A couple of days later – (5)

I woke up in the middle of the day from my nap with a sharp pain. I flinched and tried to hold back a scream of surprise but couldn't. I muffled the next scream and wrapped my arms around my stomach.

"What's wrong?!" Jake shouted as he ran into the room and held my hands in his.

"I don't know.." I laid back down and he rubbed my stomach. "I think they are just moving.." I whispered to him and closed my eyes.

"Are you sure? Should I call Carlisle?" he asked with a calm voice that he pushed out to hide his fear.

I shook my head. "No.." The pain had increased tremendously lately. Carlisle thinks it's because since my insides are more human and my outside is more vampire the injuries on the inside makes my outside react and creates more pain. And of course.. the baby is unbelievably strong and I'm at a weaker stage.

"Is there anything I can do?" he whispered and kissed my knuckles.

"No, it's okay." I assured him and pushed out a smile. "I promise.. You should go back to.. What were you doing?"

"I was just getting the nursery ready. Cleaning out the room." He smiled.

"I want to see!" I smiled and he helped me up. "Wait what room did you take?"

We walked into the hallway and he took the guest room. I was afraid he took my "girl room" that was filled with everything beauty related. He chuckled when I showed him.

"Here.." he slowly opened the door and he had cleaned it up beautifully and painted the walls white. "We can paint the wall when we know the gender. I just covered up the beige color for now."

"It's beautiful.." I smiled to him and gave him a quick kiss.

KNOCK KNOCK

"Are you expecting anyone?" I whispered. He shook his head. "Don't tell anyone I'm here.." He walked downstairs and I heard him open the door.

"Hey Lynn!" he said happily.

"Hey Jake! I heard you guys were back!"

"Yeah.."

I heard Lynn's high heels on the floor. "So where is my girl?"

"About that.. She is.. Umm…" I heard him take a deep breath.

I ran downstairs and looked at her. "Here." I smiled to her. Her face lit up and she ran to me for a hug.

"I'VE MISSED YOU SOOO MUCH!" she nearly shouted in my ear.

"I have missed you to!" I held her hands in mine.

"So what's new? How was Dartmouth?" she sat down on the couch and Jake gave me a surprised look. I couldn't just stay up there. Lynn meant to much.

"Dartmouth was great." I sat down beside her and took a blanket over my belly. "How is Kyle?"

"Great. We just moved in together." she beamed with happines and I gestured for Jake to walk away. Girl time.

"Big step. How does it feel?"

"Amazing!" she held my hands. "How do you feel? You look a bit.. sick." her face looked worried.

I knew how I looked. I had lost a few pounds, I had bruises over my stomach, my skin and hair had somehow lost its glow. But it was worth it. I looked down and felt tears coming.

"I'm sorry. Did I say something wrong?" she hugged me.

"No. I'm fine.." I cried and pulled away. I was to afraid she would notice my belly. "I promise." I pushed out a smile and wiped away the tears.

"Is something wrong, Ness?"

I broke down. "I'm..."

Jake ran into the room and interrupted me. "NESS.." he gave me a stern look.

"Okay what's the matter here?"

"Nothing bad. But I think you should leave now, Lynn. I'm sorry." Jake walked her to the door and she gave me a sad look.

"Will you be fine?" she asked. I nodded and she walked out.

Jake slowly walked up to me. "What were you thinking?"

"I.. I don't know.." I mumbled. "But I can't lie to her.. Jake I can't."

"Well do you want to talk to your girlfriend or do you want to keep the babies safe?" he shouted. I hadn't seen him this mad in a long time.

"You know.."

He interrupted me. "YES! I KNOW. But you don't seem to. Do you know how much it hurts me to see you like this? To know that my own selfish needs and wants are hurting you? You almost look like your mom did for gods sake!" he shouted with tears in his throat.

"I want this to.." I whispered. "It's not your fault.."

"DON'T.. It is my fault. I went along with this. I agreed to try, knowing the consequences." he took a deep breath and started to tremble. "I can lose you.."

I stood up and walked over to him. He stood frozen and held back trembles. I placed my head and hand on his chest.

"I promise.. You won't.." I whispered.

He slowly wrapped his arms around me. I know how much it took for him to calm down. He didn't want to get upset and run away. I started to humm our song.

"I'm sorry..." he whispered and kissed the top of my head. "I never imagined it would tare this much on you.."

I pulled our shirts up and put our belly's against each other and smiled at him. I felt them kicking and it took everything I had to not cry from the pain. He smiled when he felt it. I bit my lip and ignored the pain the best I could. I let out a whimpering cry of pain and he kissed me.

"It will be over soon.." he mumbled against my lips. I grabbed his hands that cupped my face and squeezed them when I heard and felt it. A bone cracked. I fell down to my knees. Jake swept me of my feet and carried me and I felt us running through the forest. I squeezed my eyes shut and when I opened them we were at the big house. I was laying on a cold table. The same one I laid on when we did the ultra sounds.

"What happened?" mom shouted.

"It broke a bone." Carlisle answered calmly.

"MAKE IT STOP!" I cried. The pain became stronger and stronger and I felt a sharp pinch in my arm and it slowly went away. I heard my family talk in the background as I calmed down. I tried to speak but felt so relax for the first time in a long while.

So far (until now) the pregnancy has been alright but now the real tough part comes like you all asked for. Hope you enjoy! :) And please leave feedback.

Lots of love, m