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Renesmee POV

Vauge memories of the almost violent birth lingered on my mind as I started to come to it again. The sharp pain was still a vivid memory and sent chills down my spine. I concentrated on my own heartbeat. It was beating regularly. I didn't feel ready to open my eyes so I just laid there and tried to remember where I was. The soft sheets under me reminded me. The bed. Since it was so soft I decided to try and move. I began by lightly moving my toes, then I went straight for the upper body. I rolled my shoulders lightly and took a deep breath. A new but also familiar scent filled the air around me. But a more distinctive smell covered it. My blood. I panicked for a second but remember the reason why. The birth. But it wasn't just my blood... I could smell them. Their beating hearts. Their little breaths. At this point I just wanted to fly out of the bed and run to where ever the kids were but I was still to scared. I didn't even know if I was thirsty until I took another breath and their blood now intoxicated me. But not in an appeticing way. Not like the way Jacob smelled to me. It almost just felt like a strong reminder of how important they were to me. How special they were.

I felt my heart starting to race as someone moved around in the bed. They were hovering over me now and a strong heartbeat was closer. Not just any heartbeat. Jacob.

When I started to come to it even more I concentrated on my own heartbeat. It slowly brought me back to reality and three others joined in. Three. They were alright. They had made it. I quickly opened my eyes and the first thing I saw was Jacob sitting up and looking down at me. A unsure and happy smile was covering his face.

"Welcome back," he murmured and stroked my cheek. "How are you?"

"Good," I tested my voice and it was almost back to normal. Just a bit out of balance.

"We have missed you," he smiled and looked down in between us. There they were. Without thinking about it I moved but fortunatly my body had healed.

"Are they okay?" I whispered and looked at them. My eyes twitched as tears trailed down my cheeks. "..are they fine?"

"They are perfect," he smiled and helped me lean up against the headboard. I carefully leaned over them and my hand hovered over them. I was to scared to touch them. What if I would hurt them? They look so fragile and doll like.

"They look so different," I whispered and finally let my hand lightly slide over their cheeks. They were so smooth. So perfect.

"Well, you have been out for a while."

"How long?" I asked without looking at Jacob. My eyes were still set on the babies.

"About a week," he mumbled and looked at me with an unsure look.

"A...a week? How?" I started to sniffle a bit.

"You had no energy left. Your body was to damaged to heal and function normally," he tried to assure me.

"But a week?" I muttered. That's to much. Too crazy! I must have missed so much, I thought and the tears started to come.

"Why are you crying?" he whispered and stroked the hair out of my face.

"I must have missed so much,"

"You had no energy left. Your body was to damaged to heal and function normally."

"But a week?" That's just too much. Too crazy. A week? I must have missed so much. I felt the tears flush out.

"Why are you crying?"

"I must have missed so much," I sniffled and kissed their little hands. "I'm so sorry."

"I think they will forgive you," Jacob chuckled and kissed my forehead.

"Renesmee," I heard from the door and saw my mom and dad. They both ran up to me and my mom wrapped her arms around me. "I have missed you so much."

"How do you feel?" my dad asked and hugged me.

"I feel fine," I nodded and looked at the babies.

"Here," Jacob said and held Anthony up to me. I hesitated and Jacob seemed annoyed. "..come on."

"Okay," I mumbled and finally agreed to take him. He seemed happy to lay comfortably in my arms and let out a big yawn. Jake put Sarah in his own arms and scooted closer to me. We smiled at each other and mom put her hand on my shoulder.

"They sure are beautiful," mom smiled. "..now we are going to leave you alone. I just had to come and say hello as soon as I heard you."

"See you later," my dad kissed me on the forehead before they both walked out. Anthony grabbed a lock of my hair and seemed to inspect it carefully. When I was about to tell Jacob to look how cute Anthony was I saw him smiling at Sarah. He was completely and utterly enchanted by her. Our daughter. Then he surprised me one step further by quietly singing a song to her.

"You know she thrills me with all her charm. When I'm wrapped up in my baby's arms. My little girl gives me everything.." he abruptly stopped to chuckle when Sarah giggled at him. She put her hand on his cheek in a very familiar way.. and the song. Jacob had hummed that to me when I was little and couldn't fall asleep. When Anthony fussed I turned my attention back to him.

"I'm sorry," I smiled to him and held him closer to give him a kiss. "..you have my full attention now." I kissed his little nose and he happily giggled. He started blowing little bubbles with his mouth and we laughed.

"I think you might want to say hello to this cutie now," Jacob smiled and I put down Anthony in my lap to take Sarah. She was still so tiny that Jacob could hand her over with one hand while he took Anthony with the other.

Right when my hands were on her I felt complete. I had both my angels. I securely put her in my arms and she fit like a glove. My arms were made for them.

"Hello sweetie," I whispered to her and she smiled happily. She held her little hands out and motioned for me to get closer. I leaned closer and she perfectly placed her hand on my cheek. A flash of pictures rushed through my head. My dream.. the one where I couldn't move. It wasn't a dream. She had shown me. I gave Jacob a questioning look.

"She is gifted," he smiled.

"She.. she has my gift?"

"Nope," he shook his head with a smile. "She can use diffrent peoples gifts."

"What? So she can use Jasper's, Alice's, mom's and dad's gifts?" I asked in shock.

"Yeah," he said like it way no big deal and I urged him to keep talking. "..either by spending alot of time with them or through touching."

I knew this would be both a gift and burden. But this little miracle could handle anything..

"Does Anthony have one?"

"No. Not that we have noticed yet anyway. He seems to have more wolf in him," Jacob proudly lift him up into the air and kissed his stomach. Anthony squealed happily and roamed his hands through Jacob's hair before he was put back down. "..wolf boy and vampire girl."

I smiled at his little nicknames and Sarah cuddled up closer to me. Her heart was so calming. It beat in such a mezmerizing way. When I looked down at her I saw some changes. Her hair was longer and fuller, just like Anthony's. But hers had light waves in them and the coppertone from me and dad shined through. Anthony had curls at the end of his now slightly longer hair. They both had full rows of perfectly milky white teeth. Their skin was prominently from Jacob's side but they definetly had my milky shine underneath. They were like little beams of sunlight but with the mystery side of moonlight. And the golden skinned children I had dreamed of were now in my posession. Safe and sound in my arms.

"What have I missed?" I mumbled.

"Nothing special. A couple of baths, dinners and laughters. No words or steps yet," he leaned over and kissed me. "..don't worry mommy. We have been waiting for you."

My whole body filled with butterflies and warmth by his words. Mommy, echoed in my head. I'm a mommy! And not just any mommy.. their mommy. I looked over at Anthony smiling in Jacob's arms. He was really his fathers son. A copy of me and Jacob... and even a bit of dad in there. Most prominant was the green shine in Sarah's eyes. Like the color he had as a human. They were perfect. They were a mix betwen everyone I love. Even Sarah's gift was. When Sarah started to fuss I snapped out of it.

"Mmmmmmmfhhp.." Sarah mumbled and showed me that she wanted to get a kiss like Jacob was giving Anthony. My lips covered in an even bigger smile and held her closer to me.

"You want me to kiss you? I think I can manage that," I smiled and puckered up my lips and let them lightly touch hers. She giggled and pulled herself closer to me by holding her hands on my cheeks. I leaned her down in my arms. She nuzzled her face into my neck and gently pulled her hands infront of her face to hide from the light. She fit so perfectly in my arms. We had been created as puzzle pieces that were made for each other.

I scooted down in the bed so both my arm and the bed supported her as she was still nuzzled against my chest. She almost made a purring noise and I heard her heart and breathing slow down. Even witnessing her fall asleep was a miracle. My miracle.

"I can't believe we made these," I smiled and Jacob chuckled.

"You did a great job mommy," he kissed my forehead and scooted down with Anthony. We now laid with both the babies in between us.

"Yeah. I did didn't I," I smirked proudly. "..thanks for the help tho."

"Anytime," he grinned to me and I chuckled.

"No more of these miracles," I pleaded to him. "I don't think I can take the risk of leaving them."

"Well we can always do the activity that caused these two," he smirked at me as Anthony cuddled up with his face towards Jacob's chest and fell asleep.

"They are so perfect," I whispered and ignored Jacob's dirty mind.

"Just like you," Jacob smiled and looked at Anthony.

"Just like US," I corrected him. "..the perfect mix." I let my fingers slide through Jacob's hair.

"Thank you," he whispered before we all fell asleep again.

Of course she would be fine! :) Hope you enjoyed and cant wait to hear your feedback! LOVE , m

Btw Anthony is called A.J and E.J you will know why in the next chapter. And please give me suggestions for their full names. I have come up with Edward Anthony Jacob Cullen Black and Sarah Marie Vanessa Cullen Black. They have their middle names in front of and after their first names.

Edward (Their grandfathers name.)

Anthony (Their grandfathers middle name)

Jacob (Fathers name)

Sarah (their fathers mothers name)

Marie (their grandmothers name)

Vanessa (Okay this is KIND of a spoiler but not really. Vanessa means butterfly and she was the one who's kicks was explained as FLUTTER which sounds like a butterflys fluttering wings. And it was supposed to be Renesmee's alias if they had to run away when the volturi came.)

Not really sure about the names but this is what I have come up with so far. Please leave suggestins and feedback. Love you all! 3