"They are so perfect," I whispered and ignored Jacob's dirty mind.

"Just like you," Jacob smiled and looked at Anthony.

"Just like US," I corrected him. "..the perfect mix." I let my fingers slide through Jacob's hair.

"Thank you," he whispered before we all fell asleep again.

Music

A boy and his kite - Cover your tracks

Metric - All yours (acoustic)

I had laid in a state in between asleep and fully awake for a while, just listening to the babies heartbeats. It almost felt like I didn't want to wake up. Just lay here with my family forever and rest. Safe and sound. Have them close. Never have to go a moment without them. But I realized that wasn't possible when Anthony started to fuss.

"What's wrong?" I whispered and covered his face in kisses. "..baby what's the matter?"

"He is probably hungry," Jacob mumbled with a hoarse voice as he woke up.

"Oh," I mumbled. "What do they eat?" I felt a bit ashamed that I didn't know what to do in this moment. Shouldn't it come natural to me?

"Baby food. But sometimes we pumped you for milk," he grinned and I gave him a light nudge. "..sit up." Jacob carefully sat up with me and handed me Anthony.

"What do I do?" I mumbled quietly and felt the tears coming. God I'm silly..

"Here," Jacob pulled down my dress and lead Anthony's face to my breast. "..latch little guy."

"He isn't latching," I mumbled. Oh God! I'm already failing as a parent.

"Wait.." Jacob began to sound irritated by my low mood. "Might have to massage it." He started to massage my breast and I gave him a strange look. "What?"

"Is this just an excuse to feel me up?" I joked to lighten the mood and he chuckled.

"I don't need an excuse for that," he snorted and when it didn't work he went to another technique. He parted Anthony's lips with the help of my breast and he happily accepted it.

"THERE!" Jacob said proudly and I ignored him.

"He's latching," I sniffled and smiled at him.

"How does it feel?" Jacob asked and I thought about it.

"Weird," I admitted. "..but good kind of weird."

I quickly noticed that Anthony was just as crazy about food and me as his father way. In a diffrent way but still.. I giggled at the thought and shared it with Jacob.

"You are a great mother already," he whispered and kissed my shoulder.

"Thank you," I murmured and smiled at him. My eyes locked on his and he gave me a long kiss.

"Thank YOU," he smiled.

"This can go on forever," I chuckled and leaned my forehead against his. "Have the others meet the babies?"

"Yeah. I insisted that they would wait but they insisted not to even more," he shrugged his shoulders.

"I'm happy they did. If they didn't have me I at least want them to have the family," I smiled. "So have you given them full names yet?"

"No. I was waiting for you. Do you have any?"

"I might have a couple in mind," I smiled. "..you tell me yours."

"Well to be honest I don't have any in mind. I want you to pick them. I have no imagination," he laughed.

"What about.. Edward Anthony Jacob Cullen Black and Sarah Vanessa Marie Cullen Black?"

"Love it," he smiled and kissed me. "..then we can call Anthony A.J. Like E.J."

"Great idea, daddy." I smiled at him and then at Sarah. "I thought you would be William Masen Cullen Black."

"Wait...William? Like dad?" he asked in surprise.

"Who else?" I chuckled and stroked Sarah's cheek. "..but I think I can live with having a daughter," I joked and Jacob laughed.

"Well I was wrong either way. I really did think it would be two boys."

"Well one is fine with me," I smiled and looked at Anthony." ..my little thumper."

"Thumper?"

"Yeah," I blushed and played with his little feet. "He kicked like a strong little bunny. THUMP THUMP!"

"Have you given Sarah a nickname I don't know about?" he teased.

"She is my little butterfly," I muttered. "..she had almost graceful kicks. FLUTTER FLUTTER!" I imitated how her kicks felt. "That's why her name is Vanessa. It means butterfly."

"Then prehaps we should name A.J Thumper? Or bunny prehaps!" he teased.

"Ha ha. Very funny!" I pouted and looked at him. He was smiling at the babies and my mind went straight to that one place I had tried to avoice. "..are you happy?"

To my surprise he let out a big laugh and grinned at me.

"Me? Happy? NO!" he scoffed and I looked down. "I'm over the moon.." he began and I looked up at him. ".. Happy is... I can't describe my happiness. Happy isn't a good enough word. Splendid, magnificent, superb, dandy, tip top, peachy, excellent..." he shook his head in search for word. "..FLAMBOYANT!"

"Flamboyant?" I mumbled.

"I don't REALLY know what it means but I'm pretty sure it's good," he tried to keep a straight face but began to chuckle.

"You are so smart," I chuckled and kissed him. "Flamboyant!"

"I didn't use it right did I?" he smiled.

"Not really," I laughed and he joined me.

This is our forever. Happy. Together.

To join in on all the love that was going on Buddy jumped up and introduced himself to the babies. They all liked each other very much and it was pretty much the cutest thing ever. All of my babies getting along.

After a much needed nap Jacob and I decided to get out of bed and see the others. The babies had already meet a lot of the people when I was.. "asleep" but it was the first time I introduced them and saw everyone together. I took Sarah and Jacob took A.J... and of course Buddy followed us like the little tail he is.

When we walked downstairs my family was waiting for us. Everyone holding their significant other and smiling at us. I proudly stopped at the last step and lightly turned Sarah in my arms so she was facing everyone.

"Everybody, this is Sarah Vanessa Marie Cullen Black and William Anthony Jacob Cullen black, I smiled to her and walked down to Rosalie. "..this is aunt Rosalie." I handed her over since I knew it meant alot to her and mom wouldn't mind. Rosalie looked in shock when I handed her over.. but also thankful.

"Aunt Rosalie loves you very much," she whispered to Sarah and I kissed their cheeks.

"I think she is hungry," I smiled at Rosalie and she walked into the kitchen to feed her. I turned around to watch A.J and Jacob. They were smiling and he walked up to my parents. Both my parents held their arms out and mom frowned at dad.

"I want him first," she demanded dad to back away.

"I held my arms out first," dad insisted and mom gasped.

"You did not," she scolded him.

"Who do you want to go to A.J? Grandma Bells or Grandpa Ed?" Jacob asked Anthony.

"ED?" I gasped and Jacob had a big grin on his face as dad sighed.

"mmmmf!" A.J mumbled and held his hands out to mom.

"See!" she said with triumph and Jacob handed him over.

"How are you?" Alice asked me with a soft and worried voice.

"I'm great," I smiled as Jacob hugged me from behind. "All healed."

"Welcome back, Nessie." Jasper smiled and hugged me.

"Thanks!" I mumbled. I didn't really know what to say. To me it didn't feel like I had been gone. Things had just..changed.

"Hungry huh?" Rosalie murmured to Sarah as she walked around, feeding her with a bottle. I sat down on the couch and Jacob followed.

"Did I miss anything?" I asked mom as she sat down with A.J in her lap.

"Nope. Charlie and Billy came over to see them. They pretty much melted," she smiled at A.J.

"How are they?" I was getting concerned since they were old now. I don't know how long we would have them for.

"They seem fine," mom answered, cold. I knew it wasn't easy for her.

"When will the pack come and visit their new alpha?" I joked to Jacob.

"Probably in a few days. When we have gotten everything back to normal and are comfortable again," he smiled. He seemed so happy about life and it warmed my heart.

The rest of the day we spent playing with the babies and talking about everything in between heaven and earth. It felt normal to have them here. They were supposed to be here. Everything in life started to fit in perfectly. At night my family left and Jacob and I decided to put the little yawning babies to bed.

"Where do they sleep?" I asked Jacob as I held Sarah in my arms. He had a sleeping little A.J in his own.

"We have all been sleeping in bed with you," he paused and swallowed hard before he looked deep into my eyes. "..but we can put them in their cribs. Just for tonight at least," he smiled nervously and an all to familiar wave of heat rushed through my body and I smiled.

"I would like that," I murmured and followed him upstairs to their room. They were going to share a room for now. It was beautiful. They had turned the all white room into an almost royal looking room. It reminded me of my own first bedroom. But very gender neutral. I put Sarah down in her crib and A.J was put down in his. They didn't fuss or wake up. It was like everything went as smoothly as it possibly could. I stayed and watched Sarah fall asleep for a minute and Jacob walked up behind me and put his arms around my waist as he kissed my neck.

"Our room?" he mumbled and I slowly turned around to him.

"Lead the way," I smiled and took his hand. As we walked across the hall it felt very strange. Like two teenagers planning to 'do it' or something.

As soon as we came into the bedroom Jacob closed the door behind us and I walked up to the bed. We stood there still for a second and looked at each other. The moon light hit him so perfectly. He took three big strides and closed the gap between us.

I threw myself into his arms and apparnetly had quite the force in my moves. He almost stumbled back but saved it by spinning around and falling down on the bed with me on top. His hands roamed franticly over my body as I kissed him. I moaned loudly and grinded myself against him. He took a firm grip of my shirt and the next thing I know my shirt was ripped off and being thrown on the floor. I chuckled at how ready he was and he rolled over so he was on top. His hands caressed my thighs as I unbuttoned my pants. He pulled them down and I tugged his shirt off. I pressed my lips against his harder and panted. I wanted him. He kissed my neck as he started to push into me. I flinched and pushed him away.

"I can't," I whispered. He stopped right away and I blushed at the whole situation. "I'm sorry."

"What's wrong?" he mumbled in surprise. "..I thought you wanted to. Or is it that I didn't put on a condom?"

"No," I mumbled and pushed him away so he would get out of me. "It hurts. I'm not ready."

"I'm sorry," he whispered confused.

"No. I'm sorry," I whispered and hid my face against his chest.

"No. Don't be," he kissed my forehead and lips over and over again as I began to cry. "..don't cry."

"Everything is just so new. Bewildering almost," I sniffled and he pulled me closer into his arms. "I'm sorry."

"You have no reason to be sorry. I have," he assured me and made me look at him. "..I shouldn't have rushed into this. Literally," he chuckled and I joined in.

"I thought I was ready," I mumbled. "..my body feels healed.." I couldn't finish the sentance. I didn't know.

"Shh.. you don't have to explain anything. I understand," he kissed my forehead again and stroked my hair. "..well you know what I mean. I didn't give birth but I understand that you feel... strange."

I sighed and looked at him.

"You are so beautiful," I whispered and kissed him. I wanted him every second of every day.

So I hope you liked this chapter! The next chapter will be VERY dramatic. And just one question.. It's something that might happen in the story so it might be a spoiler but it's in the next chapter so.. Here it is! I need help with it.

Can werewolves imprint on other werewolves? I have deicded for Sarah and Seth. But I was just thinking about something.. Leah has always been so sad and if she got someone that would be really great. Anthony? Might he be the one? Leah would be happy and accept the Cullens. So what do you think? Since Anthony is more werewolf i wasn't sure if it would work but I think it would. What do you guys think? PLEASE HELP

Lots of love, m