One day before party.
My family was decorating the house for the party as Jake and I sat down and watched TV with Buddy.
I couldn't relax with my family running around everywhere and I walked outside and sat down on the grass. Jake walked after me and sat down behind me and I leaned back on his chest.
"Something wrong?" he whispered.
"No.. I just cant relax with all of them running around everywhere.." I hope he bought that. The truth was I had been feeling a little out of place lately. I was scared I was forcing Jake to do something he didn't want to do.
"You know you projected that right..?" he smiled.
I buried my face in my hands and sighed.
"Your not forcing me. I want to." He held me closer. "And maybe you are just feeling out of place because you are getting sick again since we.. risked it." He looked away in pain. "im sorry.."
I shook my head. "No I just…" i didn't know what. Everything just felt different. I didn't even know if it was good or bad.
"You don't have to talk about it if you don't want to.." he kissed me. "But im here If you do."
I smiled and kissed his hand. I let our hands fall down on the ground and I watched them. His golden skin looked so beautiful next to my milky white skin.
The family ran out with even more decorations. "We have to decorate the outside now." Alice smiled.
Jake chuckled and carried me inside again. He put me down on the couch.
"Can you make me some bacon?"
He smiled and nodded before he walked to the kitchen. I watched my family run around outside and they put out some tables and decorations. We were gonna have a dinner at a restaurant that the school paid for so I don't know what the tables are for.
"Drinks and snacks." Dad shouted from outside with a smile.
I laughed and rolled over and fell asleep on the couch.
I dreamed about Noah and Abel. I somehow saw myself in them a bit. They looked a bit different. They were sitting on a big meadow and I walked up to them. I was worried. Why were they sitting here alone. I felt a strong instinct to protect them. I ran up in vampire speed but everything was still in slow motion. As I came closer and closer they started to disappear and I ran faster. Right when my hand was about to grab them and run away with them they were gone. I fell down on the ground and just felt the warm grass where they had been. I was frantic. Where did they go? I just had them. I stood up and looked around. I saw darkness close in on me. And in the darkness.. red eyes. Just when I was about to see who they were I woke up by Jake kissing my forehead.
"The bacon is done." He smiled.
I sat up quickly and looked around. I very very rarely sweat but I could see small little beads rolling down my shoulders as I looked outside at my family. My dad was looking at me with concern.
Something wrong?
He shook his head.
"Come here!" Jake lifted me up and carried me to my chair.
I sat there for a couple of seconds before I snapped out of it. I looked up at him and he looked concerned.
"Something wrong?" he whispered and leaned down and put a hand on my shoulder.
I shook my head and put on a smile. "No. Nothing." I kissed him before I turned around to eat. All I could think about the rest of the day was the dream. Was something wrong? Would something happen to Noah and Abel? Not even when I laid down in bed and cuddled up next to Jake and he kissed me with passion could I stop thinking about it. But I quickly pushed it away and just enjoyed Jacob all night.
Once again a short chapter but i am thinking of going in a kind of dark direction. Not dark in the sense of like everything falling apart but just going through a rough patch. Some trouble with Jake and Ness. And do you want them to go to college or should they mabye finally get their bundle of joy/joys? Please leave comments asap so i can continue writing and i hope you all had a great christmas! :D
And btw the dream thing wasnt just copied by the dreams Bella had. They will be explain in time. I promise.