He let his fingers slide down my back with my zipper following and got the dress of me.
He chuckled and kissed my chest as I buried my face in my hands. They slowly fell down as I got more excited. He kissed my neck again. Then my chest. Then my stomach. Then I had to dig my finger into the sheets. I let out a loud moan and I put my legs over his shoulders. I felt him do what he knew I love. I arched my back as his fingers went deep inside me while he licked me. I looked up at the sealing and felt my body get warmer. My gasps for air came closer.
"Jake… I'm.." I whispered and he stopped. I leaned up on my elbows. "Why did you stop?"
"Because I love to tease you.." he crawled up over me with a smile.
"Oh you do..?" I pushed him over and smiled as my lips went from his mouth down to his pants. He let out a muffled laugh.
"Oh how the tables have turned.." he chuckled.
I kissed him through his pants and let my hands caress his chest. I slowly pulled down his pants and boxers and put my hands around him. He bit his lip and closed his eyes. I let my tongue slide from his shaft to the tip and I felt him shiver when I put him in my mouth and worked my way up and down. I felt him grow even more. He brushed my hair away and held it in a ponytail and looked at me sucking. He moaned and pushed deeper into my throat. He let go and held his hands under his head and moaned louder.
"God.." he moaned and I knew he was close so I pulled away and smiled at him. He gasped for air and chuckled. He pulled me into him and put his hands on my back, sliding them up and down. I kissed him and let my tongue slip into his mouth. He rolled over so he was on top and slid inside me with a moan. I was about to go crazy. I didn't want to wait any longer, so when he pushed deep into me I felt my body relax. I dug my fingers into his back and felt his warm breath on my neck. Having waited for a month didn't make us just as crazy as we usually were and being in one position was more than enough and we stayed like that for a very very long time. Every touch was like an orgasm. I put my hand on his cheek and let my thumb caress his lips. I bit my lip and let my head roll back.
"Jacob.." my hands slammed down on the bed and I grabbed the sheets and heard them rip. I looked up at him with almost foggy vision.
I let out a loud long scream. He slowed down when I got quiet and I wrapped my arms around his shoulders. He stopped and kissed my forehead, nose and then lips.
"Why did you stop? Aren't you gonna finish?" I whispered and kissed his neck.
"I already did.." he smiled.
"When?"
"When you did.." he kept lightly gasping for air.
"Guess I was distracted by something.." I giggled and kissed him. He stayed inside me and we just held and kissed for a couple of minutes.
"Damn.." He buried his face in my chest. "I forgot the protection.." he mumbled. Did he seriously mean we wouldn't be doing anything on our honeymoon now?
"So.. we wont.. on our honeymoon?"
He chuckled. "I forgot them in the bag. For now. Don't worry. Nothing could stop me when its our honeymoon."
"Thank god. I thought you were about to ruin everything!" I teased and messed up his hair.
"Hey! Watch my beautiful hair.." he joked. "Your dad helped me." He smiled with pride.
"You two are really.. getting along now."
"As much as we can.." he kissed me. "For you." He smiled. He rolled over and put me in his arms.
"I love you Jacob.." I whispered and kissed his chest. "You have made me so happy."
"Ditto.." he teased and we fell asleep.
/I couldnt really decide if there was gonna be a beautiful "love makin" time when they got to their destination but i thought that would be kinda a rip of from Breaking Dawn so.. Hope this was okay! :)
And just a quick thing i wanna say that i have been thinking about and getting comments about. This whole thing with the requests and stuff. I will take requests and consider them beacuse of course i want you to enjoy it but if i dont take a request then please dont leave a bad review. I mean it is my fanfiction. I want to do it so everyone is pleased but I cant really write something im not happy with at all. I really mean this in the nicest way possible. And i am thanful for everyone who reads and leaves reviews i really am. And im so thankful for the help i get to decide. If you want me to maybe get a blog for this so it can be discussed then i will :)
Hope you enjoyed!
Lots of love, m