One week later – (8)

I had been cooped up in the house ever since we found out now and I was beginning to get a bit crazy. Even though my body hurt unbelievably much I wanted to get out. I wanted to get back to my normal life. Just to have something to do other than staying inside.

"Please, Jake!" I pleaded to him.

"NO. What is someone sees you? What if something happened?"

"I just want to go and see Lynn." It didn't have to be Lynn. Just out. Anyone.

"Jacob is right, Renesmee. You can't." my dad continued.

Dad… please.

He shook his head. "No."

I sighed and curled up under the blanket. I just wanted to sleep until they were born. I wanted them out. I started rubbing my tummy and I heard Alice run in the room. Oh no..

"Picture time!" she smiled.

"No, I'm not in the mood." I put my head under the blanket.

"Ness.." Rosalie sat down and pulled down my blanket. "I think you will want to remember every moment of this time. Even the bad moments. I know I would.." she mumbled with her sweet beautiful smile. She knew how to get to me. I pulled out a smile and she helped me up. "Good girl." She whispered with a smile.

Alice started taking picture the moment I stood up. But I knew what she wanted. I turned around to look at Jake and he smiled.

"Come here.." I mumbled and held my hands out. He walked up to me and put our foreheads against each other and our hands on each side of my tummy. We smiled at each other and I heard Alice going crazy with the camera.

"I'm sorry.." he whispered.

"For what?"

"That you can't go out.."

I put his face in between my hands and kissed him. "It's fine. It will all be worth it." I tried to pull him closer and give him a more intense kiss but..

"Something seems to be in the way.." he chuckled quietly and rubbed my tummy.

"One more week.." I smiled at him and he leaned down for a kiss. "Then they will be here."

"And then I can have you all to myself.." his hands caressed my back.

"I don't think you will ever have me to yourself again." I giggled.

"You know what I mean.." he rolled his eyes and smiled.

I flinched when I felt them move. "Aoow..." I took a hold of Jakes shoulders and he held me up. I took a quick look around the room and everyone had left. Thank God. He placed me down on the couch.

"Need some space in there huh..?" he whispered to my stomach.

"Jake.. I don't know if I can do this for another week.." I told him with shame.

"Of course you can. That's just silly. You can do anything." He took my hand and kissed it. "I know you can."

"The pain is just too much.." They needed to get out. It felt like they had no space and with every breath I took it felt like they were going to burst out of my skin.

"They don't mean to hurt you.."

"I know!" I shouted. What did he think I didn't know that? I didn't mean to hurt my mother.

"Shhh.. Calm down." He started to rub my belly again.

God I am getting tired of these mood swings.. I can only imagine how it is for him. I felt like I wanted to rip my hair out of my head. The pain was getting to much for me and I knew Jake was suffering just as much.

"Are you tired?" he whispered and my eyes fluttered open. I didn't even realize I had closed them.

"Guess so.." I mumbled with a smile and took his hand in mine. "Are you?"

"Come here.." he carried me upstairs to our bedroom and put me down. "Do you want something to eat?"

"Bacon, eggs, pancakes and ice cream.." I mumbled and heard him muffle a laugh. I had been craving such weird combinations lately. I just wanted food. I heard him start making food in the kitchen and some music playing in the background.

I cuddled up with all the pillows and saw the little pile of pictures on the nightstand. I reached over and looked at them. Ultrasounds, me and Jake, the wedding.. and for some reason a shirtless picture of Jake at the beach. I felt that wave of warmth go through my body and a tingle in the right place. Then a kick. I flinched and wrapped my arms around my stomach.

"Are you guys already bothering mommy and daddy time?" I laughed. "I'm just looking at a picture." I rubbed the tummy and smiled.

THUMP THUMP

I stared at the tummy.

THUMP THUMP.

"Oh.." I whispered and gasped. This felt so different. Maybe it was just one baby kicking before and now it's the other. Or was something wrong?

"JAKE!" I yelled and heard him running the second I did.

"WHATS WRONG?!" He jumped in bed and placed his hands on the tummy.

"Here.." I took his hand and looked into his eyes. 1..2…3…4..

THUMP THUMP

He smiled and chuckled then his face turned serious. "This feels a lot harder.. The kicking I mean."

"It is.. I think it's the other baby kicking. The other ones have been so light."

"Does it hurt more?"

"Yeah.." I smiled. He gave me a confused look. He must think I'm crazy. "But it's fine. It feels amazing to feel them both."

"It does.." his face softened with his hands still on my tummy.

FLUTTER

"Hey…That one was lighter."

"Yeah. This one feels like a butterfly compared to the last one." I giggled and he crawled up next to me, never letting his hands leave my tummy.

THUMP THUMP THUMP

"Hmmpf…" I gritted my teeth and gripped his hand. "Are you two fighting or something?"

"Crap! I forgot the food." Jake rushed out of the room and down to the kitchen. I laughed at how panic filled his moves were. He looked so cute.

"Daddy sure is taking good care of us.." I whispered to them and laid back down. I let my eyes shut as I rubbed the now very very big tummy.

I dreamed that I was curled up and couldn't move. It was warm and felt safe but it was all so new that it scared me. I tried to move but I could not get far. I was confined to this space that was way too small. I heard someone talk. It was like I was under water. I heard someone scream and I started to kick and try to move franticly.

"Ness.. Dinner is ready." Jake shook me lightly and I gasped for air. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing.. Nothing.. Just a bad dream." I whispered and felt the sweat on my back. "Help me up?"

After dinner I decided to go to bed early. I had no energy left. I cuddled down in bed and fell asleep quickly. Then I woke up.. Pain.

Okay so THIS CHAPTER.. I uploaded with a real wicked smirk! ;) Don't hate me for the cliff hanger. The next chapter will be uploaded real soon! I promise. Can't wait to hear your feedback!

And btw.. last chance to vote for the names! So far Anthony and Sarah are the leading names.

My suggestions for first or middle names.

Sarah - the name of Jacob's late mother.

Anthony - Edward's middle name.

E.J - What Bella was going to name Renesmee if she was a boy. (Stands for Edward Jacob)

Marie - Bella's middle name

Vanessa - I just think its pretty (spoler if you havnt seen/read breaking dawn but I assume you have) and it was going to be Renesmee's alias on her ID in case Jacob and her had to run from the Volturi.

London - Beacuse I think its kind of cool and Carlisle is from London.

I actually got a question about how I have so much time to write and here is the answer : I don't! LOL. I'm going to school to become a hair and makeup artist and on the lunch breaks and after school I write as much as I possibly can. And I think I had about like.. 10 chapters ready before I uploaded it to this website. And I absolutetley love it when you actually WANT more chapters. So when you leave reviews and tell me you want more and contribute to the story with ideas and wishes it really keeps me motivated to keep writing. Even though I have dyslexia I for the first time really really enjoy writing. I think (almost) everything up when I write and as I go. Ideas I have for the stories when I'm not writing I just write down on my iphone :) But I think I have about 20 chapters that I have deleted. Haha. I just write something and get so in to it and then realise that its irrealistic or just drama filled and kind of childish. I TRY to kepp it realistic to the story and not put to much of myself into it since what I love about the books is that you can simply put yourself into the spot of diffrent characthers. I myself don't like it when I read fanfiction when they say something like (Renesmee put on some black lipstick and fishnetstockings) beacuse that is SOOO far from the stories and characthers. But I mean.. thats what fanfiction is all about. Putting your own twist on it. And I want to stay to the stories :) Okay now I have babbled on and on. But I really like getting to know you guys and what you want and like about the stories! ^^

Hope you enjoyed this chapter! Lots of love, m