After sleeping almost the whole way home I was well rested but still felt like all the energy had gone out of my body. I woke up in the middle of the night in Jakes arms.

He was looking at me with tears in his eyes. "What's wrong..?" I asked and put my hand on his cheek. He didn't answer. I leaned up on my elbow and started to get really worried. "Babe..?"

"I just love you so much.." he smiled and let a tear fall down. I wiped it away and looked at him. "And the thought of losing you was too much.."

I threw my arms around him and laid on top of him. "I'm here.." I whispered in his neck and kissed it. "I will never leave you. I promise." I held back tears. All this probably tore up all the scars from his mothers passing.

He pulled me away and put his hand on my cheek and stared deeply into my eyes. "Renesmee.." he took a deep breath and swallowed a lump of tears. "I won't let them hurt you." He pulled my face closer to his and placed a light kiss on my lips. The tenderness felt so loving. I closed my eyes and let my lips linger on his. "You are my life."

I let my eyes flutter open and looked at him. My breathing became heavy. There was too much love between us. Too much hurt, anger, fear, even more love, happiness, sadness, lust, passion, fire. I let my fingers slide across his lower lip. I pressed my lips against his again. My hands wrapped around his head and gripped his hair. I pushed myself further up on him and he sat up with me in his lap. His hands caressed my back and it sent a shock down my spine. I arched my back and felt his warm skin against mine. I let out a quiet moan and ripped my lips from his. I kissed his neck and he kissed mine.

"I love you.." I whispered.

I felt him smile. "I love you too.."

He laid me down on my back and laid on top of me. The rest of the night I enjoyed him. Taking in every second I could have with him before morning and reality came back.

A few days later

I woke up when I felt the suns warmth on my naked body through the window. I laid on my stomach and buried my face in the pillow. I felt Jake put the covers over my lower body and kiss my shoulder.

"Are you awake?" he whispered. I slowly turned around and wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him. "I guess that answers my question." He smiled and pulled me closer for a kiss.

I giggled and placed my hand on his bare chest. My fingertips slid up and down. I wanted to bury myself in him. Just curl up and never leave. He was the safest place I could be. He was one I could give my heart to without fear. I admired his body in the light and thought about how lucky I was to have him. To be in his arms. He is my soul mate. I quickly snapped out of my thought when he pulled himself closer to me and I felt him against my leg. I smiled and placed my forehead on his chest.

"You seem pretty awake to." I murmured and kissed his collarbone.

"You just look so beautiful.." he smiled and kissed me. Every touch from his brought out something in me.

KNOCK KNOCK. "Jake?"

I pulled him closer for a kiss. "Stay here with me.."

"JAKE?"

"I have to open.." he threw on some pants and went to open the door.

Jacob POV

I threw on some loose pants and opened the door. Lizz. She held a wallet in her hands.

"Hey"

"Hey, Jake. You forgot this when we had dinner. I went to give it back to you before but you haven't been home. Where have you been?" She handed me the wallet.

"Thanks. I didn't even know that I lost it." I took a deep breath and tried to come up with a lie. "I.. Just some family problems." I smiled at her.

"Oh. Well I'm here if you want to talk." She smiled back at me. I don't understand why she was acting so.. normal.

"Thanks." I looked down. "Well I have to get back inside." I leaned down to her. "You always interrupt some very private moments.." I smiled. The tension between us was to strain and I TRIED to lighten up the mood.

She frowned lightly. "Well.. bye." She walked of.

I went back inside and laid down next to Nessie.

"Who was it?"

Could I tell her the truth? I didn't want her to get suspicious. And I knew I had promise to not talk to Lizz. But she was so different now.

I laid on top of her and did the best I could to not talk. About that at least. My name was the only thing she said. Well.. moaned.

When we finished I laid down beside her and she leaned her head on my chest.

"So.. nervous about finishing the first term here? We have put alot into these last six months." I chuckled.

"I wasn't really thinking about school.. But yeah I am." She leaned up on her elbow. "Aren't you?"

"Somewhat. Kind of happy about going home. Because we are going home right?"

She giggled and buried her face in my neck. "Six more months?" she whispered.

I let out a sigh and chuckled. "You better convince me.." I kissed her shoulder.

"I think I can do that…" she smiled.

Don't know why she had been so.. passionate. But lately this was all we did. All day long. Except for sleeping and eating. I mean we had both been upset about the Volturi and not really been out and about. But I wasn't complaining.. I could never get enough of her.

I unwillingly ripped my lips from her as we finished.. again..

"We have to go see our friends.." I whispered to her with my hands cupping her face and our foreheads touching. I didn't want to leave. Having her on top was more than I could take. I would never get tired of her.

"I don't need friends.." she giggled and kissed me. "I have you."

"You will always have me." I smiled at her and pulled her closer. "But we can't stay in our room forever.. What happened with the Volturi shook us both but people will wonder."

"We can go and eat something.." she smiled.

"Okay. Then get dressed now or we will never get out of bed." I kissed her chest.

We went to our favorite little café in town and ordered something to eat and drink. We got a booth in the back. Very closed off and with a couch.

"I've missed this.." I mumbled and kissed her hand.

"Me too.." she smiled. "But I didn't mind spending all those days in bed.."

"Well I can't say it was easy getting out of bed.. but necessary."

"I know.." she pouted.

The waitress came over with our food.

"A steak for the gentlemen and a chicken file for the lady." She smiled. "Enjoy your meal." She walked away.

When I started eating I saw Ness giving me a weird look. "What?" I said with a mouth full of food.

"She was checking you out.." she giggled.

"Didn't notice. You are all I see." I smiled at her.

"Nice save, Black." She smirked and started eating.

"So.. another six months?" she asked when we got home.

I sighed. "Another six months." I sat down on the bed.

She giggled and clapped her hands. "Thank you!" she sat down beside me.

"Anything to make you happy.." I leaned over to give her a kiss.

When I was about to lean back she wrapped her hands around my head and held me closer.

"Then let's try.." she looked at me with nervous eyes.

"What..? Try what?" I gave her a confused look. What was she talking about?

She didn't say a word. She just pulled me closer and kissed me. She slightly parted her legs and led my hand to her inner thigh. I pulled away.

"Wait wait.. What are you talking about?"

"Kids.." she mumbled and pulled herself on top of me and sat in my lap with each leg on one side of me. I grabbed her thighs and pulled her closer.

"No.. I don't want you to get sick all the time." I mumbled and leaned my forehead against her chest. My breathing became heavier. I couldn't focus with her like this.

"Please.." she whispered and kissed my lips slightly "Try…" She pulled me even closer and her fingers pulled my hair. I wanted to. Trust me. The only thing I wanted more was her. But I didn't want her to get sick and suffer if it didn't work.

"I can't.. see you upset and sick." I mumbled in her mouth. I couldn't pull away. She was truly intoxicating.

"Jake.." she moaned as she rubbed against me. "Just.. please."

Fuck.. I took a firm grip around her hips and lifted her up and her legs wrapped around me. I laid us down on the bed and me on top. I couldn't say no to her. Anything she wanted. And when I wanted it to.. It was impossible to get away.

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