Renesmee POV

I woke up that morning feeling better than ever. Jake had agreed to try. I think so at least.. Or maybe it was just a fluke last night. Lust.

I flinched when I felt a cold hand on my shoulder. "Renesmee..?" a sweet and familiar voice whispered. I let my eyes flutter open and saw my mom.

"Hey.." I mumbled.

"You have to get up. Class starts soon." She helped me get up and she had already put clothes on the bed for me to wear.

"Where's Jake?" I looked at the empty side of our bed that still had a print from him sleeping there.

"He is in the forest. He needed to phase." She explained as I got dressed. I sat down at my vanity and started to get ready.

"You look sad.." I said to mom. She really did. Almost tired. Which was very unusual for vampires to be. I giggled at the thought and her face lit up.

"I've just been worried about you.." she put her hands on my shoulders and looked at us in the mirror. "I mean it hit us all pretty hard."

I smiled and put my hand on hers. "I'm happier than I've ever been, mom."

She smiled and sat down on the bed. She looked so human when she did that. I could only imagine how she was as a human but I had gotten a pretty good idea of it. Clumsy, awkward but still beautiful and strong. Mentally. I giggled once again and her face lit up.

It was the last class today. I was nervous but excited. Jake and I would soon go back home for a while and our second honeymoon would be a perfect time to keep trying. The class was like every other class. Long and boring. But it felt like a triumph when it was done and I walked out hand in and with Jake.

"Let's celebrate!" Alice said with a chipper voice and clapped her hands. "I'm going to get a party together for tonight. Oh, I have to go right away and invite people." She looked shocked at my dad and then gave him a nudge when he smiled. "I know what you are thinking.. Mean!" she ran off with a smile to get the party ready and the rest of us stopped to talk.

"So.. a party. Yaay! Because the others have been so fun.." my mom leaned her head against dad. Almost like she was pleading for him to save her from Alice.

I laughed and looked at Jake. "So? A party?"

"Party!" Jake smiled.

"Let's get ready!" Rosalie smiled and took my hands in hers with a smile.

"Are you coming with us?" I asked mom.

"Please.." she giggled and hugged dad. "I'm fine right here."

I gave Jake a quick kiss and asked dad to help him get ready.

We drove over to the big house and Rosalie led me inside the "girl room" as she called it. It was full of vanities on one wall and a big walk in closet.

She ran up to the closet and held a dress out to me. "Here."

It was a beautiful deep pinkish purple dress. Purple was kind of the "family color" for the girls. I took it and held it in front of me and looked in the mirror.

"Perfect!" I smiled at her.

"Yes it is!" she smiled and took my hand to walk me over to the dressing room. She stopped abruptly and looked at my nails. "NESS.." she showed me my nails. I mean they didn't look too bad. "We have to fix this." She sat me down on a chair and got out a table and all the nail accessories.

I looked out the window as she started "fixing" my nails. Summer here wasn't full of sun and beaches like I wish they were but it was still as beautiful.

"What are you thinking about?" Rosalie asked as she filed my nails.

"Nothing. Just summer, Jake, home." I mumbled. "Kids.." I finished without thinking. I just let it slip out.

She stopped and froze. Oh no.. She pulled herself together and continued.

"I.. I'm sorry.." I looked at her.

"It's fine. You can talk about it." She smiled. I knew I could but I was afraid to hurt her. "Soo.. Are you guys trying?" I hesitated and she looked up at me. "It's okay, Ness. Now tell me"

"Well.. yeah. I guess.." I mumbled.

"You guess? I think it's pretty easy to figure out." She teased.

I giggled and started to relax. "We are. But I'm still planning on being here another year. Even if we are trying."

"But we will leave if you get pregnant right?"

"Yeah.. I think so. I haven't thought about it." I hadn't really actually. If I got pregnant I would just want to stay out of school. I would want to spend every moment at home with the baby and Jake. Not in a dorm room.

"We will solve it all when the time comes." She smiled and finished fixing my nails. "Now let's get ready for the party."

"So where is the party?" I asked Alice when I was all done for the party.

"Here." She said and lead me out from the room I had spent hours in now. I looked around and everything was perfect. Kind of reminded me of the pictures I had seen from my mothers graduation party in Forks.

"It's perfect, Alice!" I gave her a big hug and she smiled big at me.

"Oh. The first guests will arrive soon." She said and ran downstairs.

Jake came walking up from the stairs and gave Alice a weird look when she ran past him. I think he was surprised by her speed. We had really been acting human for a while.

"Hey.." I smiled and wrapped my arms around his neck and he lifted me up.

"Hello, beautiful." He kissed me lightly and put me down. "Ready to party?" he said with a goofy face.

I laughed and nudged him. "You are so.."

He interrupted me with a kiss. It took me by surprise and the next second our hands were all over each other and he lifted me into the room again and pushed me against the wall. He unbuttoned his pants and pulled my panties of.

"What are you doing? The guests will be here any second." I moaned as he kissed my legs.

"We said we would try didn't we?" he smiled and gave me a kiss before I jumped up in his arms. I wrapped my legs around his hips.

When we finished we freshened up and walked downstairs. A lot of people had arrived. Alice ran up to me with a stern look.

"YOU!" she pointed at me and looked a Jake. "AND YOU! I can't let you out of my sight can I?"

Jake and I smiled at each other and held back a chuckle. "Sorry.."

"Now go and say hello to the guests. I have to fix some more snacks." She ran off into the kitchen.

"Woops.." Jake pulled me closer and kissed my forehead.

"NESSIE!" I heard Angie shout and she ran up and gave me a hug. "Thank you!" she whispered and smiled.

"For what?" I wasn't sure what she was talking about.

"For Ken! You talked to him didn't you?"

"Oh! Yeah." I remembered that brief conversation we had a couple of weeks ago.

"Where have you guys been?" she asked and looked at me and Jake. "We have all been worried."

"Family issues." Mom saved me. She came up behind me and put her arm around my shoulder.

"Hey, Bella!" Angie gave her a quick hug. They started to talk and Jake and I walked off to talk to others. We spent about thirty minutes talking to people and somehow we parted.

Sorry for the abrupt ending but i hope you enjoy it! :)