Chapter 2

Fuck, fuck, fuck what am I doing.

All I can think about is that, that oaf, is going to be touching my love, my life, my everything.

I'm in this Spanish class, and Mr. Shue is killing me. Like he doesn't even know half of what he is saying, and basically I have to help him teach.

I can't take this anymore.

"Mr. Shue", he turns around from writing on the chalk board with that dopy smile of his,"may I be excused, to go to the nurse, I don't feel to good" I said.

Then a slight frown appeared on his face," oh umm ok, sure, Santana", Mr. Shue said.

With that I'm out of this fucking class. I kind of don't even care about today. I'm losing the woman I love to her husband, and I just can't.

Or maybe I can get Rach to choose me over that dumbass. With my significant Santana smirk, I walk down the halls thinking of ways to make her love me more, and finally leave him.

As I'm passing the teachers lounge, I stop completely, I hear it, I hear my love crying.

I walk up to the door, hoping no teachers are in there, there's none so I just walk in.

"Rach", she looks up with love and sadness through puffy red eyes, miraculously I still think she is the most beautiful woman I've ever seen.

"What do you want, San?", she says sadly. "Aren't you suppose to be in class?"

"I was, then I wasn't feeling well, so I'm going home", I said. "Why are you crying Rach? do I still have a chance against him", I said the last part coldly, just thinking about them together hurts.

She looks up at me, as if she can't believe what I said. "He has a name, you know. And I don't know San. What we had was a figment of my imagination, I mean it fun and I grew to love you, but Finn is my husband".

I feel betrayed, hurt, broken by her saying that. " Rachel what the fuck, did you not feel any thing when I was fucking knuckles deep in you, did you not feel and anything when I kissed you this morning", I said as I walk to where she is sitting, whisper in her ear saying, " tell me you don't love me, tell me your not in love with me", turn her face toward me and just kiss her.

She kissing back!, she's kissing back, this is a good thing. I pull away, reluctantly and she huffs. " tell me you didn't feel anything in that kiss?", I said staring her directly in her brown beautiful eyes. " Tell me Rach?"

She looks at me, then closes her eyes, one lone tear fall down of her cheek. "I-I d- I do love you, I'm in love with you, I'm just scared", she said with her voice trembling.

This is my chance to prove our love for each other, I'll do a romantic Dinner, a little love making and she might choose me. That's it!

"Are you done with work today", she nods, " come over today, like right now let me prove to you, that I'm the one, that you should choose me".

She gives me a faint nod and said "ok", she gets up from the chair and puts her arms around my neck saying, " I'm in love with you".

I just hug her by the waist, and said " Mkaay meet me at my place in 20, k, I have to set up, I love you", i get a raised eyebrow at that, but she nods, I peck her on the lips twice, the run out almost falling getting a little giggle from Rach.

As I'm driving toward my house, I spot o Flower shop, so I turn in.

As I'm in the shop, I go find a big bouquet of roses and I think to myself 'Rachel's going to be mine', with a smile on my face.

"Oh sweetie, who you love with", the florist said, she a little old woman with gray hair.

Turn my head away with a shy smile the turn back and said, " the love my life that's who, I'm trying to win her over so she'll be mine forever".

The old lady has this toothy smile, rings me up and said, " oh honey, that is lovely I'm sure she'll choose you."

I looked up, confused as if 'how did she know', " how did you-". I said til the lady cut me off saying, " dear I know everything", I look at her odd then walk backwards out the shop.

Back at on the road, headed home a little antsy, for me Rach's date.

I get home with five minutes to spare.

As I'm walking up the stairs to my house, there's a knock at my door. I go to the door feeling nervous. I open the door, then all of sudden I'm reeled with arousal.

Rachel is at my door in a trench coat, with red heels on, the her reading glasse on, with her hair down, as if she's naughty school teacher.

WTF! So hot...

To be continued...