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Oh My Gosh who watched Glee like what is this nonsense Bram getting married, Quinn dying, and Burt getting cancer... That's a...That's a

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But anyways, Here is chapter 6

Santana POV

I'm sitting on some bricks in Puck's backyard, every minute I sit here I'm sobering up little by little. I mean what if she just wants to give up on me after all we've been through. I mean we've been together for a good 7 months. I can remember when I first saw Rachel and those beautiful eyes.

middle of the summer

I'm here waiting in my car at McKinley, here to pick up Britt for our mall time. Every Friday after her yearly cheerios practice of course. As I'm waiting in my car I see a short women carrying papers walking very hastily toward the school. I keep looking at her wondering who she is. I have never seen her around McKinley. she has a really nice ass, wow. Wait she dropped something, a paper.

I step out of my car, slam the door and run toward the paper, I pick it up and search for a name. found one. 'Mrs. Hudson' it says on the top left corner. I look up from the paper and see she is are ready half way down the hall.

I run up to the school door as fast as I can muster open it and say, "Hey ummm Mrs. Hudson", she stops and turns around. I look at her face and I am dumbfounded of how beautiful she is. She has the most beautiful brown eyes I have ever seen and her lips are so-

"umm yes", oh is she talking to me?,"Hello! yes, I'm Mrs. Hudson", Oh crap she's talking to me put on the charming smile OK here we go.

"Oh yeah, hello you dropped your paper, I just wanted to give it back to you", She's just looking at me, kind of the same way I was looking at her.

I hear the sound of the back gate opening, I turn toward the sound and think how beautiful she is right now. Well not just now all the time but now of all nights just from waking up she's gorgeous. I stand up and walk to her and lean in for a kiss. She turns her head away. I just nod to myself a couple of times saying OK in my mind.

"Are you ready?" Rachel ask with tired written all over her face and voice.

"Ah Yeah", I look back toward the house," Yes let's go", I say with more reinsurance in my voice.

Rachel nods then turns to walk back to the gate, I grab her wrist and she turns to me and says, "We'll talk about everything in the morning, OK Santana, I just need some sleep before I say something I might regret."

I let her go and walk pass her to the car. I hear Rachel sigh, then hear her feet press into the grass behind me. The car was as quiet as ever I'm trying not to say anything so there won't be a fight. We arrive at her place moments later. She unlocks the door I go in and just lay out on the couch. Rachel huffs and walks past to go to her bedroom. I fall asleep with silent tears, hoping the morning will turn out better.

The Next Morning

I wake up to the smell of coffee. I try to get up which I fail miserably, "ahghghhhhha", I groan slamming my face into the couch. which causes this damn hangover to hurt even more. I slowly sit up from the couch, the look around, I stop once I see Rachel moving around searching for something digging in boxes labled 'kitchen'.

"What are you looking for?", I say in a low raspy sleepy tone. Apparently I startled Rach because she jumped when I asked this.

"Oh holy fuck, San you scared me, but I'ma looking for mugs for us. And...Bingo found them", Rachel said holding her chest, then lifting up the mugs.

I get off the couch super slow and head over to the kitchen. When I reach the kitchen Rachel is sitting on the counter drinking her out of her mug. She slides my coffee toward me. I nod and take a sip. I close my eyes as the coffee warms my mouth and makes the hangover feel kind of better.

Moments later, of coffee drinking silence. I put my mug down and walk toward Rachel, who is still sitting on the counter. I grab her knees then slide my hands up her legging clad leg and rest my hands on her hips. Rachel looks up from her mug with doubt written all in her eyes. I look back at her with hurt filled eyes. Rachel sets her mug down and wraps her tan arms around my neck.

I kept looking in her eyes as I say, "We're ok right?, because Rach I-I can't lose you, Like, I fucking love you a lot. And. And, I want A life with you", as I started talking I didn't even realize I was crying till I felt Rachel wipe her thumb on my cheeks.

Rachel pulls her arms around my neck to pull me in for a hug. She whispers in my ear,"yes. San we are ok, I'm -",she stops and pulls back and takes her arms from around my neck and places them on my hands,"I'm just tired and very deeply scared, I really need you and love you, It's just I need an adult. I need someone who I can count on. And. And someone who will be there when I need them." she ends looking me straight in the eye with love and determination.

I nod. Indicating I understand,"Babe, baby I know. OK It just slip my mind that I was suppose to show up." Rachel is shaking her head on the verge of tears. " What- What did I say?"

She looks at me flabbergasted and moves my hand and pushes me back slightly and jumps off the counter and makes a bee line for her room. I take hold of her wrist "Whoa, Rach you can't just walk away, talk to me...Please!"

She turn back around and sighs," OK San, I'm talking...I just-what If you forget to get one of our kids from daycare or school or forget to pay a bill, Like I-", I put my hands up.

"What- What does that have to do with today. Rach when we have kids, I'll be older and 'more mature'," put air quotes around the more mature part to get her point across. She just scoffs and nods obviously understanding where I'm coming from.

She looks at me for a moment, then kisses me hard as if saying that she cares and that I'm only hers forever. I smile when we pull back out of breath. "So do you love me back?", I say mentioning when she didn't say 'I love you' back.

Rachel looks at me puzzled,"of course silly, what did I literally just tell you." she says chuckling a bit.

I chuckle with her then shake my head. " NO I mean last night I remember you not saying 'I love you' back after I drunkenly said it to you."

She bits the side of her lip, then licks it,"If you must know. I was really tired and highly pissed off at you and wasn't in the mood. But know that I do love you Santana Marie Lopez very much." she says giving me a quick kiss.

I shack my head at first then smile at her saying she loves me."Well baby I am sorry and I will try to remember better. And Rachel Barbara Berry, I'm using your maiden name because you do not belong to the oaf troll anymore, love you too." At this Rachel burst out laughing, the shacks her head leaning in for a kiss.

"well aha with that let's go to my room and try out my bed with some make up sex." she winks and walks back to her room slowly swishing her hips side to side.

"ohhhh yeah baby", I say chasing after her. Which causes Rachel to laugh and to her room, I tackle her on the bed and start kissing down her neck.

Make up sex is awesome, Me and Rach are out her new mattress for hours.

Well, well, well, that concludes the chapter 6

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